i just don't know ....

Okay maybe I am a perfectionist by nature but each time , when I sit to do a task , I find myself wanting to do it well. ... I just don't know . Friends have questioned me and I am not a person who is a neat freak but .... I mean it's just so that each time I have to and must do well ....

Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .


I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .


Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!

2 months

Two months has passed and next week , we move into the 3rd month. And I do not know what I did ... I just can't remember . One thing for sure .... running around like anything ....

It's so tiring .. mind you not the job .. the people . I wish there was more ... but I can't seem to say it out . And here I was thinking that everything would go on as normal ... It went as normal ... but I guess a little jagged edge will not kill me.I am made for this and I will not say it's over til I have done what I have to ..

Wednesday , we lost a dear friend and earlier to that an uncle and a cousin , whom I have never met before . Sad but we move on the most and even saddest part is how we think of the dead even if we do not know them ... Each day goes on and little by little we forge on . So everyone out there , love one another like there's not tomorrow even if it means your last .

My Farm

And once again ,I went completely nuts over the farm game that I have been playing ever since . I mean , friends have told me to get a life and when I thought that I was making so much money over it , my pc went bust .

Okay , virus ? I was hoping not , however I just could not get over the fact that since the virus had perfect timing to attack my pc , I was having a lousy timing . I just planted some red wheat and just imagine the profit , I would and could get out of it .. Yes , it's only virtual but still .......

I did the next best thing , I got some friends to help me out . Yup , go harvest my farm for me . That night , I said a prayer to the Lord , I said :' Lord , you have helped me so many times , and I am going to ask Mike to come on over to get it fixed . And I know that , I will be able to farm again on Sunday .

A miracle happened , as I predicted . It was not a virus attack .. whatever was bodering my pc went away as soon as Mike typed and clicked on something and I was was harvesting on Sunday .

Now , it has come to this ; only farm and harvest after 3 days ..
I am one happy camper of a farmer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

How Has It Been ? And HOnesty

Superlicious week ? Fraid not ... I mean what is wrong with the world today ? Did the humans wake up to the wrong side of the bed each morning ? What happened to honesty and all that jazz?


As a little girl, I was thought to be honest with not only with myself but also to those around me . Sadly it never happen that way . I am honest with myself but others were not . And at 37 I still do apologize when at fault .... and I do not hold any grudges .

It's a gift . One of the many gifts that we and some of us posess . The week has been not entirely smooth . Okay , maybe due to my high standards .. working ethics ... , I am a fussy pot but all in a good way . Some just say I am plain fussy .

Why ? Hmmm .. one thing is for sure , that explains why I am still single . Men cannot tahan .. fussyness ... so maybe , I should go and have some fun ?

The kids are perking up in school which is good ... the journey was quite tough but we managed .For the love of our country , I am a fussy pot .. I like things done in a quick and professional way . To some , its a tiring thing to do . But that is how I see it .

Okay so , should I just let everything get in the way and say it's okay even when it's not ?

Ants were jumping and I didn't know it ...

My class as I have said before , year in and year out , it's like one giant circus . We have the trapeeze act in one corner , the acrobats , the clows and the tamers ...


Sadly there are no lions , bears or tigers unless they sing ... Mother Hen is calling ... Cluck , Cluck , Cluck . I will not go on with the rhyme but when you are in my class room and when you hear them sing , it can only mean one thing ; my kids love to sing and I feel really proud to have taught them that rhyme ..

I Like My Head is not too bad either .... but what gets me most is when I start to ask the class what they would like to sing .. and here comes trouble .

HBE: Teacher , not fair ,you always listen to LKYL .
LKYL : Simply tell people .
ER : LKYL , you are just a baby .
LKYL :Nooooooooooooooooooooooo !! Where Got ...
NS : Cikgu kenapa , selalu cikgu ikut aje ?
DSD : NOt all the time teacher must follow what you say .

This goes on for ten minutes in my class .... each day . If I were to listen to HBE , she will love me everyday of her life and if I happen to forget to bring them to the playground , HBE will go , Teacher , yesterday you said we will go to the playground . Why till now also not yet go ?


Okay , we will go now ......
Thank god it's Friday .......

Confident Blur

I just don't get it . To some being blur is an art form . Being blur means you get to do ;

1. nothing
2 it could mean you don't know how to attempt the tasks given to you.
3. it could mean that when you're blur the first time then you don't get choosen to do a task.


Then there is the part which I just cannot understand .

Case Senario ;

There you are , trying to get get your point across and all you get is a blur look or stare and this could only mean one thing , TALK LA ALL YOU WANT , I DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU !! So how should I react to this ?

Simple , let's all act blur for a day and see how it goes .... this post is not about putting any of my friends down but , it has been noted that only a few people in the whole wide world and only the few knows how to act blur .......

As for friends who wants to act blur ... you've gotta practice to get the blur look .

And kids please do not try this at home ...

See ya later,

easy peasy , lemon squeezy ......

Telling as it is ...

Tooday in class I told them a story about a crab . As I was going on and on about the crab which had only four legs .... Miss drama queen pointed out to the class by saying that the best part of a crab was its legs , which then led to another statement , ' I prefer the body, the body has more flesh ..... which is true ..

So , I went on by saying that this particular crab had four legs and how his friends started to tease hin about them. In directly , I was trying to tell the kids that some of thier friends are different and it's okay ..


Miss Muffet of the class .. stood up and said , 'Crabs do not have four legs but six legs.' There I was trying to be in a pleasant mood and ... Miss Muffet went on and on by saying , 'Crabs don't got to school . I stood up and told the whole class that this is just a story .. I told Miss Muffet that if she interrupted me one more time , I'm going home ... After a few giggles and gaggles from here and there , smarty pants said , 'Teacher you have to ring the bell before you go home '.

ARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!