Monday, February 28, 2011

today , means today

today i brought 3 pieces of cream cake , baked and iced by me ... today , thinking that it will be a slow day .. which was not ;i thought that i could relax and have my cake without any interruptions .. but i was wrong ...

i did not eat my cake until almost 3pm .. i was everywhere today ...printing receipts , making sure everything was in order ..

went for gate duty welcomed the children .. went for an assembly in the morning and forgot to have an assembly for the afternoon children ... bummer !!!! then when everything was settled .... we had a staff meeting ... by that time i found out that i was really hungry because i did not have breakfast and even lunch as well .. but i saw someone tucking into a nice breakfast this morning , but i did not interrupt her la .... if not i also would have curi some from her !!!!!


that aside , i think i had a pretty good day .. i cannot actually speak for my teachers but on the whole that is work and it's all in the game ...
tomorrow is another great day and i am so proud of myself that i actually do not miss face book at all ..

transmission oil and the genius

well i love my car .. even though to some, its just a car and not an expensive one !! i still love my car .. i deserve to buy a brand new one but i still love the one that i own now ... when i am driving behind the wheel , it is as good as a BMW so i cannot complain much can i ?


we drove everywhere in that car and it took is to Malacca the last time and we even forgot about topping up the transmission oil , we got to Malacca safe and sound !!! that is the beauty about my car .


lately, my car was feeling unwell.. we did not know. it was all because of not topping up enough transmission oil ... should we change the gear box ? then why there is no pick up ? well ... we drove the car on smooth roads , everything went well .. even my mechanic did the same thing ...everything was OK ... i can't drive up to a slope , if i did my car would not move as i press the gas paddle ....


this morning, i was talking to a genius friend of mine TMK .. oh by the way David Koay you have a smart wife and you taught her well !!!!! that's what she told me to write !!!!

so there it is .. with her being smart and all , i began to tell her about my car and at once with a magic wand , she told me to go and top up my transmission oil .... true to her word .... as the mechanic topped the oil , my car came to life ... it worked and all because of tmk , we did not top up our transmission oil .... we did not know .


as for tmk , she felt on top of the world today so i don't think i should burst her bubble for today ... good one ya !!!

Sunday, February 27, 2011

eMPTY

empty .. to feel emptiness , nothing.... a feeling like a sesame seed but it eats you up whole if you leave it too long .....

today, of all days , i felt empty inside .. there was something that was not right and it has been bugging me ... i could not point my finger to it and so i just let it be ... i have been worrying over nothing lately and i think that was the reason that got me down as well ....


i wanted to talk to someone , who would listen , there is no one around ... even in the shower i was feeling empty .... i don't know ..why ?


i only knew one thing , so i decided to talk to God instead .. maybe he could help me and he knows what is troubling me ...at times , my journey for the week would be a good one and most of the times it could be rocky ...


back to what i did . i took out the bible and began reading ...i actually have not been reading my bible for almost a year and a half but i can spend every waking moment chatting online with friends and logging into face book .... and that is bad .. i cannot even spend a least half an hour to read the bible or talk to GOd ....


i know god forgives and it i who fail him each time .. what i read today in the bible has helped me .. the bible says that God will be with me each and everyday and that is true .. HE has !!!!


and if i were to worry about many things , i should just relax because GOD Takes care or everything .. even the animals in HIS kingdom ...i felt better after that and i know it's because i have faith . GOd will help me ...


.. come to feast of heaven and earth .. come to the table of plenty , God will provide for all that we need , here at the table of plenty ......

Saturday, February 26, 2011

of ol' friends

yesterday , we attended a memorial service for a very nice lady , who made her journey to be with the good LORd ...


after mass , as we entered the hall .. we noticed that most of our friends were there to welcome us with open arms .. there in the hall the food was laid , the tables were set .. friends came from near and far and there was music at the back ground .. it was not the kind of music that one would play during a memorial service .. it was rather a mix of tunes from the 70's to country and western numbers ... i guess Aunty Leoni just loves her country and western songs !!!!

that aside, i would say that yesterday was a gathering of close knitted friends and families .. before dinner , we had a short prayer and food was served .. there was a lot of laughter and mingling .. i even caught up with most of our neighbors and even my kindergarten student who is now 15 years old ... how time flies .....


we had a wonderful time and we promised each other that no matter what , we will ,make time to visit them again ... it was truly a day well spent ..

all about HEART

...i don't have the heart to love you ,like the way you want me to ....


at times we don't have the heart to do anything be it love or work but because we love what we do , we find it in our hearts to give our best to our work and even in our relationships with one another . it could be with your family , friends , cousins , grandparents or parents ....


having the heart to love all of the people above means ,loving unconditionally with your heart and soul regardless of the faults made by these people above .. and who are these people ? YOUR FAMILIES .... FAMILIA .


it's not easy to love someone .. we have to earn and give our love .. like me maybe i have been single for so long and i am comfortable with my own skin ... i practically can do what i please and there is no one to stop me .... that is a good point .. but at the same time i feel, that there is something lacking in my life .. and this concerns the matters of the heart ...



just this morning i was telling my dad when it comes to men .. i loose hands down !!! yup , i said it ... even my aunt's grand niece , told her friend .. proudly .. that i am going to be a nun !!!! that is a complement of the highest order ....

back to why i can't seem to sangkut a guy is, because this only have to be my fault . Why ? because i spent every waking moment working , i don't go clubbing and i have friends who are so nice and dear to me .... but this is all my fault ... i shy away too soon ... but one thing i do know is that i hope that one day i will meet the right person ...

until that day comes , all i can do is pray for it to happen to me ... i mean it's my turn now ...

it's all about heart ..... it's okay if you are missing a limb .. or you're not up to the latest standard or version .. as long as you have the heart , tag!! you're it .. you're mine .......

Friday, February 25, 2011

i cried because ...

i cried because i was alone ,
i cried because CCS pulled my hair !!!!


i cried today because my mother loved my baby brother more than me ...

that hurt !!!!

i cried today because my teacher did not hug me today i school..

why ?

he was so mean today and that was why i cried in school today ..
i cried today because i could not have my way ..
i cried today because my teacher cried ..

i wonder why she was so sad today ...

i do ...


i cried because my best friend fell down and hurt herself ...

i cried because i scored an A in a test ...

we all cried today because .. we ate ice cream and pops ..

in the end we all did not cry because we were so happy being in school today !!!!

my skin's changed

as you may have noticed , i get bored easily so i have once again changed my blog skin for the how - many- times i just do not know .. countless of times .. i can't get smooth with what i have, and i have to change it over and over again ... even my profile picture has been changed ...


so what does this make me ? one fussy young lady / i don't know but friends have told me so but then again, i need to be a .. i cant' find the word to describe it .... better to leave it ....

today i was very upset with some of my students . so can i exchange them for another ? of course not . how can i . i have this student who talks to himself , sings to himself and even laugh to himself ....


yes it's ok but at times i just do not know ... and if i were to scold him , he would mumble and all of his so called Ultraman Powers comes out .. with fist clenched tight , he would answer back and say that he was not wrong !!!


it's pretty funny actually .today i told him that he was wrong and i how upset he made me ... he was quiet alright ....


anyway, since this is about my blog skin , i just don't know how my post ended up this way .... and today is my 2nd day with out face book ... i am so overjoyed ,,,,

sports

here i am once again getting ready for our school's sports .. mind you it will be held in April ....yes , it is still a long way to go but us ladies just want to make sure we are well prepared this time ....


i used to remember , growing up , i did not hate sports .. i liked cycling , which they did not offer this event when i was in school .. they had their usual items to which i was not one ounce interested in ..... i mean i like sports that i liked and i refuse to be pushed in a corner to do it !!! i refuse .... even if i kena denda also never mind ......



but here i am as a teacher , encouraging all of my students to try their hand at anything and i always tell them that anything is possible , give it a shot ..... we have those who are good in sports and there are those who just wish to sit at a corner and when i think back , i think of myself ......

i remember we had this one particular teacher in school and she would really denda me if i never went for any latihan sukan .... it was just not my cup of tea .. howard gardner once said that we have 7 multiple intelligences and this is why, we need to explore into all of our intelligences to find the right one that fits us .. that was a few years back and now ... seven has gone to eight multiple intelligences .... if you ask me what is the eighth one ..... I'd say go figure ....


10 years from now it will be .. 15 multiple intelligences .... fooh!!!!!! no wonder our children are so stressed out these days , chest pains , headaches .... so whose fault .......


never mind don't answer that ... hati sendiri tanye sendiri ..... all i know is oi!!!!! Bangun !!! Oi !!!!! would have said it differently .....

Thursday, February 24, 2011

my class ..

19 students ,

talks a lot ,
laugh a lot ,
fight a lot ,

this and that a lot ..

coming up in strawberries,

they are all cute ,

no monkeys around ,

and what would i be without them ?

a quiet class ?

not really ,

is there anything special about them ?


yes , by the flower cart and pots around the kindy , a lot too !!!

so, how do you tame a rabbit ?

silly me !!!

why, you just pull it out of a magician's hat . silly goose !!!!!!!!!!!!


now ,why didn't i think of that !!!!!!!!!!!

it does not make sense at all ..

that's because you're reading with your eyes closed .. said the elephant to the lion !!!


lion ?

what lion ?

there ... it's at the back of you .....


'Class it's Friday tomorrow and you know How I feel about Fridays !!!

human

....i am afraid that i am just human .. i cannot please everyone and me , myself and i ... i can only do so much for the little stuff and be pleased with myself ...


why? why do i feel like i need to prove to the whole wide world that i can do it ? like they say the world is your oyster but it does not owe you a living ....


why must i measure up to everyone ? can't i just be left alone ? more unanswered questions ......

so where do i go form here ?

i think i may just have to sieve out unwanted emotions and carry on.. i hate it . at times i just feel like crawling away from everything .. but that is no easy as well .. i have to face it ... like it or not !!!


why even bother .. no need to try hard just leave everything ... i can' that is ,because i am human after all...

are you ?

Hari Prasad

who is Hari prasad ? Well , my mum and i have been following this hindi drama from last year .. Oh yeah , we watch movies of every language and kind !!!! Sadly , my dad does not share our.... how do you say it .. semangat



So,in this movie , there is a girl named Jamuni .. and she has a pet . It's a kid and she named him HAri Prasad ... the was day I got to know Hari Prasad , it was a magical moment for me .. wait !!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on !!!!!!!!!! I know, Hari Prasad is a goat and a cute one too!!!!!!


I always wanted to have a kid as a pet , but where in the world would I keep him ? Or rather it ... Right !!! as we move further along into the drama , Jamuni just seems to falll in love more with Hari Prasad ... so cute !!!!


One day , I actually met Hari Prasad .. I met Hari Prasad in Econsave .. He weighed my veggies !!!!!!!!!!!! There , at the the back of the counter stood Hari Prasad .. strong and tall and from Nepal ... I actually wanted to ask him how was his Jamuni doing .... better not ...


Mum was looking over my shoulder and casually I told her , 'hey , mum that's Hari Prasad . 'Who?' .. Aiyo .... 'Hari Prasad la'.... 'Hari who la'.............


'There, right behind the counter , Jamuni's goat , apparently .... she kissed him and send him to K.L . for work '

My mum did not get it until , I had to tell her who was Hari Prasad !!!! She giggled like a giddy goat herself !!!!!

Anyway not too long ago , my mum asked me if I would like to own a pet someday and I told her yes .

'So,what will you name your pet dog ?'Mum asked me one day ....

HARI PRASAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the facebook face off

yesterday my friend was telling me that how she would fervently log in into face book and after giving it some thought .. how she had wasted time just by logging in ... was that going to be part of all her life ?

i mean to each day log in and chat , post comments etc... she had a point. i do that too ...each time after i get home and had a nice shower , I'd log in without fail ..actually it's useless .. it's addictive and i found that i wasted time on it too.... for example , when my parents have a game of cards , i never join in the fun or when they are watching the telly , i rather spend 2 to 3 hours logging into face book....


it's a toll ... and i somehow told myself on and on again that one day i just wanted not to lo gin .. but i had no guts ..

yesterday, tmk made me so brave .... because of what she posted on face book , i stepped up and told them and the whole universe plus all the animals that lived in the jungle that i would not log into face book for a month ..


but today is just the first day ... i deleted all of my mails from my yahoo account .. i do not want to have anything to do with face book .. for a month ... you see i could easily blog and do some shopping online ... !!!!



well, my friends gave me a week .... but i insist that i will get by a month . tops!! at least .. i need this push and i need to test myself ... everything in life isn't face book ... i gotta look around and smell the roses ..... wish me luck !!!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

there was once

there was once a young girl .. who would go up to the hill each morning . and on her way , she would pick up a bunch of daisies .. no one knew where she came from , but she was just there .... with wild hair ..and a strong feature , even the darkest night would bow down to her .


she'd go up to the hill and everyone would wonder , what could be on that hill and why does she spend so much time on the hill?. little did anyone knew , there up on the hill lay buried , her family .. her parents and a little baby ..


each time when she visits the grave site , she would kneel down and pray and tears would flow ... it was said that her family had died a long time ago but she spends every morning , visiting her family ... no one still knew where she came from ..


one day she met a bird and the little bird followed her along .. she was resting under a tree when the little bird told her that it was going to grant her three wishes . the little bird told her that she could wish for anything except that the wishes would not bring her family back ....

the young girl did not know what to wish for because she did not believe in wishes .. so the little bird instead , left her three huge pumpkins ,and flew away ... there was a lot of love in that your girl's heart . she decided to cut open the first pumpkin . and when she did she felt a whole lot of love seeped into her and she felt the love of her family all around her.




she decided to take the other tow pumpkins home ... her home was quite a simple home with not much but she loved her home. before going to bed , she prayed that she may receive the gift of courage .. she decided to cut the second pumpkin and lo and behold , she felt courage like she never felt before ... she knew that she must go on with life ...


the third pumpkin was just staring at her ... and she did not know what she felt in her heart but God knew .. she cut into the third pumpkin and there staring in front of her was a young prince .. he bowed to her and took her by the hand to his palace .. there , they lived happily ever after ....

who would have thought

who would have thought forever would be severed by a sharp knife and a short life ..


.. if i die young , bury me in satin lay me down on a bed of roses , sink me in a river at dawn , send me away with the words of a love song ... oh , oh



i actually thought that my blog would be about stories of my children in school , however it has become something entirely different and i like it being different and all.... and it has nothing to do with the lyrics that i posted above ...

i meant it to be light and easy ... but it's not at all .. all the same i simply enjoy blogging ... today was okay .. i am now trying to harvest good values for my students and i am trying to be positive about everything that i do .. even my teachers too ....


so this year the kids are great however .. they are princes and princesses of the third kind and i might add a new wave one too ...so with all of these emotions flying in and out of our window ... I'd just say , ' hey ! , try that one more time and we'd all end up in the pool!!!'


'what , we're all going into the pool for a splash ?'

'nope, you are all going into an empty pool!!'

'Shucks'

yeah right , don't push it .. march is fast approaching and we gotta speed through to get there !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 19, 2011

baby , i can read your mind

my sister told me of a wonderful tale about her boys over dinner last night ... she started by saying that her boys came home and proudly told her that they can read her mind and all she had to do was choose a number from 1 to 10 .. this was what took place .


Chris: 'Mama , do you know that we can actually read your mind ?
My Sis : 'Okay .....
Nick :'Seriously mama , we can .. you wanna try ?'
My Sis: 'Okay let's try then.'


Nick: 'Mama, choose a number only from 1 to 10 and you tell me , then
Chris will try to read my mind.'

So she thought of a number and told Nick ... then it was time for them to begin ..Chris meditated and told Nick that he will now read Nick's mind and he began and after a few seconds , he said out the number that my sister thought of .... my sister was like ... wow and double wow , these guys are good .. so she decided to try again and this went on for a few times .. she was excited believe me .... but something was amiss ... then ...............................


she told Nick ,that she was now going to think of the number 24 ....the both of them said noooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's only 1 to 10 not up to a hundred ... but she still insisted on it . these two boys of hers pulled the act so well and she caught on , so she asked them how did they do it and they said if she was thinking of the number 3 , Nick would clenched his jaws and that would make his temples move in a motion and when Chris put his hands to Nick's temples , he would know what number to say out !!!!!!!


Well , my sis learned her lesson that day .. never trust your own children !!!! and the boys had fun with their mother .....

Thursday, February 17, 2011

the usual do and the day ahead

today my throat feels fine , i have to more tablets to get through for tomorrow ... i just can't..... wait

yesterday , i came home from work and my parents told me that my sister and brother in law will be coming over .. i was excited and i proudly told them that i will wait patiently for them to come and i even told them that i would stay up as long as my eyes could stay opened !!!!!


however that did not happen , i was lulled by the comfort of my bed and i went to sleep!!!!!!!

i slept for a long time , it was humid too .... but it was okay .. all i could think of that my sister and my brother in law is coming and i can't wait to wake up the next day to chat with them ...



as i was so deep in sleep , or so i thought , i felt someone holding my arms .... i like to sleep with my arms folded .... then there was a slight press urging me to wake up .....


i saw my sister , blur from sleep ..i took 5 seconds to figure out what was happening and why was she in my room!!!!!!


i thought that it was still 10 pm and that i had not slept that long ... i asked her when did she arrive , and she just said .. just now ... i asked her is it 10 ? it was not 10 alright , it was 1.30 am ....


i tried to toss and turn but i could not sleep .. they were talking .. i woke up , went to the toilet .. it was 2.30 am ... so i must have tossed and turned for an hour .... went outside to the hall ... had a chat with her and my bro in law ... we watched Robocop ..... and i slept at 3.30 am .... woke up at 6am.. showered , got ready and went to work .... UN SLEEPY !!!!!!




everything went on fine .. the kids were great ... work was okay teachers were excellent 12.30 pm , went for an appreciation lunch .. in Sri KDU ...with the other principals .... reached home at 3.50 pm ...... that's it for the day ...

crowded room

the crowded room was one of my favorite place in the whole wide world and with a book ....its where everything just goes on as it is with no one stopping you in mid air . it's also a place to be yourself and you forget everything just for awhile ..



it starts with a book in hand , a glass of soda and cookies and milk for much , much later and even during Christmas .. we go on .. with eyes wide open .. others may see but they can never touch ..


we stand , together , being pushed together in a tight spot.. then, there is space for movement .. we stand in a row ..we walk... hand in hand with the one we love and trust .. everything will be fine ..


we get to another spot on top of a hill ..looking down with huge eyes , on a hill up in the sky where the faraway is .. with a book in hand , we walk ...


stop!!!!!!!! we come to a stop .. why are we stopping ? we seem to ask one another .. walk on .. with a book in hand , we forge on.. lane ..

a narrow lane , we can't go through .. even with a book in hand .. throw it all.. throw the books away ..

we throw them away ..the sky breaks blue hues ..we look to the heavens .. we see doves , doves come to save us ... raise your hands ....we raise our hands , the doves fly over us, low enough to swoop us to eternity ...

the day i got mad and upset

the day i got mad and upset everything was sent flying .... in my mind's eye .... i was hot and fired up ... i was not approachable at all.... i did not show it ... i had to stay calm ..


well, that was one of those days .. right now i don't know what to think ... how could this slipped through my fingers .. i let my guard down .. i am not weak , i am only human ... i am not proud of the decision that i have made ... but i had no choice ...

many were upset by my choice , the choice to do right .. and make a wrong, right ... to understand to its finest detail was all it took ....

i am not made of stone , i have a heart with fire in it .. the fire to succeed ... to do well, to be the best , to aim high .. with pride i make my journey .. no matter how rough it gets i have to hang on for the sake of others .... tempers fly off the rail .. tomorrow will be a brand new day ....

a day filled with hope and courage into the next realm ..... for there i seek and i found , not only that i found myself , i found others who would follow me ...

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

today the day i did not feel like it at all

today was one of my laziest day in school ... after what 5 to 6 days .. my throat still hurts and i was just being lazy ..... usually after 12 pm ... i take over a friend's class until she comes in ..... so during that time it's usually sing a long and today my sing a long session did not go down so well because i was irritated with the pain in my throat ... i felt like ripping out my tonsils .... aiyo !!!!


so then i thought I'd get out a picture conversation chart to get the class going ... and i did it quite well... topic for the day; THe Playground ... the all time favorite .. well what can i say....


then , it was time for the kids to practice their alphabets ..... wrote it down on the white board , asked them the phonetic sound of it and then it was time for writing ..... as i was plodding along , my friend came and she then took over .....that would be say about 12.45 or so ...


lunch time .. food .. oh gosh!!!!! i usually bring food from the home .... my food has been bland ... very bland for the past few days .... i can't take it .. i don't even eat breakfast .. i am tired of eating .. there is no taste when i eat .. i just swallow every morsel that i can ......


then this is the part where i felt lazy .... usually i am not like this ... but it's like after 3 years and then today was the first day and the first time i felt like this .

at the back of my mind i knew that
i had books to correct , accounts to close and other things ..little things that i had to do .. but instead i went to the other building to see my assistant and then when i saw my ustazah and another friend chatting , i went to join them for awhile .....


there was a book on the table titled .. bangun oh!!! bangun ..... and we began talking about the book and i was telling them about Sean Covey among other things...and that led to the topic of khawin and jodoh ...... see, usually i do not spend time doing all these talk ... but today was different ..... but for that hour i spent talking , i really felt relaxed ....



by the time i went to correct my books , it was just nice .....then i found that i really could do with a break from time to time ....

Monday, February 14, 2011

so far the journey continues with antibiotics ..

my throat has its days and today being a holiday , i will not even utter a word !!! and how does my throat feel about it ..with me being silent for awhile .... ????? well throat you make me suffer and sick ....


for now it is still sore , i can't swallow well.. at times when there is no pain , I'd go yay!!! but after a few hours , it comes back .. so should i just remove it ? breathing has been a little difficult too .... when i am awake its OK but usually when it's tome to go to bed that i dread :( well i would just have to be patient and wait till i get well ....


well.... what can i say

lies , a lie and a white lie

what would you do if you found out that a friend lied to you ? would you be angry ? i am sure you would ... do like what i did .. do not show anger or any emotions .... just leave .. for now ....


why do we take leave from work ? we take them when we have an appointment , emergencies and it could be a whole lot of other stuffs ... seriously speaking i only can vouch for myself as for others .. well we are no mind readers and we do not know how they think .... one thing is for sure ... when we lie , we do not only lie to ourselves .. we lie the the one up above .. same goes for cheating ....


to tell you the truth , i was not surprised ... not even one for one second .... what goes around comes around ...... so a lie is a lie , lies are more lies and a white lie is just an excuse ..... why bother ....

Sunday, February 13, 2011

aiyo !!!!

before the Chinese new year holidays started , i came down with very not so bad tonsillitis ...ok never mind .. went to the clinic i was given amoxcilin ..1000 mg .. i took it a few times which it was very much indeed my fault and thinking that the swelling has gone down , i happily carried on with my life .. fine ... no yee sang and sweet meat ... fine ..


4 more days before school reopens .... had another tonsillitis attack ... this one was worse .. this was the mother of all attacks that i thought i never had and now at the back of my mind i am thinking about the brayuk session that i had to forgo in order to get back home ... ok never mind no choice kan ...


this time ..no fever .. cough .... can't breathe properly and my tonsils seem to kiss each other , and i think by the time valentine's day approaches , they would kiss ....... ok it's a joke ...


went to see the doctor again .... yep ... had a good lecture but .... that is now so far away from my mind ... this time .. injection , antibiotics another brand ...same 1000 mg for 10 days .. my doctor punished me .. no choice ....

the jab was ok but after a while ,
my whole arm felt like someone had ripped it off !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i went back to work ...yes i did .. and that was the day we were to travel down to Malacca ....


and when i came home .. we packed and headed off to Malacca ... well i had to get out of KL .. yes i was sick and now , today, i still have not recovered yet .. my throat feels sore ... can't swallow well... need lots of fluid and yes happy valentine's day ...

Friday, February 4, 2011

makan time

makan time is always and will always the best time .... so much to eat and you just can't make up your mind at times .... the eyes sees everything and the stomach just wants to taste everything on the table...


yesterday was no different at all... food was laid out on the table and everything tasted so good ...... we had .. cake , chicken ,salad and the list just goes on and on ... yummy crummy .....what delicious food it was .....


i should not worry too much about what i eat .. in fact it never bothered me very much .. it's just that i am a food lover and i enjoy what's on the table ...just eat moderately and i will be OK .....


well, easier said than done ...... of course at times i do wonder if i am putting on the kilos and .. well it's part of life .. we live in a country which produces good food .. why waste right ? and as for those models out there , honey , you'd better watch what you eat ... it's really bad for business if you can't fit into a Vera Wang !!!!!!!

and for us carry nanas girls , mind you, we are heavy duty girls with an attitude that's to die for .. enjoy while we all can and have a great new year ..

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

hop to where it is

well since it's the year of the rabbit , i , for one just cannot wait to read about my horoscope in the newspaper .. why ? i have no idea .. i will wait so patiently till i see my zodiac that is the rat .... and then I'd read read and read .... do i believe in it ?

no, that would be a big no .. then why do i bother reading them ? i just don't know maybe it's just for fun .... well some other than the next person would tell me that i should not be reading all those stuff as i believe in god .... true but you see living in a multi racial country , you read any damn thing ......


so, this year the only thing that i am going to do is stay happy even when others try to get me down ... frankly speaking who cares right ! well, it will be another good year and with more amazing things to come .. and so i say happy new year to everyone and bring in the chocolates since valentine's day is just around the corner .....