Sunday, February 27, 2011

eMPTY

empty .. to feel emptiness , nothing.... a feeling like a sesame seed but it eats you up whole if you leave it too long .....

today, of all days , i felt empty inside .. there was something that was not right and it has been bugging me ... i could not point my finger to it and so i just let it be ... i have been worrying over nothing lately and i think that was the reason that got me down as well ....


i wanted to talk to someone , who would listen , there is no one around ... even in the shower i was feeling empty .... i don't know ..why ?


i only knew one thing , so i decided to talk to God instead .. maybe he could help me and he knows what is troubling me ...at times , my journey for the week would be a good one and most of the times it could be rocky ...


back to what i did . i took out the bible and began reading ...i actually have not been reading my bible for almost a year and a half but i can spend every waking moment chatting online with friends and logging into face book .... and that is bad .. i cannot even spend a least half an hour to read the bible or talk to GOd ....


i know god forgives and it i who fail him each time .. what i read today in the bible has helped me .. the bible says that God will be with me each and everyday and that is true .. HE has !!!!


and if i were to worry about many things , i should just relax because GOD Takes care or everything .. even the animals in HIS kingdom ...i felt better after that and i know it's because i have faith . GOd will help me ...


.. come to feast of heaven and earth .. come to the table of plenty , God will provide for all that we need , here at the table of plenty ......