so today as i sit here once again , and during the holidays with loads of planning to do , to which i am procrastinating ..not a good sign ...but believe me , i will thank myself later for this !
its not that i wish to procrastinate but certain things you have to . maybe i just need to feel the adrenaline rush and then ..it works ..i am an artist that is how creativity works ....
i have come to this now , where i am satisfied for the little things that i have achieved . yes , the continuity it there but this time its my pace and not on anyone's pace ..just mine .
having taken and making that one decision, has made me a better person. most of the time we hear what others tells us but then again its good to hear what your inner self tells you . it's good to hear that one voice telling you to decide and decide well .
i guess when it comes to this, i have full support from every area and that makes up for whole thing itself.
i just embrace life as it goes day by day an i am taken care of and everything will be okay . i just have to take it easy and all will end well ..
i just want to thank those who had my back over the years . it was not easy but they have made it possible for me to rise above it .
i thank those who have made me very happy .
