forgive

they said that in order to forgive is to forget .. how many of us can actually forget .. maybe some of us got hurt badly and we just could not find it in our hearts to forgive ..


how do we forgive ?


we could start by saying sorry and that is a start .. even to say sorry is so hard at times .. it's like a dent in your ego.. and then you feel that you have to admit it and everyone will then come know how weak you are ..

but aren't we all humans after all ?


sometimes , it's best not to say anything at all ...there is a Father in heaven who will always look down on us with love .. he forgives . are we willing to forgive ?

excited

i am excited regardless of what took place today .. today was just another day . i finally got my crystal beads and soon i will get to work on revamping my mum's rosary .. today i spend a good half hour removing the unwanted stuff especially the cappings for the rosary beads ..


however, the glass beads from the existing rosary will be recycled to make another rosary for me . they have lost their sparkle and i actually used my facial mask cream to wash and soak them for an hour .. believe me it worked ..


then i rinsed them in clear running water .. ( pipe water ) pat them dry a few times and .. ta....da .... they came out as shinning as ever ... and to those beads , i am using a pair of existing cross and center piece from Rome .... so everything will be recycled and made into another rosary .....


i am waiting to find the right time to get it done but i am taking my time because i want it to be special ...

why has it been so .....

i believe that i work very hard and so do most of us out there .. and most of the time we do not care about ourselves and we tend to put others before us , most of the time ... we sacrifice ourselves for others and only to be kicked in the butt in the end ..


so why do we do this ? is it because we want to get people to notice us and hand us big time achievement awards ? in our life we sacrifice for others .. at times we do it so often , it becomes like a part time job ... something that others expect of us..to do .


isn't it about time that we stopped doing that and just pay attention to ourselves for once ... just once .. i am sure we can figure out a way to make it right ..

just don't think .. act it out for us , only us ....

easier said than done , having being taught to care , share , give by our parents .. rules are rules , it is meant to be broken for a good cause ...

perhaps in the coming days i could just do thinngs the way i want to .. hmm

... ride a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

have you ever tried riding a caterpillar with a saddle on it ? i have not tried it either .. imagine if i did , i would be the talk of the town ...

it sounds fun and it's sure to put a lot of smiles .... if i could , i would ride one today ...


but alas, this is something that you and i can only imagine ... what a sight !!!

there we are on that caterpillar and we have the whole universe to us and not a care in the world ....


how we would go bobbing up and down .. and never want to come down to earth .. i bet the children would love a ride on it too ..

so shall we get on a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

thanksgiving

what is thanksgiving ? for me it's about being thankful for all that we have in a simple way .. we could be thankful for many things .... but i suppose being thankful for things within our reach is just about good enough too...


we don't celebrate thanksgiving in Malaysia but in America and Canada they do ...think of all the food laid on the table and not to forget the turkey ....


i have seen on tv , the family sits down to a meal , maybe they would say grace and tuck in and each family member will have to say what they are thankful for ... it's kinda nice ....

perhaps i might celebrate thanksgiving next year and for this year , happy thanksgiving everyone !!!!

be thankful for what we have ... amen

greed

.. greed consumes you whole and leave you hanging . greed .. makes you to want it all and it's all about never having enough ... greed is like the devil himself ....



greed is smart , it will hang you by the tail for wanting more ...greed makes a person so powerful ,so powerful that others bow down to your every need ... greed does not take no for an answer ..


it holds you to a tie that binds you and there is no escape .. the only escape is ..when greed sets you free and that is when it leave you empty inside .. everything else is gone ..


a man falls to his knees because of greed . it consumes and eat you whole .

thursday

i wonder what Thursday would bring me .. perhaps a name or a number .. it could be anything . i would prefer if Thursday would bring me good news , love news , married news , new born news . anything at all .. I'd wait for her sharing ...



Thursday has brought me a wonderful morning to start with .... nice smells coming from the kitchen ... birds are not chirpy this morning .. do you know why Thursday ?


perhaps like us Thursday does not have all of the answers ...one thing for sure Thursday could sure use a break and that is why we have Friday !!!

up , up and away WE went!!

well , it's not about superman who went up , up in the air to save the world it's more about the events that took place in my life ...


from the beginning , it was such a dream and then i felt that i was onto this fast train and then there was no holding back .. i remember if I'd get pass this ..


it was quite tough for me at first because i did not believe in myself and i thought that i could not pull it off . so much has happened and i am wondering right not how did i do it .. and it was not i alone that did it .. it was my team that did it ..


we pulled through rough seas and quiet down when the seas were calm ... and then , we reached a couple of high notes again and then it was calm again .. but seriously , i could not have done it without my team...



impossible , i would have said so ... silent prayers were said each time and it took a lot of patience to get where we are today .. i have truly enjoyed a joyous voyage .

angel

.. the angel of the Lord came down and Glory shone around .....



..the time has come, once again , the angel searches , finds high and low for where she could go ... should she follow the star as usual or should she just stay put with all of the other angels in heaven .....



it has been directed that each angel,take up at least one task per year ... for the coming Christmas .. they have to decide where they should dwell to earn a golden star point .. each golden star point enables them to spend a longer time in the Magical Chamber .. in that Magical Chamber an angel could wish anything that they asked for .. provided that they embark on a quest and the assignment that they undertake is completed and satisfied by the elders of the Magical Chamber .



it has been said so ... the longer an angel dwells and complete her assignments and tasks and the humans are satisfied , the angel gets to live permanently with the humans , once this is done , there is no turning back .....

Lola and Charlie

I was introduced to Lola and Charlie three days before the holidays started .. I felt so happy to meet Lola and Charlie .. the little boy who introduced me to them is also a cute boy ...


Charlie has a sister and her name is Lola .. she is 5 and this is what she would say to Charlie , 'Charlie , look I can do everything all on my own '.

Lola is a proud little girl and she can be quite annoying too .. One does not fail to see the love that she has for Charlie , and Charlie for her ... the adventures move further along when Lola and together with her imaginary friend causes a stir ...

However , in the end , it's Lola and Charlie together again ...

Maybe I should just get the CD , so that I could watch it all on my own ..

what is in for me today ..

i woke up at 5.30 am on the dot today .... it's just another day .. yesterday 's events are still on my mind ... thinking about anything else except for self ..


everything is pretty quiet this morning however engines are heard gunned up to get to work ... for those who try to beat the morning madness it's just another same old day and for us who usually gets a break between here .. well we're pretty lucky .


i can hear the birds chipping .. and it's time for those little birds to start work too .. the early bird catches the worm !! well they've got work to do too ..

i will be getting ......

i will be getting new drama queens or new drama princesses next year .. the fact is i know most of my new bunch and they are also familiar with me ... to tell you the truth , i can't wait for school to start .. just into the second day of my break , i went to work today ...

it is not that i do not trust any of my teachers , it's just the fact that i am so used to working .. i spent two of the semester break days resting .. and then i start to feel bored ... i complain ... my complains have fallen onto deaf ears ... no one hears me when i am bored .. on well ... fuff in a huff !!!!


i have to live with it or I'd just go up to the mountain top and scream .. my brain starts to pump , it tells me to get up and work .. but my body doesn't and then there is a little voice inside of me and saying , that i just have to live with it ..

this post is way out , it's suppose to about the kids that i will be getting but this is wrong . it has turned out to be about me AND MY BOREDOM !!!




duh !!!

finally before i go insane .. next year's 6 Grace would be challenging .. thanks a lot TMK for bursting my bubbles ..... my effervescentness has just gone out of the window ....

sad

the funny thing about being sad is , it eats you up if you don't snap out of it . i do not like to see others sad .. it's just too much to bear ..

not many would open up to tell you why they are sad ...kids cry when they are sad so what do we adults do when we are sad ?


for starters, we have a bunch of friends whom we keep at the corner , and these bunch of friends are the ones who try to cheer you up ...


so why do we feel sad ...

is sadness an emotion ? when you are sad , it can , most of the time lead you to cry ...and that just makes it worse ..

no matter how many clowns you send in to make you happy , you still feel the sadness ..


but i guess the sadness does go away with time and time heals ..

christmas tree

once again, the hot topic of our household... when are we going to put up the tree?


the big question is .. when is the best time ? i could say any day now would be the best day to put up the tree but on the other hand .. the tree would usually go up on that 1st of December ....


with my sister's children coming any day now, should we just get them to put up the tree ? why not right .. at least this year we don't have to move around so much with the tree .. i mean let the boys do it .. how hard can it be .... right ?


that was the plan last week . i was happy because we are going to let them decorate it for us this year ..


the plan has changed just 2 seconds ago ... the queen of the house has changed her plans and now demands that we do it instead .. why ?


okay , by tonight i will make her change her mind and just tell her that putting up the tree is an activity done by young and old ... so maybe just this year we get the chance to put it up with the boys and later in the night .... we'd open up our cookies and have a munchies or two .. perhaps we'll just gobble up everything !!!!

violet /viola

violet came in the most perfect hue .... soft , gentle and violet reminded me of the time when everything was so simple .. violet made me see things in a different way .. a unique way ....


violet had a temper with a smile that is so sweet but be aware .. violet will attack ..


i was given a choice of colours to paint my classroom .. it was violet , sunflower and mandarin orange .. i choose violet .. it's one of my favourite colour .. not forgetting green .in fact ,i like many colours .. the last time , my class was in blue , and then it went to yellow ..but this time i wanted a colour that would look most royal and violet was the perfect hue ....


as i gathered the tools , today .. i felt a sense of gladness .. everything was going on fine .. i did not flip nor did i mess up my class ..i added a few wall stickers here and there and i was done .. my class looks brighter and i even felt brighter ....

my spirit is up and .. i plan to keep it that way ..

what is finally up ....is ...

what is finally up is finally down .. okay .. my spirits were up since this morning and it got to a higher peak when i went window shopping today .. not only was the price was right ... or i could fit into that blouse , my pocket was totally kosong , so sad ..... but then again my pening went away after i saw the blouse , the skirt and the shoes and the bag aka as the arm candy ........



i was in heaven ... no , that's a tad too much .. seriously i don't shop that much but today was different .. because today i was with some friends and after lunch , we decided to kill some time by going window shopping ..... and think of all the calories that went down the drain after a hefty lunch ... well done !!!


we made a pact .. we decided to wait for pay day and attack those boutiques ..... i hope in time for Xmas ....

marriage..and love

i do not what is like being married to someone .. all i know and understand is , between the ages of ..let's say 25 right up to 30 . it's a must for every boy or girl to get married ... it's part of life ..


but , it does not work that Way .. just look at me ... when my sister got married at the age of 24 . confidently i told myself that when i reach the happening age of 24 , it will be my turn to find a soul mate and tie the knot .. sadly it not work for me that way .. after what .. say 14 years , i am still waiting for that moment to come and i am still single .. so who do i blame ?


do i blame everyone around me ? or just me ? .. like the girl from China .. said recently . i must marry myself and love myself before i can fall in love to marry ... .. how nice .. a good statement though .. so how many of us can stand up and say .. .. i must love myself ....



the reason i cannot love a person is because not only love is universal, love has to begin with me .. like Jesus love for us is universal .... a whole lot of love and his love for us is like a huge circle and no one can take that love away from us ...

so like today , i was reading an article about marriages and soul mate .. half of the article sounded good but three quarters into it ..... i left the page .. and you see this is my attitude always thinking that i know more .... i have a lot to learn about marriages and being a soul mate to that one person only .....

what am i going to t about it ....? i should say that i would begin to love myself first before i enter into the next phase ....

let it begin with me by saying this .. i am going to love myself first like it or not .....

selfishness .. through my eyes

the only people who are selfish are the fish monger who sells fish in the market !!!


that is not the point .. selfishness is a talent and you a whole amount of it .... including me and the fish monger in the market!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is normal to be selfish .. is it an emotion or a habit formed even before we pop out from our mother's womb .... i am not making any sense of it .. why do we become selfish ?


maybe you got hurt along the way or your sister or brother was selfish towards you and it went on for awhile and then it was payback time.. how about if we payed it back with kindness ... just forget about being selfish ......


i don't understand .... people are taught differently .. unlike you or me .. it matters a lot to me because i was not brought up that way .. selfish in sharing a toy when i was a little girl .... yes but it goes away as you get older .. perhaps when you understand better , maturity enters in ....

so then ,what is the true art of selfishness ? i cannot answer it for you but what i can do is .. to reflect upon my life quietly and then only will i find or seek the answer ....

through selfishness comes great strides in self worth and as we move along and change it in us , we can become one .... with Jesus anything is possible ..

virtual money and it's faithfullness

well i am a sucker for it .. i am hooked but not in bad way .. you see , some friends and i have been playing online games in face book , and it got to the point of no return .. i should say that or not ..

at first it was just to pass my time ... alright, never mind just play the game for the sake of playing it .. then phase two ; it got to another level where we were buying , selling and buying and buying and selling all at the same time !!


this gets better .. we'd get to work and group up just so we could discuss our latest findings .. treasures , gifts , presents you name it ..then one sad day , that was the day i was so sad . i could not log into my farm , siap siap .. they helped out ....harvesting .. planting the works and if anyone of us were just too busy with work and assignments , we'd help out .. it was fun but i still could not log into my farm .... sad again ..



after about a week , i tried to get into my farm and i did it , i was like a kid who had a bag of treats .. what was then it's all in the game , has now become ,we're back in the game .. i felt that my life was complete.. no one understood us as to why we were so into this game not even our families .. all we knew was , go to work .. give the kids homework , teach ...do more work and then rush home to our farms .....


soon, we promoted ourselves to another game .. millionaire city ...i was a bit apprehensive towards this game but after some coaxing from my dua sekawan , we are now worth millions and the next best part is .. the money are all virtual but we still feel so sayang to waste our money to buy more property !!!!!

at a corner , I'd go , 'jeez , it's only a game how come'!see, you and me both know that but .... in all fairness to the game and to the gamers out there it's like waste not want not....

we cannot simply explain to you why , how , or how come ... oh , i say it like it is .... we are so into the game but we're not hooked on it .. we can stop anytime ....


and so the story goes , we are having a whale of a time till i go for a short break .. well , never fear , it will be taken care of I'd say ..... cheerio till then ..

next year

a friend of mine asked me today , what will next year be like and how it's going to be like . to tell you and her the truth , no one actually knows how it's going to be . but i have decided not to worry too much about it .


the most that i could think of is waking up on that very first day of school in 2011 and go with gusto . the thing to remember is it will not be easy , we will have new kids coming in and definitely they will wail... and not to mention new and anxious parents hawking outside the school and classrooms to see if their kids are okay .


for now let's just enjoy the moment .. we have just started with the school holidays , so let's take it one day at a time .

the dress

i want a dress that would fit me like a glove , a dress to make me look chic and a dress to make me feel confident ... i have not worn a dress for many years ..

the last dress i had was put into my closet because i was too shy to wear one and all of a sudden, here i am once again ... the dress bug bit me and i found the right material to make one ..


this morning i spent half the day with my parents ...travelling all the way to puncak alam and mind you , once upon a time i did not know that this place even existed until we move to shah alam ... even then , and now i get chills when i hear puncak alam ... however my doubts were all cleared when i went there to oversee a school and the journey was breathtaking .. and then they say the rest was history as my tailor lives there ..


back to the dress .. its a beautiful black piece of material .. black for Xmas ? it's the colour for every season and as far as i know every girl needs a little black dress of their own ......


i kept telling myself that i will be brave this year and for the coming years to come and that i will make a dress for myself ... i am not backing out .. just can't cos i told my friend what and how it should look like ... nervous yes but i am waiting for it to be ready ....

so , with my head held up high , i am going to get into that dress of mine .

space

not the space as in outer space .. space as in .. hey i need space ... how is it with some people that they never need space ? everything has been mapped out for them and all they do is , it's OK actually and the next day when they wake up , they just fall into that space and it's OK ..


i mean why not everything has been thought of by someone else rather than yourself ... i mean don't they get to a point where they'd go .. 'hey , i need space so just back off '!!!.

don't they feel being pushed to the ground and it's just super fine .. i mean everything just goes on monotonously and not even a bump and they are OK with it ?

i used to wonder, and for me, if i am being pushed against the wall , i would just stop and say , 'now , hold on a minute , i need space , back off'. the gist is ,after saying how you need that space , some don't even bother to hear you .. and i wonder why .


so ,instead of being pushed against the wall , I'd just say , 'stop just right there ,you're not doing this to me'.

.. i bid you farewell ....

.. now it's time to say goodbye , to all of my one sweet potato class ..... with the trophy given out today at the eleventh hour to which i must say .. to the penduduk of paya jaras .. you guys sure knows how to test a driver's patience ... all was not too late .. i got back in time to see big smiles as i handed out the trophies and yes i will miss my students very much ....


as i sat down to list down the class list for next year , i can't help but to wonder how is next year going to be .. perhaps that all of us learned good lessons for this year and we have grown ... in one way or another .. maybe our students feel the same way with new schooling environment and new friends to keep up with ...


the feeling of loneliness creeps up to me as once again the school will be very quiet. for now everything is silent and we hope that, the silence would soon be replaced with new students and not to mention crying students .. our journey will begin soon .. a new beginning .. a new journey and a new path ...

all i can say is , my teachers and i have truly enjoyed our year with these students and we wish them all the best ..

trophy

today was one of the toughest days that i ever had and today i wished that i was invincible .... i was given 3 trophies to give to the 1st , 2nd and 3rd position students for doing well ... infact all of my students did well ... to me that is .. i think for the whole year i have tried my best to encourage them in whatever they do ... however to some i did not do what i was supposed to .. but in my heart i did ... well you cannot please everyone ....

i went and did the unthinkable .. i ordered two more trophies . the thing is no matter what that trophy has to be given to the right candidate even though you have two students who had the 1st position ... fair is fair ..


i admit that i was wrong in some ways or another even if i have given them each a present , i mean all of my students a gift , i still did not suppress the issue .. the issue is even though i went ahead to present them the gift , a trophy is still a trophy and it is to be given regardless of the gift ....

children are very special and to them when you give a gift , and if there is a trophy somewhere , you still have to give it to them ...


i learned a lesson today and i have found a solution to it and that is ... get the trophy ... give it to them and explain it later to my boss .. wink , wink ...

silence from the class

in a few days time , my students will be leaving me ... and for once i will hear nothing but silence ... hmmmm ... no more talking , laughter and tears ..... it has already started to seep into me .. like today only 12 turned up and by tomorrow most of them will not come ... i try to be brave for them .... i got each of them something small .. normally i do not get them any gifts but then again it's only once a year .....


they are the best bunch that i enjoy working with .. no, i am wrong actually i have enjoyed teaching them and every year i look forward to my new students .....
i have been trying to find the right words to say to them but it does not come .... i put it off , saying that i could always talk to them later but i am guessing again what does a bunch of kids want to hear ?


today some of my students went on a trip and you could just see that they were not their usual self .. maybe because i did not go along with them .. i don't know .. kids are like tightrope .. they become close to you and every awaken moment of their lives , when they get to school , it's you that they want to see the most .....you can say anything to them but at the end of they day , they look out for you ... i think that is what makes it so special being around children ....


so where do i go from here ? my hopes and prayers will always be with them .... wishing them all the best .. the best is yet to come ...

december

next month will be a yr .. of me being a principal ... someone asked me just the other day how did i do .... that's a tough question... well from what we have observed it was one heck of a roller coaster ride ....


it was fun , scary and funny all at the same time .. i found myself stuck in difficult situations and at times i could not even decide or i don't know if i made the right move ....

however there was a being up in heaven who loved me so much , that He gave me the courage to hang on and accept all of the challenges thrown in my way ..i would not say that we made everything 100 % right . we are learning still and now we have upgraded ourselves into a cruise ship ...

in January , we were all huddled up into a small rowing boat with no oars and we went in all directions ..... it was funny though ...

having the right support group made the days seem brighter, when were were just about to give up . with that support , we hung on and braved into the storm ...

so teachers , are we ready for another great year ahead ?

i know i am ....

saying this

earlier i wrote something with regards to exams , learning through play and the basics of early childhood education .. the post has been deleted .. i could not go on as i feel that i do not have the right .. to judge or comment on it further ....

for whatever i feel in my heart will be a battle within me until the day i die .. assuring myself that it can change .. the system can change and that change may take time ...


i am so sorry for the young minds that go through the changes that we make and if we do not correct it , it will be too late .... too late for anything ...


i still pray and hope for a change to come so that our children will be better equipped and well prepared for their future ..


i am so sorry ....

the end

2 weeks, its the only time left for me to spend my time with my studnets and next month will be excatly a year of me becoming a principal .. so how did we do ?

all i can say is ,we did our best and next year would be better ...

i just want to thank all of my students for teaching me , not only did i teach them , i leared a thing or two from them as well and for that i am very thankful to all of them .. i bought each of them a little gift .... something simple and it has been along time since i gave them anything ....


but then i am wrong .. i gave them loads of love , hugs and scoldings too !!!! the scolding part goes hand in hand with the job ..so my studnets will be leaving me soon and here is a list of what i am to say now ;

adrianna -- the most sweetest girl who tries her best .
Chai shu Yen --- smart in her own way and never fail to help out .
Chong Ci Tian -- from the crying diva that she was , she is now a very confident
young lady!
Chong Wei Zhe-- adepts well into the envioronment like a chameleon !!
danish shah ---- as sharp as a pencil ....the next politician ..
lynus ---- minuses very well in math hence the name lynus minus!!
yasmin -- quiet queen with a good heart .
edlin --- witty as a hungry muching monkey munching on a banana !!
ong wen shuen --- knows when to show off her skills after 10 months !!
lai bei shuen -- a would be hairdresser in the near future aka sandra bullock !!
damea --- degil as a rock and she has come along way !!
hew bee ee -- the one that gets everything that she wants !!
lee ken shine ---- my miss lee ever so kind and soft spoken.
homer -- his grandpas name is homer , his dads name is homer and so is his name !!
nabil ---hmmm the one that i must constantly push ..
nur iman -- the good girl ..
nilly sofea -- my lady gaga is leaving me and there will be no more talking shhh!!
hadief farhan -- kaki bola of 6 grace ..



so where do i go from here ? well the yr is coming to an end .. its no the end for me but the beginning for me .... here we go another great year ahead ...

bye my studnets , all the best .. make your mark in the world ...

its what i like

i spent the entire day at bandar utama .. not only did i shop till i drop but i managed to give some smiles here and there .. you see we malaysians are the most caring lot and my dad used to say .. each time when you go out, try to at least smile at anyone who passes you by ..... most of the time i will give a nice smile to all those aunties and uncles .. you will be surprised ..

if you seen the movie pay it forward , you will know what i am talking about .. its not about showing others that you can do better than them , its mostly about you , yourself and only you ,making that littlest difference it that persons life .. the same as when you fall in love for the first time , you'd just go do anything for that one person .. i mean everything and you may even think later .. lying in bed , 'wow , i never knew that i could do that'.


nice feeling and not to mention , you hear kachhiingg !!! that goes into your personal bank account for a good deed done .... it could be anything actually ... if you can please one person a day .. good for you .. if you cant , dont be too hard on yourself , there is always tomorrow .. you can try again .. no harm ...


so are you ready to pay it forward and give it a shot ?

cakes

call it crazy but i have started baking and loving it .. made 2 cakes so far and it turned out pretty well .. thanks to you tube .... that is where i get my ideas .. its kind of a hobby and i am quite pleased with myself .. i can just see it now .... the headlines .. mountain of cake fell onto baker .... !!!!!!!!!!!!


i think everyone should at least take up one hobby each .. i mean you may just never know where it may lead you to ... trust me ,when i tell you this , when i bake , i forget my problems its the same when i do beading .. you just forget everything and you just get better and better ... you feel excited ...


maybe i might just go into business eh ? i mean , in the long run , i bake because i enjoy making good cakes .. lets face it .. if i were to order a cake i May not like the cake itself ... OK i tengah naikkan tocang i sendiri but facts are facts .. its either the cake tastes lousy or the cream on the cake is lousy so why not ... make it good on the inside as well on the outside ...


my mum was the excited one .. at first ahe was like ' okay you do la ' later it was , 'mum you also do , come i know how you feel you want to, come and do , we will share it out '. hmmm boleh la tahan tapi sayangnye saya tak de camera but i did save it into my phone and the best part i even managed to send the picture to my sister through mms ... and i have friends who said that i was so ketinggalan zaman ... not bad for the first mms ... puji tuhan .... amin ..

nice on the outside and not so part 2

people are like fruits and like some of those fruits it may not seem what it is ..like when we go to the store , we spend time choosing and picking out that one perfect fruit .. shinny skin , perfect shape ,colour , smell you name it ..it has to have all the right qualities ....


..... then when you rush home , you cut into one of those fruit ,you find that even though it was so good on the outside , instead you find that the inside of the fruit is not fresh ...... and that is when u go arrggggghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!


so why are people like fruits ? good question ... i do not really have all the right answers to that question , but a friend of mine will always tells me that God made them special , in their own way .


fruits are fruits ... they are meant to be eaten but we cannot eat each other can we ? okay , we are actually better than those fruits .. like a fruit , if it is rotten we just throw them away. but for us humans when we are rotten towards each other we can change ....

how many wants to admit that they are rotten out there ? okay let it begin with me when i say this , I AM ROTTEN to the core and i will change and i can change my attitude towards others .... now can you say that ?