Full Of Thoughts

Well firstly I lost my post . The story about the tree has gone missing and what am I going to do about it ? NOTHING.

MY head has been so full of thoughts lately . I can't seem to get them out . It's loaded not with work but a decision that I have to make if IT falls through . I can't seem to find anyone that I can talk to . I need someone who understands what I am trying to say however I have not found this person yet.

I need this someone to give me a hard kick , to actually say to me that I can do it . Deep down I know that I can .

It is nothing troubling, just letting it out . This someone that I need must be able to make me see the clear picture of everything .

Words have been inside my head for the past 2 weeks and no , I am not going crazy on anyone . It's so much of what if's ...... I need to find this someone whom I can trust and believe in .

It's a choice .. I hope a good one .... to make it a really good one.

Each time when I try to say the words , it just don't come out right . I need to put my finger on the dot but...................... where ?

This is what I will do , I will just let it be for now but deep down in my heart I know what I want .

As for this someone that I need , I may just have to find him somewhere else or perhaps another time.