i push myself because.....

i like to simply do it .

i just wanna show off to everyone that i can do it ,

i must prove to everyone that i live for pressure and i need to feel that rush surging through my body ,

i am insane and what ever i do , everyone must be aware of it ,

i am the only one who could do the job well ,

i cannot count on others,

i am the most important being in the universe,

i must always and always prove to others that i am right and the rightous will live long lives ,

i hate the fact that i have to redo and correct other people's mistakes ,


Okay , this is not a hate post or note , it is something just needs to be said . Why I push myself is because I need to simply test myself to just make sure that I can do it .