Today was not one of my best days for me . Bummer !! Right , I mean I always make sure that I have a good time in school today . I actually did have a good time , infact, I was having a whale of a good time .. till someone confronted me with something ..
Words were exchanged but I was not angry , I kept my cool and I expected that someone was far more understanding than I was . I have tolerated all I could. I don't show others what is bugging me and I try to do my best to please others and when I can't , I get stares and some may not agree with my decisions .
One thing I learned for sure is , when in school , forget what is in the house and when at home , forget what is in the school. I used to feel guilty when I first learned how to say NO .I could not concentrate on what I was doing and kept wondering if I made the right decision . But now I don't anymore. I can say NO and not feel guily . Now, is this because I am growing up ? Or is it because of the position that I am in now feels like second skin?
I do not know all of the answers but I am trying to understand human behaviour patterns ... One minutes they are okay and the next they are not.
So , I think I would just go and have some spring rolls and just forget about everything .
