the big sneeze

here i am again blogging like forever and then there is no one who reads my blog .. don't ask why i even bother to try so hard when i know only tmk reads my blog .. actually fair is fair i have been reading but minimally ....



i woke up today sneezing and i went for class today and there were these two boys who were annoying me .. i mean it's like every week they do it .. and there i was , with a big headache .. i don't know how i managed the class today .. but when it ended , i ran down the stairs like a bat out of hell and that was not all i did .... i went plastic shopping , make up shopping and photostat shopping ...


even when i was getting the make up for my concerts the girls in the shop was like ...'wah , banyaknya ... bagus ke make up ni ?' .. 'bukan , ini untuk concert '.
'oh ..............



so now it's night and dark .... esok going for mass and then opening ceremony at snoghurt .. sugbang and perhaps the one million dollar statement .. i just might meet someone in snoghurt who snoggs ....

speech , pies and everything nice

so how talented are you ? i mean you get to be on stage , talking and making a speech is that a talent ? or would you say that some poeple get their talents because they are born with it ?

nevemind it makes no difference to me at all. as long as you have the talent why not go ahead and crack it up .. we 'd be enjoying by the side lines . yay !

and then there are those who have talents out there that makes us sick ..... so what happened ? maybe that someone just goes out all their way to proove to others that they are more talented that the whole universe put together and that is why they are so filled with giddyness and that, we ,down here seem so small to them .... or perhaps those talented in a certain wrong way should just come down from where ever they are ,give us a pat on the back and say , ' thanks for trying . For cryin out loud , you suck at your talent!!!!!!!! '



well , well , the bees and thier honey comb , sorry to dissapoint ya , with or without good talents , one way or another , we seem to gain our talents gracefully and with grace , we should definately bow out gracefully with talent ...


okay , i am not making any sense here but what the heck .....

topsy turvey

i wished that i could do a topsy turvey cake and cover it in fondant and much much more

yesterday a teacher was so sad over the phone because her grandma died .
i tried to calm her down and the poor girl was just too distraught . i did all i could do and asked her to stay calm and say a prayer for her grandma . i went to bed thinking about my friend ,


today was a roller coaster ride and even worse , i did not have a chance to sit at all .. my invoices are piling up , the teachers are tired and they have to fill in for another teacher who went home .. her mum was not well and any time soon the poor lady could just pass out .. my friend lives opposite our kindy ....


my assistant was having a headache and when she heard that the other teachers wanted to change the paper for the math exams , all hell broke loose .. in the end the questions remained the same .... i smiled to myself ....


again i hardly had time to sit , i wanted to do many things and i wished that i could just cut myself up into many pieces so that i could do more .... but then again .....


meetings after meetings ... and now i am at home .. i just wanna crash

Fever When I Hold YOu Tight

Fever .... You give me fever , fever when i hold you tight ....... you gimmie fever ...


Nope I do not have a fever but what I am facing right now is a whizzing , whoosh , whoosh kinda day .. It all began last week and it has dragged down till today and many more to come .... I sepnt two days sleeping .. no choice .. yes I felt burnt out and I did not prepare my homework and I just could not be bothered to read through my teachers reports .. I totally just forgot ...



Today was quite exciting ... I came home early to have a shower and only to whizz down again to Kota Damansara for a meeting .... and on the way I sempat lagi to make a quick stop in Bagus to get something .... and drove away .. I guess it's pretty normal and I kinda love it ..


When I got home , I felt a little relieved ... having said that , I sat down to do more work and I got down to business ... REPORTS was done in 15 minutes .. Changgih manggih ...


Exams are at the end of the month and I am pressuring my teachers to get everything done by Thursday ..... Yup I can hear them complaining right now ....


Well gotta go and rest ....

lembab

i was pretty lembab in school and my parents would often wonder how or what i would be like when i grew up . i never gave it much thought because i was just being lembab and me .. i remember when i was in school , i use to cry and my grandma would say it's because i was lemah semangat which means also lembab and being the youngest mestilah lembab .. okay la whatever .. lembab ke , sembab ke anything la.


then i got a little stronger but a bit lembab .... in secondary now wait a minute , i can't seem to remember my secondary years ... well , lembab again .. i studied but not hard enough , i could not care less . okay with form 5 and all , i did not give a hoot what i got for my SPM as the saying goes .......... okay will not get into the abbrevasion of SPM ....


then college no more lembab cos i had to get the bus like forever, okay graduated done .... the one person who taught me to get rid of my lembabness was my ex boss mrs tan .. 16 years ..... i had no time to be lembab working for her .. she kept me on my toes and now .......


being the principal of one of the kindy , i cannot see my trs lembab .. whose fault ? mrs tan !!!!!! she trained me to be like so ... and now i cannot stop .. i am surrounded by lembabness and i just have to live with it ..... as long as i am not lembab anymore who cares ...

cool

someone just said that i was cool and how do i do it ?.. it all started .... once upon a time and not so long ago and how come i can still stay cool even if someone rubbed me the wrong way .. and to this very day please do not ask me how i do it , i just don't know all i know is , it's a talent and not everyone is entitled to it !!!!!


shucks , that is so lame ... okay , i just don't know how come i can stay cool .. don't ask ..so what do i do with teachers who don't listen? well easy peasy and lemony sqeezy .. i just show my fangs ,dagger in the eyes and start tormenting them , even in their dreams ......


it shows on thier faces the next day .. oh , i know alright !!!!! it's not about the fangs that i have or don't have , it's more of like ... you know that you are responsible for what you have to do and you did not do it .. i get that part ... but on the other hand , we are all humans after all ...

and as for fangs and daggers , well it takes a magician to make them , me and him dissappear all together !!!!!!!!!!!!

and before i go .... i vant to suck your blood !!!
muaaaahhhhhhhhaaaaaaa !!!!!!!!!

Paradigms ? Anyone ?

We all know what is a Paradigm .. first let me say this , they are all perceptions about the way things are and the best part is ... they are all incorrect .. there ... see I have been telling over and over again ... and some just cannot remember or let me just say that they don't know what it means and refuse to accept .


I remember this now and clearly after ..... what 30 over years too late ? All hope is not lost .. I guess I made a mistake of thinking that I was darn ugly in appearance and the word ugly got stucked into my mind and that was how I lived .. I believed that everything I had and put on , no matter what I looked ugly .


Years later , a kind soul left a book lying on my aunt's floor and it was that book which told me how wrong I was about everything in my life . I read the book , 5 to 6 times and again and again , I would pick up that book just to make sure if I was on the right track ....


I seem to have improved over the years and I have become more confident .. Good .. and yes what I see is what I get.

Same thing goes for everything else in my life , when I face a difficult situations , it could be anything from the students in my class right down to my own life , I would always apply this one golden rule ; BEGIN WITH THE END IN MIND !

It has helped me a lot .... and I wish that others would apply this to thier everyday lives not only to better themselves but to live a positive life ...