Tuesday, November 15, 2011

IN And OUT .. so outta here

Well I spent just a few days in the office and then, I came home telling everyone that I have nothing to do. I convinced myself that I need a change . I made it , took it and I was out of there within 4 days !!!!! Yes, you heard me right !!! For one thing, this experience opened up my eyes and it seems to be saying;'Audra, stick to what you know because you're so damn good at it'!! Why did I not listen to my heart? I said yes and okay without batting an eyelid .. make that two eyelids. I am not gonna say that I rushed into things. I had no regrets after leaving the last school . Okay, so I rocked my own boat. I had to learn the hard way. Just maybe I was after all too hard on myself. I was tired of everything and I could say that I was not tired of education. I was tired of the way things were moving. I should have seen the signs.I had to get out. Fast and in doing so, I made a mess. I woke up that day without a plan in my head . But there was one but the first thing that crept to my mind was, SINCE I WILL NOT BE WORKING FOR THE NEXT FOUR DAYS, I planned to relax for a few days. As i woke up, I spent the day not only baking but resting . How good that felt!!!! No work, I was not worried , I was not thinking about anything at all. My day passed with me being fully awake. It was such a nice feeling. My parents did not even ask me what were my plans. I slept late. The next day, I made some calls . Two schools called me up for interviews. Not bad but I only wanted ONE of course. Well, to cut the long story short, the school decided to hire me and I have started work. Yup I am so alive now !! The best part is , we have Bible sharing every morning and the children are getting used to me. The thing is, never regret or feel ashamed . Life goes on . For me it did and it still does.