Tuesday, August 25, 2009

jUst Tired

I had a tiring day today and my feet ached . I walked a lot today . Today I took 25 students to the Science Center and then off to Royal Selangor .

It was okay but the kids , I could see were quite restless . They were happy with their picnic in Titiwangsa and it brought many memories for me too by just being in Titiwangsa itself . It was the place where I took my ex students for walks , rides ..... 13 years ago . How time flies . As we journeyed along , I saw more new buildings .

At times I wished I could go back to that very moment but life has to go on . So after a brief visit to the Royal Selangor , we travelled through to get home . And as we travelled along , we came to Taman Seri Gombak . This place had been my home for 22 over years . I saw the roofs , they looked tired and old . I drank everything in .

Now , that I am home in Shah Alam , this is my new beginning . The old has gone and forgotten but during some quiet nights , I will lay down and think of the old memories ,

This Is where I Threw It Away For Good

Finally it has happen to me . nO more fuss or muss and I am happy to say that what ever is bothering me , I have thrown it far away for good . This is it , like or not I have to settle it on my own . No one is gonnna come and rescue me .


I don't need rescuing or saving I just need someone to talk to . This is easy I have a few friends whom I can count on ............ but it's just for awhile and that's okay too .

Why worry when I have a load of people who loves me and understands me . So today is the day I threw it away for good . No more complaints just throw it away and never look back . I am telling you right now that I am ready and good . By my actions they will know , what I am trying to say and mean . Yes , today is the day I threw everything away for good . No more sadness just happiness .

I can do this .