Barrel KNots

Here I am once again thinking how do I do a barrel's knot . I need to know and learn it . Since I have decided to learn how to make a corded rosary .... that was all I could think of . So i decided to google about it and eureka , I've done it .

But now , one major problem ... how do I assemble the whole rosary ? Never fear for you tube is at hand . Oh and then , I got another idea , why not try to make eye pins and also bracelets , ear rings , chains ... the lists goes on .... I promise that when I get my gaji , I will seek the tools I need .

No , I am not impatient , excited it more like it haaha .... G told me to use all of her materials but we can't have that now we ? I mean when I said that I want to learn , it's got to come from me as well and not just , 'Okay , I want you to teach me , now go get all the materials for me .' It does not gell with me .

So , with all of the patience in my heart , I will ge the set of tools , the nylon and the beads and wires to make one ... wish me luck .

Monday ,Funday

Well It's not a fun day today eventhough I am on leave . YUp I am bored to tears . I don't know what to do . I could read .. hmm now that's a thought .... then , I could also farm , oh no ..... Okay maybe I just would not do all of the above and just go and take a nap .

I can afford a nap because I am on leave .. Or perhaps I should just go and eat a piece of cake . Yum !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This boredom seeps in like a thief in the night ... First ,I would say good holidays yay !! After the second day I get bored ... never fear for I will find things to do ...

Okay I Guess

Yesterday , and for the rest of my life , I wonder if I would ever , ever be happy . I guess I am glad to say that for now , I am happy . I mean with all the simpleness of life .. who would'nt be right ? I am not saying that this simple life of mine is wrong . There is no right or wrong . It's all trial and error .... okay I just said that about life and that is how I see it ... life.



I am happy , with no rush and no fuss . Others , rush and fuss about and I cannot understand what is the fuss and rush about . I guess , I am one of the lucky ones . I still say no rush and no fuss. I'd like to think that all of us just for a day , stop rushing or fussing about but I guess that wold be like asking a sheep to turn itself into a cow !!!! Go figure !!

So in all the rush and fuss , stop fussing and rushing ...

Bye for now ...

My New Found Hobby

Finally there is life outside of Farm Ville afterall , I have found a new hobby , and G is going to teach me all about it .. I am so excited that I cannot wait to go get my tools and whatever else that I need .


As I was sleeping last night , I woke up a few times just to make sure that what I had told G was real .... hmmmm.... I think it's basically the joy of doing something . And I am sure I would be happy with the finished product .. no , it's not about selling them once I have mastered the art , it's all about the joy of creating and giving ..... but you might never know one day .......


Okay the semangat in me is already there now , I just need to do and try it out .. it will be fun hhahaahah .. Wish me luck ..

PUncak Alam the journey that was....

I have never driven far and everyone knows it . My journey began when I was told by my boss that I had to make a trip to Puncak Alam , and so I did some research okay, will not tell you that part , I will just tell you how the journey went ..

I thought that I would be late and I can't be late because the school has only one session and no matter what , I have to do what I can and besides going back the second day was just not right ....

I actually enjoyed my journey , in fact the roads reminded me so much of Limbang . When we were in Brunei , we used to got to Limbang and the roads were usually pretty quiet and the scenery was beautiful .... I had that effect as I was driving to Puncak Alam .. I felt relaxed , no rush .... I managed to destress myself on the way ..however there were some kill joy road users , ever so impatient but I never let them bother me ... I truly had a nice drive .

Today

Today is a very quiet day maybe because with just the three of us at home , everyone is doing their own thing . So I plan to strat the day fresh , I have a reading class at 9 am to which I woke up at 6 am , cleaned up and went to the market with my dad .


Because it's the holidays , I don't really mind waking up early because I know for a fact that I definately will take a nap later . Like I said the day is unfolding pretty good and the sounds of birds chirpping is just a great way to start the day off.

I hope to have more days like this and tomorrow since I am not working I hope to wake up a little late than usual but let's see if that ever happens ....

i just don't know ....

Okay maybe I am a perfectionist by nature but each time , when I sit to do a task , I find myself wanting to do it well. ... I just don't know . Friends have questioned me and I am not a person who is a neat freak but .... I mean it's just so that each time I have to and must do well ....

Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .


I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .


Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!