perfect prefect

I just don't know this, but I have to say it here . I am a perfectionist .. there I said it .. I expect everyone to be on their toes and work fast . It does not happen that way unfortunately and for that, some may not want to work with me ... It has been so, for a long time and I guess , when I was working as a teacher , I was trained that way ..

The plus point is I get my work done and I will not let my anyone question me . So before they can ask , I have already completed a task . I try .. but I just cannot help it . I made some teachers upset and I expect them to work hard and aim high . Like I said sadly enough it does not work that way .

Why ?

I give 110% each time I am at work and I enjoy seeing my students and teachers succeed . Hard work always pays off .. now there is a but coming on right now . Some do not have the vision to succeed and the mission statement in their lives are so different from mine .

So what do I do ?

Ignore that fact that you don't have to work or know your stuff ?
Close one eye and just let it be ?
It's ok cos in the end you get nothing ? Which is right .

To hell with everyone and just bully everyone into working hard and harder ?


I just don't know .

The only thing I know is and can do is to keep my mouth shut . NOW , THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT DO !!!

9.41 as i saw it ...

It's 9.42 pm now , I am counting the hours .. excited nope .. it's just another simple day and it's my birthday tomorrow . The best part is, tomorrow will be the last day of school for our semester break ,hmmmm also in conjuction with the raya celebrations .. how cool can that be ?

Tomorrow, for breakfast , I will head on the the Kopitiam ,which is near to my school and get a nice breakfast for me and a friend . I guess you could say that we're gonna take the day slow and steady and when school reopens , it will be my firned's birthday .. yup the one who belanjaed me hahha .... then its my turn to belanja her .


38 .. I thank GOD for the 38 years of my life . It has not been so bad at all compared to what other people go through ... satisfied ? Yes and No, hahhha !! I guess one would never be happy with what we have .

Saturday is going to be a nice day . Will be attending a birthday party for a very cute baby and I will be leaving early to go to LMC to buy myself a cake turntable and a stainless steel scrapper for icing .. it's just a start .. we'll see .. maybe I need to get some flowers for a cake that I am going to bake for my cousin for Raya .. THinking of violet .. have not decided yet on the icing ...but it will be fun ....