Look all I can say is, people don't understand what you want and what you mean to say . No, I am not some genius that I need to talk to people who are clever . I am not that . I simply just need someone to hear me out . You know some kind of someone who lends an ear to you .
Simply putting it ; I have had friends who says that they just don't know what I mean at times . Hello , go smell the roses . If you want me to speak to you in Mandarin ok , I can . In Bahasa also I can . In Portuguese ? Can . It's my mother tongue but Tamil cannot lah !!!!
What is with these people ah that they are so caught up with life that they just shut themselves to everyhting around them . I was like thinking , okay since blogging can't do much because I need feed back you see and blogging is just typing all the way but I changed my mind about blogging .
I think that from now on , I should just blog even though there will be no one to tell me what to do at least I get it out of my chest .
I just don't get it for the love of life how some people just block everything out . Are they dumb or just plain stupid ?
Sunday, August 23, 2009
What Have I Been Up To ?
Well to tell you the truth , I have been so sick with many times . End of July was not the month for me . That alone ,I got sick 3 times and I just could not take it at all . And when I thought the worst was over , I got sick again . It was just terrible for me . I have swallowed countless of tablets and that made it worse and I felt like ..... I just can't discribe it .
I was on MC for 2 days and all I did was sleep , sleep and I could not even eat . But , everything came to an end when I started to get well . I was quite relieved . I just needed a hug . That was all and I could not even get that . The slightest touch was too painful for me , my bones was painful and I felt like I just got hit by a huge truck .
I was thinking of Michael Jackson and Yasmin Ahmad and I don't even know why . They keep popping up in my minds eye . Where is this leading to ? I just don't have the answers right now . I am sane not insane . That was what my fever did to me .
When it finally broke , I felt a sense of relief . I know for a fact that I could go back to work , carry on with life and so on . I hope this phase is over and that I would not be so sick anymore.
I was on MC for 2 days and all I did was sleep , sleep and I could not even eat . But , everything came to an end when I started to get well . I was quite relieved . I just needed a hug . That was all and I could not even get that . The slightest touch was too painful for me , my bones was painful and I felt like I just got hit by a huge truck .
I was thinking of Michael Jackson and Yasmin Ahmad and I don't even know why . They keep popping up in my minds eye . Where is this leading to ? I just don't have the answers right now . I am sane not insane . That was what my fever did to me .
When it finally broke , I felt a sense of relief . I know for a fact that I could go back to work , carry on with life and so on . I hope this phase is over and that I would not be so sick anymore.
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