thinking but not thinking on my feet

thinking and thinking and at times i do not know what i am thinking about hahahah .. makes me wonder and in my mind's eye i seem to go beyond thinking of thoughts that are irrevelant .... is that spelled correctly ?

ok never mind then .. i was thinking about the old folks that we last visited and yesterday i saw someone wearing a kechara t-shirt perhaps i could go help out and give out food .... but i just can't .


it's not that i do want to get involved but i remember , at the old folks , it was time to give out the goodie bags to the warga tua and i did not make it up to 5 poeple because i had tears in my eyes and it just kept coming .. i was crying and giving out the goodie bags and then i was thinking what kind of a monster would leave their dad or mum in the old folks ?



i get it if they can't look after their parents but what i don't get it is that there are some who send thier parents to the old folks because of property ... and thier children are able working adults ..

i mean i just don't get and that was why i cried .. i cannot go on .. it is still freash in my head ... but i do hope that the children of tomorrow will not do this ...