Saturday, November 28, 2009

i dont care but i'd be lying ..

I don't care anymore is what I tell myself . It's hurting to hear from others about you and I don't even know . I don't care now . We know so little and yet we are related . I just don't care anymore .... yeah call it emo but it's what I go through when I hear others speak of you and I never knew it .

It hurts that we are close and yet so far apart . I don't care and I don't wanna try hard . I will let it be ... it's not that I don't respect you . You mean a lot to me . It's okay Ijust don't care . Not even a meaningful conversation and there I go and spoil it all . Enough said , I don't care ..

Why ? Has it been so , tell me , why ?

What happen ? All I can say is it's me and not you . It's just pain hard .. Is it that I don't understand ? Or perhaps I am just shallow for you .. Jealous ? Never ..

Okay , I will lay off , I will keep quiet ... Just be true to yourself and express yourself .