lately and cranky

lately i have been very irritable towards others and this has come to no surprise at all... information which have been delivered , has passed through my memory bank but it does not stays there .... and to some of my friends , they find this rather amusing ... but life goes on for me ... well , i don't know what happen to me lately .


one minute i was soooooooo over the top busy and now i am still busy but i have room to breathe and then , it hit me again the blur bug ...information does not want to register into my brain ... however i try to make it look like opps!!! in all my blurriness and what ever that i do not know , i try my best and move along . nothing is kept in the heart ...



i am blessed with good friends along the way , with such friends the hurt does not hurt so much .. thank you girls its nice to feel appreciated

adam lambert

all was said and out came the advert in the newspapers and i was not one of the lucky ones who got the chance to see the concert however .. it must be pretty amazing with vocals like that ...



baju aside , the guy can sing and i don't care so much of what he does ... the guy can definitely sing and i would not stop to shake his hand in a heartbeat why i might even give him a big hug for being so brave about telling the truth and not hide away like you and me would do .....what you see is what you get .. why hide ...


Adam Lambert , thank you for your songs and thank you for taking and making the time for a colourful concert .

not myself

i was not myself for the past few weeks .. call it what you want .. i may have said or done the wrong thing and may have also hurt some along the way and for that i am truly very sorry for that ... i have been occupied and getting things done .. but none of the above allows me to escape and there is no excuse for what i said or did ..


i may have to now be on guard and think carefully before i speak however , this seems very difficult for me as i occasionally loose my cool ... for the right reasons and i promise not to . but promises are meant to be broken so i will try my best though .... some would say i am crazy and i listen to unwanted stuffs and i must now sieve through what i hear and take only the truth even if it means to struggle with the wrong decisions that i take or make. i have to live with it ...


a friend of mine would always say this to me , the past is the past .. i believe in what she says .... as for the whole world ,i cannot please everyone out there including myself but the one thing that i can do is,if i can please one person a day .. i would be over the moon

over

so now it has come to the stage where two major activities in my life has come to an end ... for now . next year it will be back .. with our feet aching, we have come to a very successful concert and everyone did thier best .. kids , teachers and all ... my biggest fear was the coupons ... i was so afraid of getting them mixed up with the wrong parents but thankfully enough , they did a good job .... no glitches so far and if there were on that day , i am happy to say that they managed to get it settled ..


once the show began every parent , grandparent in that hall got excited . it went on like clockwork .it was truly a nice day for me and the rest of us. food was more than enough and we thank god that everything went according to plan and we hope the coming activities would be a better one ... we are learning each day and all of us were quite happy ...


on a lighter note , they kids did thier thing , own thing and they had fun too ...

say , say say

say ,say , say what you want.........


i remember this song when i was in sekolah rendah .. but not anymore ..i was in year 6 .. we just moved into our new block ... it was one of my favourite songs ....

anyway , say ,say , say .. we seem to say many things and along the way . we even forget the things we said .. some were meant and some were just sayings .. and more sayings .... those sayings were just playful kinda sayings .... those sayings were gone ....

and now sayings has become said ... who said what .. most of the time, and we tend to take who said what seriously and said was used against us ..... when we only meant it as a joke or we might have just said .... it out of anger but we never meant it .......

so , with all those who have said and made more sayings .. stopping oneself from saying these sayings is good .


so what do we so after these sayings ? move along ... move along .. tomorrow is another brand new day ...

the big sneeze

here i am again blogging like forever and then there is no one who reads my blog .. don't ask why i even bother to try so hard when i know only tmk reads my blog .. actually fair is fair i have been reading but minimally ....



i woke up today sneezing and i went for class today and there were these two boys who were annoying me .. i mean it's like every week they do it .. and there i was , with a big headache .. i don't know how i managed the class today .. but when it ended , i ran down the stairs like a bat out of hell and that was not all i did .... i went plastic shopping , make up shopping and photostat shopping ...


even when i was getting the make up for my concerts the girls in the shop was like ...'wah , banyaknya ... bagus ke make up ni ?' .. 'bukan , ini untuk concert '.
'oh ..............



so now it's night and dark .... esok going for mass and then opening ceremony at snoghurt .. sugbang and perhaps the one million dollar statement .. i just might meet someone in snoghurt who snoggs ....

speech , pies and everything nice

so how talented are you ? i mean you get to be on stage , talking and making a speech is that a talent ? or would you say that some poeple get their talents because they are born with it ?

nevemind it makes no difference to me at all. as long as you have the talent why not go ahead and crack it up .. we 'd be enjoying by the side lines . yay !

and then there are those who have talents out there that makes us sick ..... so what happened ? maybe that someone just goes out all their way to proove to others that they are more talented that the whole universe put together and that is why they are so filled with giddyness and that, we ,down here seem so small to them .... or perhaps those talented in a certain wrong way should just come down from where ever they are ,give us a pat on the back and say , ' thanks for trying . For cryin out loud , you suck at your talent!!!!!!!! '



well , well , the bees and thier honey comb , sorry to dissapoint ya , with or without good talents , one way or another , we seem to gain our talents gracefully and with grace , we should definately bow out gracefully with talent ...


okay , i am not making any sense here but what the heck .....