Hate

Hate is a strong word . God says that we should never hate anyone and not even ourself . I remember hating myself so much ... no matter what I did or said , by the end of the day I hated myself even more .

Nothing could be said , I was sinking , I did not know what to do and my guardian angel ........ I left her out in the cold . She told me to take her hand and trust her .. but I could not because I did not trust myself even then ....


It was a darkest time for me , and I sunk in deeper and deeper .. no one could save me ... it was a time then I heard my angel calling out to me . I awoke and saw ..... I grasp her hand and Iwas out of the dark .... and now I live .. live to tell my tale .... I stopped hating myself ... I moved on .. and now I am free ...

Mother's Day Yesterday

I drew two hearts and got the kids to colour it .. some wanted to colour the heart green , one wanted to colour it purple ( so romantic ) ... the list went on ....

Once it was done , I cut it out and attached a straw to it . It looked so nice , Seriously , it did . Then , I told them to hold up the hearts that they coloured . All I could see was a sea of pink and there was a whole lot of love in my class .


Then , I took some pictures with my phone . But too bad , I do not have the equipment to post in into my blog for all of you to see . Perhaps next time .. anyway they all looked cute ..

I asked them to sing , I love You Dear Mama and after teaching them the song for only 3 days , the managed to sing the whole song for me ... It was truly a nice Friday .... I was very proud of them for singing that song . It meant a lot to me .

Thankfulness

For me ,being thankful means having the most simplest life . I am thankful for almost all of the things in my life . It could be anything at all.

I use to teach my students that being thankful means , that deep down in their hearts , even if someone offers them a small gift or a sweet , they have to be thankful for it . I tell them stories about thankfulness and you will be surprised with the answers that they come up with .


It's easier to teach children than adults .. I cannot blame or pass any judgement . But one thing is for sure , no matter what , when we educate children at a very young age , they seem to receive and retain what we adults tell them . I will remember moments like this because when a child is young , it is easier to mold them . When they grow up ,it will be a different story entirely .

I Love YOu Dear Mama

What I say and what I do ,
Let it be a joy to you ,
I'll serve you with all my might ,
I love you dear mama.



Everyday and everynight ,
Help me mum to do what's right ,
I'll love you with all my heart ,
I love you dear mama.


I love you with all my heart ,
And I'll always pray ,
I will be like you are ,
More and more each day ,


Thank you for the love you've shown,
Thank you fo rthe joy I've known,
Make my heart your very own,
I love you dear mama.

Beads ..

So far I have completed 6 beads .. yes ans I am very proud of myself . G has given me some eye pins . Bless her .. I prayed before I started and I told Mother Mary that I am making this rosary for her .


It was hard at first because I was missing a plier . My fingers hurt too . Asked dad to go get me the flat nosed plier . And now with the plier in hand , I have to get used to the idea of working with both hands . Easier said than done .. I spent a good 15 mins putitng the eye pin into one bead ...... sheesh .. but the finished product ? Good I could not tell them apart .... hmmm

I am enjoying beading .... and it very relaxing . Iam so into this that I just cannot wait to order more beads .....

Mother Mary , please help me to complete the rosary for you ....