Saturday, May 29, 2010

Mistakes

What I like about teaching is the mistakes that I have made along the way . Why ? I have 18 students in my class and each time when I write the wrong date or day , they will immediately correct me .

I do not know why , some teachers do like to be corrected by their students at all . I do not find it offensive , they are merely correcting you to make sure that you know what you are doing and it's okay .

I know some teachers would scold thier students for correcting them . I find this really dumb . Why ? Just because we are teachers , no one can correct us ? No , it's really okay . Poor kids get an earful if they were to correct their teachers .


When my students correct me, I feel proud , because I know that they are attentive in class . That is what I look for in a class . Not to get the first position in class but all the small little stuff.... I am sure you know what I mean .

WHat am I saying ?

I have always believed that God loves all of us for a reason and that ,HE is always right behind us to give us that extra push.

Eventhough, when I feel like giving up , HE would always be there for me,reaching out to me and ever ready to catch me when I fall. HE has been with me throught thick and thin and HIS love for all of us is universal.I believe that a good deed done will be repaid in full .


Blessings are abundant in my home. With the love of my parents for us girls, growing up has been very calm for me and my sister .We were taught to pray at a very young age. I remember slipping up my Hail Marys and that never stopped me . My mum would make it a point to pray the rosary every Sundays at home and , she would teach us how to say the rosary and even introduced to us new prayes and important ones as well.


We prayed as a family when ever we could , life has been very kind to us and it has brought us close together as a family. From there , we were taught to read the gospel readings , when we went round for rosaries , to other people's houses .

It was simple back then , and the youths in our time were very prayerfull too. We had our moments of parties too , but when it came to prayers , we were number one .


That was then .....


Now.... we do still say the rosary and my sister will say it with her family .We have been faitfull to the LORD .

The youths of today ;
Do not pray,
Do not bring rosary but instead count with their fingers when praying,
Shake legs when praying ,
Talk, giggle and shout when praying,
No respect for the prayer which has been taught to them,
Say prayers for the sake of saying it,
Wears bling blings and compare bling blings during prayer time,
Bring handphones along and leave in between prayers to answer a call,

So where do we go from here ?
It breaks my heart to see, but then again who am I to complain ......

i push myself because.....

i like to simply do it .

i just wanna show off to everyone that i can do it ,

i must prove to everyone that i live for pressure and i need to feel that rush surging through my body ,

i am insane and what ever i do , everyone must be aware of it ,

i am the only one who could do the job well ,

i cannot count on others,

i am the most important being in the universe,

i must always and always prove to others that i am right and the rightous will live long lives ,

i hate the fact that i have to redo and correct other people's mistakes ,


Okay , this is not a hate post or note , it is something just needs to be said . Why I push myself is because I need to simply test myself to just make sure that I can do it .