you are my all in all

have you ever heard this song ? it has a nice tune .. where it says that you're a precious jewel .. yes Jesus is our precious jewel ... as i post this the lyrics refuse to come to mind ....

hopefully as i get through this post i would be able to remember the lyrics .. not most of it , maybe just 3 lines will do !!!!


right now i am humming the tune and still no lyrics comes to mind only this ,
.. Jesus lamb of god , worthy is your name.....


right , i am not going to try .. hard at all ... but one thing i know for sure is that Jesus is and will always be my saviour ..... with lent coming soon , i hope i can be a good servant .


not to just meditate and pray but at the same time try to at least see Jesus in others ...

fast ...

today being ash Wednesday , i was reminded by my mum that i need to fast for half a day ... and because of this , i can only eat fish and that goes for Fridays too.

when i got to work , i was so busy and all , i forgot all about eating and i went along plodding ... and the time sure went so fast today , went for a meeting and then i felt hungry ..


after our meeting , we went to have our lunch ..by then it was already almost 2.30 pm .. so lapar . we went to this Muslim shop and this was not our first time ... so i ate white rice , egg sambal and fried fish .. so yummy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought that i was not hungry but i actually was ....


anyway , everything ended on a nice note and now i am at home .. resting just got back from mass ..

spies like us

have you seen the movie ? it's an old movie and i remember cheevy chase acting .. it's a comedy and do you know what is the meaning of SPY ?


hold on , the dictionary just happen to be next to me ,.. let's look it up and see what it says ... okay here we go .. spy ...it's a noun , and it says , a person employed to obtain secret information ; a person who secretly watches others ; spying ,spied , spied upon ; act as a spy ; catch sight of .


so there it is .. personally i hate spies but do you know that they make money ? no , this is just what i think ..... spies to me are just puppets on a string and they they need that string to pull them into action .. no strings they are just like a lifeless doll ... so what is the point ..


you not only hurt yourself but others that you love and care about .. you loose balance and loose trust in yourself .....


but i can tell you this , just be yourself ...

waiting for a star to fall

.. waiting for a star to fall ..carry your heart into my arms .. that's where you belong in my arms yeah .. yeah .... ..



so here we are once again , each of us , waiting for a star to fall.. and when that happens , to each and every one us , do we really or are we really going to jump for joy ? just imagine , for one , just that one slit second just imagine if stars just fell onto our laps ...


i would imagine too , how many faces would light up for those stars ...i think some of us would be happy and thankful for that moment ...
if a star would fall onto my lap , i think i want it to be a star of happiness ... and a courage star would be good too...


ad it so happens , we have to face reality .. and that tomorrow is a monday and most of us are working ... why not just for today , let's just be thankful for the stars that have landed onto pour laps .................. for now

the evening wears on today

well today for the all that its worth , i will going out with my cousins just because of a watch in vincci ~~ my cousin cannot contain any longer so, she just have to have that particular watch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its not the money but she just have to have it like i said .. and once again , we will go with a dash here and there . i need to see the watch for myself too and perhaps another pair of shoes ..... well i almost bought a pair just now but then again it was not my style .. i really thought i wanted and i need to have a pair of shoes .. actually i have tons of them at home ....


i seem to rotate them when i go out , not when i go to work .. work shoes are lain ... how can i mix my going out shoes and working shoes . its just a no no for me at all....


next to shoes .. hmmm what else should i get ? perhaps another shade of lipstick ?

the evening wears on today

lord of the rings ..

..... the spirit said that the ring from the right has to be in the left ....


so now it has come to this .... as i awoke this morning ,i was thinking out loud that how nice if everything was so simple .. but i think not ,,, to cut the long story short . ..my favorite ring is broken .. snapped and it's gone ... so now what kinda ring do i want this time or perhaps a diamond ring ?

that ring was given to me by my parents a long time a g for my 21st birthday , and it has been with me ever since . it has now left a mark on my finger and i feel so plain at the moment ...

the show must go on and it's high time for a new ring ... left hand ? or right hand ? what the heck am i blabbering about ...