i was pretty lembab in school and my parents would often wonder how or what i would be like when i grew up . i never gave it much thought because i was just being lembab and me .. i remember when i was in school , i use to cry and my grandma would say it's because i was lemah semangat which means also lembab and being the youngest mestilah lembab .. okay la whatever .. lembab ke , sembab ke anything la.
then i got a little stronger but a bit lembab .... in secondary now wait a minute , i can't seem to remember my secondary years ... well , lembab again .. i studied but not hard enough , i could not care less . okay with form 5 and all , i did not give a hoot what i got for my SPM as the saying goes .......... okay will not get into the abbrevasion of SPM ....
then college no more lembab cos i had to get the bus like forever, okay graduated done .... the one person who taught me to get rid of my lembabness was my ex boss mrs tan .. 16 years ..... i had no time to be lembab working for her .. she kept me on my toes and now .......
being the principal of one of the kindy , i cannot see my trs lembab .. whose fault ? mrs tan !!!!!! she trained me to be like so ... and now i cannot stop .. i am surrounded by lembabness and i just have to live with it ..... as long as i am not lembab anymore who cares ...
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Monday, September 27, 2010
cool
someone just said that i was cool and how do i do it ?.. it all started .... once upon a time and not so long ago and how come i can still stay cool even if someone rubbed me the wrong way .. and to this very day please do not ask me how i do it , i just don't know all i know is , it's a talent and not everyone is entitled to it !!!!!
shucks , that is so lame ... okay , i just don't know how come i can stay cool .. don't ask ..so what do i do with teachers who don't listen? well easy peasy and lemony sqeezy .. i just show my fangs ,dagger in the eyes and start tormenting them , even in their dreams ......
it shows on thier faces the next day .. oh , i know alright !!!!! it's not about the fangs that i have or don't have , it's more of like ... you know that you are responsible for what you have to do and you did not do it .. i get that part ... but on the other hand , we are all humans after all ...
and as for fangs and daggers , well it takes a magician to make them , me and him dissappear all together !!!!!!!!!!!!
and before i go .... i vant to suck your blood !!!
muaaaahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!
shucks , that is so lame ... okay , i just don't know how come i can stay cool .. don't ask ..so what do i do with teachers who don't listen? well easy peasy and lemony sqeezy .. i just show my fangs ,dagger in the eyes and start tormenting them , even in their dreams ......
it shows on thier faces the next day .. oh , i know alright !!!!! it's not about the fangs that i have or don't have , it's more of like ... you know that you are responsible for what you have to do and you did not do it .. i get that part ... but on the other hand , we are all humans after all ...
and as for fangs and daggers , well it takes a magician to make them , me and him dissappear all together !!!!!!!!!!!!
and before i go .... i vant to suck your blood !!!
muaaaahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!
Friday, September 24, 2010
Paradigms ? Anyone ?
We all know what is a Paradigm .. first let me say this , they are all perceptions about the way things are and the best part is ... they are all incorrect .. there ... see I have been telling over and over again ... and some just cannot remember or let me just say that they don't know what it means and refuse to accept .
I remember this now and clearly after ..... what 30 over years too late ? All hope is not lost .. I guess I made a mistake of thinking that I was darn ugly in appearance and the word ugly got stucked into my mind and that was how I lived .. I believed that everything I had and put on , no matter what I looked ugly .
Years later , a kind soul left a book lying on my aunt's floor and it was that book which told me how wrong I was about everything in my life . I read the book , 5 to 6 times and again and again , I would pick up that book just to make sure if I was on the right track ....
I seem to have improved over the years and I have become more confident .. Good .. and yes what I see is what I get.
Same thing goes for everything else in my life , when I face a difficult situations , it could be anything from the students in my class right down to my own life , I would always apply this one golden rule ; BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND !
It has helped me a lot .... and I wish that others would apply this to thier everyday lives not only to better themselves but to live a positive life ...
I remember this now and clearly after ..... what 30 over years too late ? All hope is not lost .. I guess I made a mistake of thinking that I was darn ugly in appearance and the word ugly got stucked into my mind and that was how I lived .. I believed that everything I had and put on , no matter what I looked ugly .
Years later , a kind soul left a book lying on my aunt's floor and it was that book which told me how wrong I was about everything in my life . I read the book , 5 to 6 times and again and again , I would pick up that book just to make sure if I was on the right track ....
I seem to have improved over the years and I have become more confident .. Good .. and yes what I see is what I get.
Same thing goes for everything else in my life , when I face a difficult situations , it could be anything from the students in my class right down to my own life , I would always apply this one golden rule ; BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND !
It has helped me a lot .... and I wish that others would apply this to thier everyday lives not only to better themselves but to live a positive life ...
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Killing Me Softly ...
Roberta Flack ..... " I heard he sang a good song , I heard he had a style...."
It is one of the most popular songs that I have come to know . It has got many people singing to this song and .. Lauren Hill came out with her version of this song . I must say I truly hated it .. she was going on with her ahh.. ! ahh .. ! I mean okay she is an icon and singing another icon's song and it sounded damaged ....
On a sadder note , I am so saddened by what I read in the newspapers lately .. I cannot even beging to belive it; brutal killings made so open and we just celebrated our Merdeka and not to mention Hari Raya .
Why ?
Why does it have to be like this ?
People take what they want and people throw what they want . It's just too much to bear . My heart goes out to the victim's families . I have no words to say and here I am blogging .. which mean that I have a lot to say ...
I just hope .. justice will be done and taken .. this has nothing to do with Roberta Flack's song Killing Me Softly .....
Amen ..
It is one of the most popular songs that I have come to know . It has got many people singing to this song and .. Lauren Hill came out with her version of this song . I must say I truly hated it .. she was going on with her ahh.. ! ahh .. ! I mean okay she is an icon and singing another icon's song and it sounded damaged ....
On a sadder note , I am so saddened by what I read in the newspapers lately .. I cannot even beging to belive it; brutal killings made so open and we just celebrated our Merdeka and not to mention Hari Raya .
Why ?
Why does it have to be like this ?
People take what they want and people throw what they want . It's just too much to bear . My heart goes out to the victim's families . I have no words to say and here I am blogging .. which mean that I have a lot to say ...
I just hope .. justice will be done and taken .. this has nothing to do with Roberta Flack's song Killing Me Softly .....
Amen ..
Saturday, September 11, 2010
4 gig
i was supposed to get a pen drive and like i said tak jadi ... and yesterday , i wanted to do something pretty important so since today is still the holidays , we went to the curve . we walked all the way to cinema leisure .... since i knew they would have what i need .
before going , i pray to the lord , i told the lord that i only want the pendrive to be 2 gig and it must cost rm 28 .00 . i was not worried about the brand or anything ..
when we got there , the shop was about to open but we have to wait for a few minutes because the staff were cleaning and sweeping ... i happen to see another shop that was opened and went in ..
i asked the sales person if they had any pen drive .. ada . wah bagus .. i asked him only 3 questions ;
2 gig how much ?
4 gig how much ?
and please give me a crash course on how it wrks ....
another guy came to entertain me ;
he told me that they only have 4 gig and it cost only rm 28.00 ... yes my prayers has been answered ...got it took it home and today i learned how to save my file into my pendrive ..... good choice and good buy ..
before going , i pray to the lord , i told the lord that i only want the pendrive to be 2 gig and it must cost rm 28 .00 . i was not worried about the brand or anything ..
when we got there , the shop was about to open but we have to wait for a few minutes because the staff were cleaning and sweeping ... i happen to see another shop that was opened and went in ..
i asked the sales person if they had any pen drive .. ada . wah bagus .. i asked him only 3 questions ;
2 gig how much ?
4 gig how much ?
and please give me a crash course on how it wrks ....
another guy came to entertain me ;
he told me that they only have 4 gig and it cost only rm 28.00 ... yes my prayers has been answered ...got it took it home and today i learned how to save my file into my pendrive ..... good choice and good buy ..
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Gravity
Gravity -- is a noun simply means, force of attraction of one object for another , esp, of objects to the earth;seriousness of importance , solemnity .
And before I forget the song Gravity has been playing on my mind lately .. and so does it also means that gravity is the force that keeps us connected to everyone around us , rooted to the ground and each other by some way ?
When there is no gravity , all and everything around us breaks loose and imagine if there was no gravity we would all be floating ... it's a nice thought though .. so for this raya, let us all feel the ground that we walk upon on , celebrate this joyous Raya feast with all of our muslin brothers and sisters .... stay safe wherever you are .
Stay rooted to the truth and we shall overcome all obstacles ..
And before I forget the song Gravity has been playing on my mind lately .. and so does it also means that gravity is the force that keeps us connected to everyone around us , rooted to the ground and each other by some way ?
When there is no gravity , all and everything around us breaks loose and imagine if there was no gravity we would all be floating ... it's a nice thought though .. so for this raya, let us all feel the ground that we walk upon on , celebrate this joyous Raya feast with all of our muslin brothers and sisters .... stay safe wherever you are .
Stay rooted to the truth and we shall overcome all obstacles ..
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
my so called croc shoes ..
we decided to go to tesco today to get some things for the house and as usual i planned to get some things for myself ... when i got there , the pendrive that i wanted so much to buy cost a boomb so tak jadi .. decided to get some t- shirts at least two that also tak jadi .... todays shopping was pretty interesting because we met mandy our jiran in tesco ....
after buying all the stuff , we went for lunch only to meet mandy again and we went over to the kiosk that sells all these croc shoes .. mind you, i never owned a pair and one of my friends told me it stank .. for the love of all the rainbows in the whole wide world don't ask me why.. that was what she said ..
so mandy and me , we went to korek and cari here and there , sadly there was no size for me , be it 7 , 8 , or nine....... it was cheap rm 10 per pair .. then we spotted some croc mary janes .. rm 15 .. nice brown tappered with darker brown stripes and it even had a bow on top of it ... sigh .... no size .... too bad ...
okay i sambung my lunch .. my mum was asking if they had any good sizes left .... after lunch , my mum and me walked back to take one last look .. lo and behold , i found a pair of pink mary janes .. size 9 .... i was so over the moon because my uniform is pink and what better match .... paid rm 15 and , i put it on immediately in the car .....
by the way each time when u buy a pair of new shoes don't forget to gigit the shoes , if not it will gigit you .. ha this is one of my grandma's petua ... have been doing it ever since and true to her words , the shoes don't bite back ...
mandy , i'll be seeing you this evening .. i may show off my crocs !!!!
after buying all the stuff , we went for lunch only to meet mandy again and we went over to the kiosk that sells all these croc shoes .. mind you, i never owned a pair and one of my friends told me it stank .. for the love of all the rainbows in the whole wide world don't ask me why.. that was what she said ..
so mandy and me , we went to korek and cari here and there , sadly there was no size for me , be it 7 , 8 , or nine....... it was cheap rm 10 per pair .. then we spotted some croc mary janes .. rm 15 .. nice brown tappered with darker brown stripes and it even had a bow on top of it ... sigh .... no size .... too bad ...
okay i sambung my lunch .. my mum was asking if they had any good sizes left .... after lunch , my mum and me walked back to take one last look .. lo and behold , i found a pair of pink mary janes .. size 9 .... i was so over the moon because my uniform is pink and what better match .... paid rm 15 and , i put it on immediately in the car .....
by the way each time when u buy a pair of new shoes don't forget to gigit the shoes , if not it will gigit you .. ha this is one of my grandma's petua ... have been doing it ever since and true to her words , the shoes don't bite back ...
mandy , i'll be seeing you this evening .. i may show off my crocs !!!!
finally pendrive .. tomorrow
it has finally come to the day where esok i will go and get a pendrive for myself .. incase .. whichi ha ve been trying to get one for months and never did .. since i will go shopping in tesco with all the anti - anti and uncle - uncle .... cari la satu ... so is buying a pendrive like gossipping ? wait , okay it does not make sense to you or me ..
seriously so, i am going to get this pendrive and i know for a fact that like a gazillion kkindy kids all have one and me here so lambat in progress baru nak beli satu ....actually how to use also i dnt know la...
changing the subject .. to alisson's moyet 's all cried out ... has got me thinking has anyone here cried all out and got a handful of nothing ?
seriously so, i am going to get this pendrive and i know for a fact that like a gazillion kkindy kids all have one and me here so lambat in progress baru nak beli satu ....actually how to use also i dnt know la...
changing the subject .. to alisson's moyet 's all cried out ... has got me thinking has anyone here cried all out and got a handful of nothing ?
Monday, September 6, 2010
missing ....them
i miss my kids a lot .... its no fun without hearing their voices .. well what to do .. i just have to wait till school reopens but i doubt that they will come ..since they will still be celebrating .. oh not to forget , the cookies that they will bring for me to eat and the trs , i am sure that they would wana do a jamuan .....
3 days of combined session .. i think canla .... we send the kids off early and i have to send a kid home too ... so what would happen is send the boy , head back to school and makan ....
i just miss them ...
3 days of combined session .. i think canla .... we send the kids off early and i have to send a kid home too ... so what would happen is send the boy , head back to school and makan ....
i just miss them ...
.... at home
today is the 3rd day in a row that we have been making tarts for orders .. not too bad . we woke up early as early as 6 am to get ready so that part of the other day is for us to rest ..
later will be going over to my aunts place to deliver the cookies and then head to my cousin's place which is not too far as well.... and i must finish my reading .. blood of the fold .just a few more pages to go .... this book took me longer than i had expected .. the first one that i read was done within two weeks .. well i guess i had a lot on my mind and now since i am on leave might as well try to finish up what i can ...
so with the raya coming up soon enough .. maybe i just would eat ketupat and rendang hahahhh .. well another eating sessions with my cousins and all .
later will be going over to my aunts place to deliver the cookies and then head to my cousin's place which is not too far as well.... and i must finish my reading .. blood of the fold .just a few more pages to go .... this book took me longer than i had expected .. the first one that i read was done within two weeks .. well i guess i had a lot on my mind and now since i am on leave might as well try to finish up what i can ...
so with the raya coming up soon enough .. maybe i just would eat ketupat and rendang hahahhh .. well another eating sessions with my cousins and all .
i await you
my family has been involved in the bec for the longest time that i can ever remember . not a day goes by that u don't see them not contributing for the community and because of this i too , when i was young followed them . then it got to a stage that our house was the HQ .. where all the happenings took place , be it for a meeting , youth meetings , meetings and gatherings you name it. till today my dad especially him ... still goes round for his duties .. never failed and he never let anyone down ,... even when he is sick , he will try to attend meetings ...
lately i have been thinking about attending some of these meetings .. not to be sibuk ,even i had the signs as well in a dream ... just the other day ,i told my mum i dreamt of the holy spirit ..we were in church and the holy spirit came upon me and i remeber .. light , water and fire .. it was more of a glow..
i asked my mum what could it mean but we just shrugged it of as it was just a dream.. and i might say that since i took on becoming the principal of my school , i felt a change in me . i felt that i grew confidently .. i can feel my confidence growing day by day ... less scared , less panicky and even when my boss asked me to carry out any duties , i seem to do well....
of course along the way there are ups and downs ... less of being fearful and i am game for anything .. so does this means that i am growing up .. hey i'm huge already and i can't grow anymore ...
and today a friend emailed me in a nice possible way .. he said that he noticed that i was busy buiding a garage for my farm , how about building god's house ? so i am thinking maybe just maybe my dream has something to do with serving god ....there i was thinking .. right , how hard can that be ... the best part was i told my dad .. i need the car because i have to attend a meeting and he said .. no he has to attend a meeting as well .... well then , we will just have to go together then ....
i await you ..
i am coming lord
it's going to be a stormy one lord ...
lately i have been thinking about attending some of these meetings .. not to be sibuk ,even i had the signs as well in a dream ... just the other day ,i told my mum i dreamt of the holy spirit ..we were in church and the holy spirit came upon me and i remeber .. light , water and fire .. it was more of a glow..
i asked my mum what could it mean but we just shrugged it of as it was just a dream.. and i might say that since i took on becoming the principal of my school , i felt a change in me . i felt that i grew confidently .. i can feel my confidence growing day by day ... less scared , less panicky and even when my boss asked me to carry out any duties , i seem to do well....
of course along the way there are ups and downs ... less of being fearful and i am game for anything .. so does this means that i am growing up .. hey i'm huge already and i can't grow anymore ...
and today a friend emailed me in a nice possible way .. he said that he noticed that i was busy buiding a garage for my farm , how about building god's house ? so i am thinking maybe just maybe my dream has something to do with serving god ....there i was thinking .. right , how hard can that be ... the best part was i told my dad .. i need the car because i have to attend a meeting and he said .. no he has to attend a meeting as well .... well then , we will just have to go together then ....
i await you ..
i am coming lord
it's going to be a stormy one lord ...
Sunday, September 5, 2010
diamonds and pearls
sadly enough people , these are not the stones that can be found in my gall bladder ... went to the clinic today .. my friend opened her clinic just for me .. how nice .. but she had something to do .. anyway if there were diamonds and pearls in my bladder
i would definately ;
buy a house ,
get a new car,
get a kenwood mixer for my mum and me ,
get the best computer on offer,
air cond my new house ,
make a work room where we can bake ,
get the best wet and dry kitchen for the house ,
get a dog,
.... so doc cut me up !!!!!!!
i would definately ;
buy a house ,
get a new car,
get a kenwood mixer for my mum and me ,
get the best computer on offer,
air cond my new house ,
make a work room where we can bake ,
get the best wet and dry kitchen for the house ,
get a dog,
.... so doc cut me up !!!!!!!
Saturday, September 4, 2010
thinking but not thinking on my feet
thinking and thinking and at times i do not know what i am thinking about hahahah .. makes me wonder and in my mind's eye i seem to go beyond thinking of thoughts that are irrevelant .... is that spelled correctly ?
ok never mind then .. i was thinking about the old folks that we last visited and yesterday i saw someone wearing a kechara t-shirt perhaps i could go help out and give out food .... but i just can't .
it's not that i do want to get involved but i remember , at the old folks , it was time to give out the goodie bags to the warga tua and i did not make it up to 5 poeple because i had tears in my eyes and it just kept coming .. i was crying and giving out the goodie bags and then i was thinking what kind of a monster would leave their dad or mum in the old folks ?
i get it if they can't look after their parents but what i don't get it is that there are some who send thier parents to the old folks because of property ... and thier children are able working adults ..
i mean i just don't get and that was why i cried .. i cannot go on .. it is still freash in my head ... but i do hope that the children of tomorrow will not do this ...
ok never mind then .. i was thinking about the old folks that we last visited and yesterday i saw someone wearing a kechara t-shirt perhaps i could go help out and give out food .... but i just can't .
it's not that i do want to get involved but i remember , at the old folks , it was time to give out the goodie bags to the warga tua and i did not make it up to 5 poeple because i had tears in my eyes and it just kept coming .. i was crying and giving out the goodie bags and then i was thinking what kind of a monster would leave their dad or mum in the old folks ?
i get it if they can't look after their parents but what i don't get it is that there are some who send thier parents to the old folks because of property ... and thier children are able working adults ..
i mean i just don't get and that was why i cried .. i cannot go on .. it is still freash in my head ... but i do hope that the children of tomorrow will not do this ...
ponteng church
i woke up at 5 am today and i realised that something was very wrong with me . i was fine yesterday and today , i had the urge to urine .. wait , let me tell u why .... this is no ordinary urine .... nope thats a bit off .. never mind .. so i went to the ladies and after everything , came back to bed .
not even a minute and a half .. i went to the ladies again and this time i knew i had urinal infection .... its painful and if i do not get to a doctor immediately i could die ... no not die .. the pain would get worse , i will get a fever , maybe i feel like vomitting ....
but i was not worrried becaus i had supplies of ural and the antibiotics for it .. so i took a dose and i was in the toilet for an hour .. i did not go to church , afraid it might get worse .. cancelled my tuition class and now at home resting ..
the urge to urinate has subsided , and pain is minnimal ..... however i need to be careful.. a doctor once asked me how often i had sex .... i was shocked .. but when i googled today .. it said the same thing .. well .. all i can do is get well , drink loads of water .. by the buckets would be good , drink cranberry juice .. i was drinking it for awhile then i stopped .... so i thank god once again for making me sick during the raya break and by doing so , i can take a week to get well ...
not even a minute and a half .. i went to the ladies again and this time i knew i had urinal infection .... its painful and if i do not get to a doctor immediately i could die ... no not die .. the pain would get worse , i will get a fever , maybe i feel like vomitting ....
but i was not worrried becaus i had supplies of ural and the antibiotics for it .. so i took a dose and i was in the toilet for an hour .. i did not go to church , afraid it might get worse .. cancelled my tuition class and now at home resting ..
the urge to urinate has subsided , and pain is minnimal ..... however i need to be careful.. a doctor once asked me how often i had sex .... i was shocked .. but when i googled today .. it said the same thing .. well .. all i can do is get well , drink loads of water .. by the buckets would be good , drink cranberry juice .. i was drinking it for awhile then i stopped .... so i thank god once again for making me sick during the raya break and by doing so , i can take a week to get well ...
cuti raya
on a lighter note i will be on leave for a week .. okay it's the best . i need rest , but i do not need a holiday . need i go the spa ? forget the spa , i just cannot imagine lying down and have some stranger massaging me .. no , no can do .. forget the spa ....
i almost forgot , i could eat a few chocolates which happens to be lying around in the fridge or i could eat my ikan satay and to hell with the whole wide world .... easier said than done ..
i am proud to say that i have already prepared my student's homework and i have nothing to do ... wrong .. i need to buy flowers for my ring .. no i am not getting married .. not even close .. its for my korean dance .. i can already imagine the headlines .. 'teacher makes it big in concert' yeah alright .. big time !!!
these are all stuff that i need to for my kids .. but is anyone doing anything for me ?seriously .. what about me .. never mind cuti raya or not ... i will be enjoying ketupat and rendag ............ selamat hari raya all ..
i almost forgot , i could eat a few chocolates which happens to be lying around in the fridge or i could eat my ikan satay and to hell with the whole wide world .... easier said than done ..
i am proud to say that i have already prepared my student's homework and i have nothing to do ... wrong .. i need to buy flowers for my ring .. no i am not getting married .. not even close .. its for my korean dance .. i can already imagine the headlines .. 'teacher makes it big in concert' yeah alright .. big time !!!
these are all stuff that i need to for my kids .. but is anyone doing anything for me ?seriously .. what about me .. never mind cuti raya or not ... i will be enjoying ketupat and rendag ............ selamat hari raya all ..
birthday everyday
yesterday was my birthday and so i am using lower case to post .. starting today that is .. i have no kuasa to even push down the shift button .. no more perfection it's what i will be doing ..
i wish that everyday was my birthday and so i have decided to have my birthday everyday . i felt the attention alright , i felt so special yesterday and i do not want it to end . after so long i cut my cake .. my own little cake .
today, is my birthday also .. i just wnat it to be and speaking of simple things i forgot to make a wish yesterday . is it too late to make one now ? but then again what can i wish for ?
god has helped and blessed my family and my frieends around me .. what more could a girl ask for !
age 38 , is just a number .. let's see my star sign said today , i would get what i have always wanted and yes i got a cake turn table ... hahha !!! hobby .. that aside , i am not much of a party girl , but i do know one thing , on my special day , i thank god for each day of my life .
i wish that everyday was my birthday and so i have decided to have my birthday everyday . i felt the attention alright , i felt so special yesterday and i do not want it to end . after so long i cut my cake .. my own little cake .
today, is my birthday also .. i just wnat it to be and speaking of simple things i forgot to make a wish yesterday . is it too late to make one now ? but then again what can i wish for ?
god has helped and blessed my family and my frieends around me .. what more could a girl ask for !
age 38 , is just a number .. let's see my star sign said today , i would get what i have always wanted and yes i got a cake turn table ... hahha !!! hobby .. that aside , i am not much of a party girl , but i do know one thing , on my special day , i thank god for each day of my life .
Thursday, September 2, 2010
perfect prefect
I just don't know this, but I have to say it here . I am a perfectionist .. there I said it .. I expect everyone to be on their toes and work fast . It does not happen that way unfortunately and for that, some may not want to work with me ... It has been so, for a long time and I guess , when I was working as a teacher , I was trained that way ..
The plus point is I get my work done and I will not let my anyone question me . So before they can ask , I have already completed a task . I try .. but I just cannot help it . I made some teachers upset and I expect them to work hard and aim high . Like I said sadly enough it does not work that way .
Why ?
I give 110% each time I am at work and I enjoy seeing my students and teachers succeed . Hard work always pays off .. now there is a but coming on right now . Some do not have the vision to succeed and the mission statement in their lives are so different from mine .
So what do I do ?
Ignore that fact that you don't have to work or know your stuff ?
Close one eye and just let it be ?
It's ok cos in the end you get nothing ? Which is right .
To hell with everyone and just bully everyone into working hard and harder ?
I just don't know .
The only thing I know is and can do is to keep my mouth shut . NOW , THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT DO !!!
The plus point is I get my work done and I will not let my anyone question me . So before they can ask , I have already completed a task . I try .. but I just cannot help it . I made some teachers upset and I expect them to work hard and aim high . Like I said sadly enough it does not work that way .
Why ?
I give 110% each time I am at work and I enjoy seeing my students and teachers succeed . Hard work always pays off .. now there is a but coming on right now . Some do not have the vision to succeed and the mission statement in their lives are so different from mine .
So what do I do ?
Ignore that fact that you don't have to work or know your stuff ?
Close one eye and just let it be ?
It's ok cos in the end you get nothing ? Which is right .
To hell with everyone and just bully everyone into working hard and harder ?
I just don't know .
The only thing I know is and can do is to keep my mouth shut . NOW , THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT DO !!!
9.41 as i saw it ...
It's 9.42 pm now , I am counting the hours .. excited nope .. it's just another simple day and it's my birthday tomorrow . The best part is, tomorrow will be the last day of school for our semester break ,hmmmm also in conjuction with the raya celebrations .. how cool can that be ?
Tomorrow, for breakfast , I will head on the the Kopitiam ,which is near to my school and get a nice breakfast for me and a friend . I guess you could say that we're gonna take the day slow and steady and when school reopens , it will be my firned's birthday .. yup the one who belanjaed me hahha .... then its my turn to belanja her .
38 .. I thank GOD for the 38 years of my life . It has not been so bad at all compared to what other people go through ... satisfied ? Yes and No, hahhha !! I guess one would never be happy with what we have .
Saturday is going to be a nice day . Will be attending a birthday party for a very cute baby and I will be leaving early to go to LMC to buy myself a cake turntable and a stainless steel scrapper for icing .. it's just a start .. we'll see .. maybe I need to get some flowers for a cake that I am going to bake for my cousin for Raya .. THinking of violet .. have not decided yet on the icing ...but it will be fun ....
Tomorrow, for breakfast , I will head on the the Kopitiam ,which is near to my school and get a nice breakfast for me and a friend . I guess you could say that we're gonna take the day slow and steady and when school reopens , it will be my firned's birthday .. yup the one who belanjaed me hahha .... then its my turn to belanja her .
38 .. I thank GOD for the 38 years of my life . It has not been so bad at all compared to what other people go through ... satisfied ? Yes and No, hahhha !! I guess one would never be happy with what we have .
Saturday is going to be a nice day . Will be attending a birthday party for a very cute baby and I will be leaving early to go to LMC to buy myself a cake turntable and a stainless steel scrapper for icing .. it's just a start .. we'll see .. maybe I need to get some flowers for a cake that I am going to bake for my cousin for Raya .. THinking of violet .. have not decided yet on the icing ...but it will be fun ....
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