Okay maybe I am a perfectionist by nature but each time , when I sit to do a task , I find myself wanting to do it well. ... I just don't know . Friends have questioned me and I am not a person who is a neat freak but .... I mean it's just so that each time I have to and must do well ....
Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .
I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .
Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!
