Sunday, August 23, 2009

What Have I Been Up To ?

Well to tell you the truth , I have been so sick with many times . End of July was not the month for me . That alone ,I got sick 3 times and I just could not take it at all . And when I thought the worst was over , I got sick again . It was just terrible for me . I have swallowed countless of tablets and that made it worse and I felt like ..... I just can't discribe it .


I was on MC for 2 days and all I did was sleep , sleep and I could not even eat . But , everything came to an end when I started to get well . I was quite relieved . I just needed a hug . That was all and I could not even get that . The slightest touch was too painful for me , my bones was painful and I felt like I just got hit by a huge truck .

I was thinking of Michael Jackson and Yasmin Ahmad and I don't even know why . They keep popping up in my minds eye . Where is this leading to ? I just don't have the answers right now . I am sane not insane . That was what my fever did to me .

When it finally broke , I felt a sense of relief . I know for a fact that I could go back to work , carry on with life and so on . I hope this phase is over and that I would not be so sick anymore.

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