Fever When I Hold YOu Tight

Fever .... You give me fever , fever when i hold you tight ....... you gimmie fever ...


Nope I do not have a fever but what I am facing right now is a whizzing , whoosh , whoosh kinda day .. It all began last week and it has dragged down till today and many more to come .... I sepnt two days sleeping .. no choice .. yes I felt burnt out and I did not prepare my homework and I just could not be bothered to read through my teachers reports .. I totally just forgot ...



Today was quite exciting ... I came home early to have a shower and only to whizz down again to Kota Damansara for a meeting .... and on the way I sempat lagi to make a quick stop in Bagus to get something .... and drove away .. I guess it's pretty normal and I kinda love it ..


When I got home , I felt a little relieved ... having said that , I sat down to do more work and I got down to business ... REPORTS was done in 15 minutes .. Changgih manggih ...


Exams are at the end of the month and I am pressuring my teachers to get everything done by Thursday ..... Yup I can hear them complaining right now ....


Well gotta go and rest ....

lembab

i was pretty lembab in school and my parents would often wonder how or what i would be like when i grew up . i never gave it much thought because i was just being lembab and me .. i remember when i was in school , i use to cry and my grandma would say it's because i was lemah semangat which means also lembab and being the youngest mestilah lembab .. okay la whatever .. lembab ke , sembab ke anything la.


then i got a little stronger but a bit lembab .... in secondary now wait a minute , i can't seem to remember my secondary years ... well , lembab again .. i studied but not hard enough , i could not care less . okay with form 5 and all , i did not give a hoot what i got for my SPM as the saying goes .......... okay will not get into the abbrevasion of SPM ....


then college no more lembab cos i had to get the bus like forever, okay graduated done .... the one person who taught me to get rid of my lembabness was my ex boss mrs tan .. 16 years ..... i had no time to be lembab working for her .. she kept me on my toes and now .......


being the principal of one of the kindy , i cannot see my trs lembab .. whose fault ? mrs tan !!!!!! she trained me to be like so ... and now i cannot stop .. i am surrounded by lembabness and i just have to live with it ..... as long as i am not lembab anymore who cares ...

cool

someone just said that i was cool and how do i do it ?.. it all started .... once upon a time and not so long ago and how come i can still stay cool even if someone rubbed me the wrong way .. and to this very day please do not ask me how i do it , i just don't know all i know is , it's a talent and not everyone is entitled to it !!!!!


shucks , that is so lame ... okay , i just don't know how come i can stay cool .. don't ask ..so what do i do with teachers who don't listen? well easy peasy and lemony sqeezy .. i just show my fangs ,dagger in the eyes and start tormenting them , even in their dreams ......


it shows on thier faces the next day .. oh , i know alright !!!!! it's not about the fangs that i have or don't have , it's more of like ... you know that you are responsible for what you have to do and you did not do it .. i get that part ... but on the other hand , we are all humans after all ...

and as for fangs and daggers , well it takes a magician to make them , me and him dissappear all together !!!!!!!!!!!!

and before i go .... i vant to suck your blood !!!
muaaaahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!

Paradigms ? Anyone ?

We all know what is a Paradigm .. first let me say this , they are all perceptions about the way things are and the best part is ... they are all incorrect .. there ... see I have been telling over and over again ... and some just cannot remember or let me just say that they don't know what it means and refuse to accept .


I remember this now and clearly after ..... what 30 over years too late ? All hope is not lost .. I guess I made a mistake of thinking that I was darn ugly in appearance and the word ugly got stucked into my mind and that was how I lived .. I believed that everything I had and put on , no matter what I looked ugly .


Years later , a kind soul left a book lying on my aunt's floor and it was that book which told me how wrong I was about everything in my life . I read the book , 5 to 6 times and again and again , I would pick up that book just to make sure if I was on the right track ....


I seem to have improved over the years and I have become more confident .. Good .. and yes what I see is what I get.

Same thing goes for everything else in my life , when I face a difficult situations , it could be anything from the students in my class right down to my own life , I would always apply this one golden rule ; BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND !

It has helped me a lot .... and I wish that others would apply this to thier everyday lives not only to better themselves but to live a positive life ...

Killing Me Softly ...

Roberta Flack ..... " I heard he sang a good song , I heard he had a style...."


It is one of the most popular songs that I have come to know . It has got many people singing to this song and .. Lauren Hill came out with her version of this song . I must say I truly hated it .. she was going on with her ahh.. ! ahh .. ! I mean okay she is an icon and singing another icon's song and it sounded damaged ....

On a sadder note , I am so saddened by what I read in the newspapers lately .. I cannot even beging to belive it; brutal killings made so open and we just celebrated our Merdeka and not to mention Hari Raya .

Why ?



Why does it have to be like this ?

People take what they want and people throw what they want . It's just too much to bear . My heart goes out to the victim's families . I have no words to say and here I am blogging .. which mean that I have a lot to say ...

I just hope .. justice will be done and taken .. this has nothing to do with Roberta Flack's song Killing Me Softly .....

Amen ..

4 gig

i was supposed to get a pen drive and like i said tak jadi ... and yesterday , i wanted to do something pretty important so since today is still the holidays , we went to the curve . we walked all the way to cinema leisure .... since i knew they would have what i need .

before going , i pray to the lord , i told the lord that i only want the pendrive to be 2 gig and it must cost rm 28 .00 . i was not worried about the brand or anything ..

when we got there , the shop was about to open but we have to wait for a few minutes because the staff were cleaning and sweeping ... i happen to see another shop that was opened and went in ..

i asked the sales person if they had any pen drive .. ada . wah bagus .. i asked him only 3 questions ;

2 gig how much ?
4 gig how much ?
and please give me a crash course on how it wrks ....


another guy came to entertain me ;

he told me that they only have 4 gig and it cost only rm 28.00 ... yes my prayers has been answered ...got it took it home and today i learned how to save my file into my pendrive ..... good choice and good buy ..

Gravity

Gravity -- is a noun simply means, force of attraction of one object for another , esp, of objects to the earth;seriousness of importance , solemnity .


And before I forget the song Gravity has been playing on my mind lately .. and so does it also means that gravity is the force that keeps us connected to everyone around us , rooted to the ground and each other by some way ?

When there is no gravity , all and everything around us breaks loose and imagine if there was no gravity we would all be floating ... it's a nice thought though .. so for this raya, let us all feel the ground that we walk upon on , celebrate this joyous Raya feast with all of our muslin brothers and sisters .... stay safe wherever you are .

Stay rooted to the truth and we shall overcome all obstacles ..