done it and found it

well i have done it !!!!!!!!!!!!! managed to get into my new gmail account that was because i prayed and found it ... i am not so dumb after all!!!! right now the contractors are in my apartment and they are tiling up my kitchen floor .. it has a little hill on it and if you'd try jumping on it , you may actually break the floor ... now we can't have that, can't we ? NOPE at all......

by this evening , they would have completed the tiling work and there are also other areas that needs to be done ...


well i guess it's movie time for me for now ..................

why do i do this ?

my sister told me that gmail has more space .. okay space means as in outer space ? okay i will not go there .. today , like so pandai i singed up for a gmail account ...happily la i went along filled everything and it was done in a matter of minutes .


then after confirming everything , i emailed my sister .. fine and now here i am , i actually want to email her by using my new gmail account and when i googled for gmail i just don't know what the heck came out hahahah !!!!!


being dumb with computers , i decided, and proudly told my sister to forget the whole thing, gmail and all .... okay what is the point to get a gmail account and then, you just changed your mind that you don't want it and it's all because you can't login ?

all is fair in love and war ..okay we're not talking about love .. well, i just need another month or so before i actually give it another go .....


like today i am told to seek to find , to knock and a door will be opened .. what else ... ask and it shall be given .. so let's start from the very beginning then .... Dear Lord ....

ever long sundays

my friend calls me up and tells me how lucky i am to have semester breaks ...and how lucky that i can go for holidays too .. which i normally do not go !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waste , that was what she told me .....



while were talking and talking , i happen to tell her that, if i am not working on a monday , then my sunday would be longer than 24 hours and when i need to go to work on monday , the 24 hours for the sunday seems so much shorter ..

actually and frankly speaking, is a theory kinda thing and as we make this theories up ,i do believe it is ... but of course others have their own opinions as well...


seriously, that is what i believe it's like what..... deja vu .... hmmmmm not so and it's not something that is cliche so what is there a girl to do when she has holidays ?

just sit back and enjoy the week ahead ....

shucks i can't print

how dumb can i be ? it's okay i do admit that sometimes i can be dumb and daft at the same time ... friends have never told me but i know how much they want to , but since they love me so much they don't say it .. but if they do .. hey , it's okay as long as i know ..


today my mum asked me to print out something for her and i said yes , okay i will do it but i have to type out what ever that she needs .. and there , i was happily clicking ctrl to print and nothing .... clicked again nothing .. again and again nothing .. aiyo !!! why la ... she needs this so badly and now cannot print ....


mum said ,"check the wires , plugs ...." alamak apa dia tau hahahahahah!!!!! then to my amazement , i forgot to plug the USB cable ... adoi !!!! ha, see how dumb i was .. so simple thing also cannot so ... gone la ... fail cannot become a computer expert !!!!

the moral of the story , make sure that everything is plugged in before printing !!!

baa .. baaa ... it's a goat !!!

a friend calls me up and only to tell me how she tried her best to avoid hitting a goat .. and that was not all, the goat .. a very fat one, mind you darted across her path and she could not jam her breaks on time , so the only thing that was left to do was to hit the goat .......



....poor goat it was hit alright, and according to my friend, that it got up did a little shake here and there and it went off to greener pastures ... so , after all the goat was okay and she happily went home .. when she got home , she noticed that her car bumper was dented !!!

all i can say is, that was one strong goat .... a goat of steel ... small in size but deadly !!!!! so if you happen to see a goat .. please stop , but then again drive safely !!!!

nIVEA AQUA SENSATION ...

no , the nivea company is not paying me any money for saying this, but i have to tell you . it's a gel face wash and it costs around rm19 but if you were to go to watson's you'd get it cheaper say around rm 15 plus ..


what i like about it ? it's gel and they have some small little white stuff that looks like bubbles and i must thank my cousin for introducing this product to me ... just a small squeeze onto your palm and it works like a dream .. even the scars on my face seems a little lighter ....


to those of you who wants to try it just go get one .....

sea blue

i went shopping for slacks today .. i mean since i need them , might as well find a pair or two just to top up my wardrobe .. i have nothing fancy in my closet and i do not have 27 hot looking dresses in my closet however at times , i do wish i had ....

we went to nagoya thinking i could find a pair or two ... but the sizes were way too big for me ...instead, we went to jusco but to our surprise jusco was closed .... under renovation and only in July it will be operating as normal ....


once again no slacks . so i popped in giordano ... just to see what i can get .. anyway i bought a blouse rm 59 .. hmmmm can la ..its not always i spend .. it's a very simple cut blouse .... sea blue ... i don't have that color . it's a see through blouse so i gotta find something to add to that .. i can't go to church like that .....


with that one blouse that i bought , i was so happy ..good buy .. next time i go cari more !!!!

here is why they love us

they make us feel nice by making things easier for us ,


a firm no , means no and a fun yes, means yes ,

they will go through all the trouble just to see us smile and we never asked them how they do it .


we only take and never give .. not all the time ..

they tell us not to worry when at night , they are worried ,


they make sure that we never go hungry and it's okay if they went hungry .. why ? because they love us too much ,


they bake , cook ,clean and dust and when we get back from school , everything is ready ..



where are we to find parents as such ?


no where .... it only happens in our own family .....


they teach us to laugh and cry at the same time they give us a push to go on in life with courage ...


their best advice is ..... we must understand each other the most , because we are family ... and friends do not have to understand us because they are just friends and they don't live with us ....

...dear lord , i lift up my parents to you in my offering , guide and guard them always .... make it known to them that we will always love and cherish every waking moments with them .. amen .

tau foo fa

i remember , when i was little girl there was this old crickety man who would ride his bicycle selling one of the most finest tau foo fa in the land .. to those of you who stayed in Air Panas will remember this man ..


when he comes , we would rush out, just so we cold buy a jug or a cup of tau foo fa from him .. it was so yummy and i never forget that memory .. in fact , now we don't get to see people coming round to our houses to sell . to pass the guard house is another matter all together but those were the days .....


yesterday, a friend of mine came over to my place to get her slacks altered and she brought a long some tau foo fa ... when i saw it i was so glad because usually we will go to the market nearby to my house to buy but for nearly a few months we never bought any because when we go to the market,the tau foo fa seller is not there ....


so no chance of getting it .. i mean there are places which sells good tau foo fa it's either too far or we just could not be bothered to go.. anyway .. after eating the tau foo fa .. perut rasa sedap !!!!!!!

broken wings

i remember this tale so well ... thumberlina ... how the sparrow broke its wings and how thumberlina nursed it back to health ...


take, this broken wings and learn to fly ......


in life i too,suffered many broken wings ... in fact , many of us .. so,how did we managed to heal ourselves ? most of the times we cannot even remember how but along the way,came GOd who healed and touched us , then we had friends who did the same and our parents too.

one way or another we somehow found that comfort that we needed and from there we moved along .

we broke our wings by having GOD healed it,and so our journey continues with courage and we followed along ..are we ready to give up everything that we have,and take up the cross that jesus'is offering to us ?

and so the story ..

today has been a blessing for me .. we had the way of the cross in our home yesterday and i hope that i would have a truly blessed Easter this year and whatever that i pray for will be lifted up .. i think i have started to come to realize that there are areas in my own life that needs sharpening .. and i am going to do it one by one ...


as to what i was feeling lately and over the months , has now come to rest for now and it will , that is my feelings will have another roller coaster ride .. but that can wait ... for later ...

i mean, life is just as it is and we will never know what will come next ..

following as to what i have said earlier, i may want to see more of Jesus in every person that i meet in my life .. now that may take a lot of prayers ...

you are my all in all

have you ever heard this song ? it has a nice tune .. where it says that you're a precious jewel .. yes Jesus is our precious jewel ... as i post this the lyrics refuse to come to mind ....

hopefully as i get through this post i would be able to remember the lyrics .. not most of it , maybe just 3 lines will do !!!!


right now i am humming the tune and still no lyrics comes to mind only this ,
.. Jesus lamb of god , worthy is your name.....


right , i am not going to try .. hard at all ... but one thing i know for sure is that Jesus is and will always be my saviour ..... with lent coming soon , i hope i can be a good servant .


not to just meditate and pray but at the same time try to at least see Jesus in others ...

fast ...

today being ash Wednesday , i was reminded by my mum that i need to fast for half a day ... and because of this , i can only eat fish and that goes for Fridays too.

when i got to work , i was so busy and all , i forgot all about eating and i went along plodding ... and the time sure went so fast today , went for a meeting and then i felt hungry ..


after our meeting , we went to have our lunch ..by then it was already almost 2.30 pm .. so lapar . we went to this Muslim shop and this was not our first time ... so i ate white rice , egg sambal and fried fish .. so yummy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought that i was not hungry but i actually was ....


anyway , everything ended on a nice note and now i am at home .. resting just got back from mass ..

spies like us

have you seen the movie ? it's an old movie and i remember cheevy chase acting .. it's a comedy and do you know what is the meaning of SPY ?


hold on , the dictionary just happen to be next to me ,.. let's look it up and see what it says ... okay here we go .. spy ...it's a noun , and it says , a person employed to obtain secret information ; a person who secretly watches others ; spying ,spied , spied upon ; act as a spy ; catch sight of .


so there it is .. personally i hate spies but do you know that they make money ? no , this is just what i think ..... spies to me are just puppets on a string and they they need that string to pull them into action .. no strings they are just like a lifeless doll ... so what is the point ..


you not only hurt yourself but others that you love and care about .. you loose balance and loose trust in yourself .....


but i can tell you this , just be yourself ...

waiting for a star to fall

.. waiting for a star to fall ..carry your heart into my arms .. that's where you belong in my arms yeah .. yeah .... ..



so here we are once again , each of us , waiting for a star to fall.. and when that happens , to each and every one us , do we really or are we really going to jump for joy ? just imagine , for one , just that one slit second just imagine if stars just fell onto our laps ...


i would imagine too , how many faces would light up for those stars ...i think some of us would be happy and thankful for that moment ...
if a star would fall onto my lap , i think i want it to be a star of happiness ... and a courage star would be good too...


ad it so happens , we have to face reality .. and that tomorrow is a monday and most of us are working ... why not just for today , let's just be thankful for the stars that have landed onto pour laps .................. for now

the evening wears on today

well today for the all that its worth , i will going out with my cousins just because of a watch in vincci ~~ my cousin cannot contain any longer so, she just have to have that particular watch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its not the money but she just have to have it like i said .. and once again , we will go with a dash here and there . i need to see the watch for myself too and perhaps another pair of shoes ..... well i almost bought a pair just now but then again it was not my style .. i really thought i wanted and i need to have a pair of shoes .. actually i have tons of them at home ....


i seem to rotate them when i go out , not when i go to work .. work shoes are lain ... how can i mix my going out shoes and working shoes . its just a no no for me at all....


next to shoes .. hmmm what else should i get ? perhaps another shade of lipstick ?

the evening wears on today

lord of the rings ..

..... the spirit said that the ring from the right has to be in the left ....


so now it has come to this .... as i awoke this morning ,i was thinking out loud that how nice if everything was so simple .. but i think not ,,, to cut the long story short . ..my favorite ring is broken .. snapped and it's gone ... so now what kinda ring do i want this time or perhaps a diamond ring ?

that ring was given to me by my parents a long time a g for my 21st birthday , and it has been with me ever since . it has now left a mark on my finger and i feel so plain at the moment ...

the show must go on and it's high time for a new ring ... left hand ? or right hand ? what the heck am i blabbering about ...

i am so wireless now

finally as i post this blog today , after 5 long years , i am now proud to tell of u that i am going wireless and it feels really great too....


thanks to David Baskaran .. hmmm i am so happy .. i mean i am looking at my chilli plants and ebjoying the breeze .. actually , sometime ago , a friend of our came , and he did some settings to enable me to go online minus all of the wires but being so green at that time , i did not realize many things and i did not understand what he was trying to tell me , and not wanting to sound stupid i answered all of his questions with a yes ..

when he went home , i forgot all about it and spent the 5 years logging as per normal .. but today after 5 long years i finally GOT IT !!! aiyo .. i am so dumb la hahhaha !!!!!!!!

looks like for now i am so happy .

di mana dia

today,i taught my kids a .. traditional Malay folk song ? traditional ? i guess you could call it folk song ... anyway as i opened my mouth to sing , they were tickled pink .... there were giggles all around in the class today ... frankly speaking i just love to hear young children sing.


and my class as everyone knows,each and every child must sing .. it is a must for me. instead of work all the time , i take some time to sing to them , to calm their nerves.
i mean , they even sing while doing their work...

i just like to see them happy .. and after a while the get to you .. they get cozy and comfy with you and then it will be time for them to leave you .... it's like a huge circle ....

..like this morning one of my students refused to get into class ... she was crying in the car and her poor parents was trying to get her out from the car .. and no matter how or what i told her, she refused to come into class...

anyway , her dad carried her out ... she is a nice girl .. and after talking to her she was pretty okay ....

tomorrow, will be our splash time and i heard one of my students , telling a friend that they must all pray hard so that there will be no rain tomorrow and they all can have a good time in the pool !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and a certain someone reminded me that , he needs to finish up his fox so that it gets hung up !!!!!!!

..well, kids esok kita masuk pool ... and we all are gonna get wet !!!!

highly strung in G major

for the past two days , i have been busy reading and no matter what i faced at work i still made time not to only read the bible but also made time to do my usual reading . feeling very pleased with myself today , i managed to purchase 3 dress and a blouse online !!! highly strung !!!! yeah right !!!



then, that was not all .. on the way home i was thinking of getting a nozzle for my biscuit making ( macaroons)sure , i read and saw the tutorial on you tube and many said that they have been trying to make macaroons and it can be quite difficult to make too..

..well difficult .. smifficult ...!!! .. i will try my darn est ... i should have stopped at the bakery to get my supplies .. but i was rather beat and yes , highly strung too....


right now , all of i can think of is ............. chocolate , cakes , frosting ... oh , yes and doughnuts .. bought some for supper yesterday and they were good ...hmmm..

right now , all i can think about is macaroons .....

men and practicality and men being practical

okay if i were to bantai men in my blog , i have to think of my dad .. he 's a man .. so i can't .. then my post would just have be us(girls being practical/and us not being practical ) but then again it works both ways . if i were to bantai the ladies , the men would have a field trip !!!!

it has to be a win win situation not win loose or loose win on both part .. so how should i post this ? never mind just read the tale ..

we decided to go to Giant . When we arrived there , my mum bought two casserole bowls for herself .... price RM 6.00 each .. never mind the price , she thought she just wanted to tambah her bowls ... it was fine since i received my salary , why not just let her buy .. and it's not every time ....



then after paying for everything , we put all of those stuff into our shopping bags .. bearing in mind of the bowls we just purchased , we , that is mum and i , made sure that the bowls were secured before walking to the parking lot ....


when we got to the car .. man of the house that is MOTH , decided to take out the bowls and place them firmly in the booth .. ( the bowls were in a plastic bag ) . fine , i wanted to tell my dad that ,it was a bad move , knowing what MOTH will tell me , i decided to shut my mouth ..... i did not even tell my mum what he did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


along the way home as we passed bagus at kota damansara , MOTH wanted to beat the light and yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you have guessed correctly and for those who don't know , MOTH swerved the car , my car !!! just because MOTH decided to beat the lights ....


as he kona baring , we heard a sound .... not crashing sound .. the sound was like aiya you know la .... mum told MOTH , 'aiyo , gonela my bowls.'

MOTH replied , 'what can i do , happen means happen la.' meaning break , break la ....see how senang was his reply !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


we reached home, opened the booth , and there laid in the plastic bag was one broken bowl .... silence from mum ,

more silence followed ,

still more silence followed ..

why ? why ah ?

anyway we were cool mum and i .. we watched MOTH walked to the dumpster to get rid of our unused bowl .. but on the brighter side we managed to save the other bowl ...well it's all in the game ...

now , it's time for doughnuts ...