My angel whispered to me and left . I understand .Isaiah has been with me for a long time now.From the first time we met , I knew that our friendship would be a lasting one .. until the day I die .
Isaiah is no ordinary angel , he does not posess any powers but he gives comfort to those who needs it.I was always proud of Isiah.
The tales that he use to tell me were wonderful tales.Sometimes , he would be gone for days and the longest was 5 years. When he got back,I asked him what took him so long to return ? He would always tell me that he never left me, and that it was I who kept silent for too long.
With a smile, he would reasure me that he never left me and I, on the other hand must make it a point to call on him.One day a little girl lay sick in bed,and her mama was worried.
I looked for Isaiah high and low.When I found him , he was busy reading ... I told him that he was needed and that he needs to go over to this little girl's home to give her some comfort. I sent him straighaway, I told him do not return to me until she is out of the woods. Go ! Comfort her and be with her.
It has only been the first day ... maybe tonight he will come but not until she is well. Perhaps Isaiah will have some good news for me tonight .Whatever it is , I will lay and wait for Isaiah to come ... he never fails me .
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Confidential and trust
What does the word , confidential means to you ? For me,it's a word that I know, if someone were to tell me something confidential , I must keep it , whatever that I heard and not tell anyone .
It leads to trust eventually and you become a trustworthy friend , sister or brother. Like the saying goes if I am not mistaken , biar pecah ke dalam perut sahaja . Or better still bawa sampai ke kubur .
For me trust is something that you cannot buy and that you have to earn it. I take trust ( the word ) very seriously.
It is hard to trust anyone . But at times we all need to talk to someone and when we feel helpless, that is the time we may say many things that we don't simply mean and people jump to the wrong conclusion . You may find yourself in hot soup.
What do you do to get away from this ? Easy, just don't talk at all. But humans need to talk. If we don't talk , how ?
All I know is , we have to be on guard and say only what needs to be said . So trust is a dear friend to me and let's move along and forget what has been said .
It leads to trust eventually and you become a trustworthy friend , sister or brother. Like the saying goes if I am not mistaken , biar pecah ke dalam perut sahaja . Or better still bawa sampai ke kubur .
For me trust is something that you cannot buy and that you have to earn it. I take trust ( the word ) very seriously.
It is hard to trust anyone . But at times we all need to talk to someone and when we feel helpless, that is the time we may say many things that we don't simply mean and people jump to the wrong conclusion . You may find yourself in hot soup.
What do you do to get away from this ? Easy, just don't talk at all. But humans need to talk. If we don't talk , how ?
All I know is , we have to be on guard and say only what needs to be said . So trust is a dear friend to me and let's move along and forget what has been said .
Faith
Today in church , we had a sharing by the RCIA participants . What got me listening to ,was when the candidate said that she did not believe in God because she had no faith and now after attending the RCIA she knows the truth that god does exist in some little way because she had faith .
I was upset yesterday because my faith was ofline , to me I guess it's normal . For some reason , I was upset and I said all kinds of things. And I did not care . But I do care ... ( this care bug came in after I let off steam infront of my mum ) . To tell you the truth , I really felt like a huge lump just left my chest. I got it all out .
Yes,my faith in my friend was ofline because of what I saw that made me so sad .It's okay I kept telling myself. Then I thought hard about my faith and how saw I was . I then thought of Jesus dying on the cross for me and my sins . He had it worse , nails, thorns , whipped and he was left to die because of me .
The pain that HE endured was far more worse than what I felt .By comparison what I felt was nothing . It was just a small matter and I made it into a big thing .So I know now that whatever happens , I have people who love me all around . What Jesus did was far more harder.
So am I going to give up without a fight ? NEVER and I am here to stay, for I will look to the heavens and hence my help shall come .
I was upset yesterday because my faith was ofline , to me I guess it's normal . For some reason , I was upset and I said all kinds of things. And I did not care . But I do care ... ( this care bug came in after I let off steam infront of my mum ) . To tell you the truth , I really felt like a huge lump just left my chest. I got it all out .
Yes,my faith in my friend was ofline because of what I saw that made me so sad .It's okay I kept telling myself. Then I thought hard about my faith and how saw I was . I then thought of Jesus dying on the cross for me and my sins . He had it worse , nails, thorns , whipped and he was left to die because of me .
The pain that HE endured was far more worse than what I felt .By comparison what I felt was nothing . It was just a small matter and I made it into a big thing .So I know now that whatever happens , I have people who love me all around . What Jesus did was far more harder.
So am I going to give up without a fight ? NEVER and I am here to stay, for I will look to the heavens and hence my help shall come .
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