I , The Timid

Ha see the tittle blog .... Gosh . Really , I was never the brave one at home or in school . And I hate to stand in front of a crowd to speak or to do anything that has to do with STANDING in front of a crowd .

Where did I get this from ? Don't know and won't tell either !!!!! I guess when you feel timid , people won't singlt you out . That was what I thought . Even in school it was just as it is . I would put my head down in class so teachers would not sort of pick me to do anything . It was with me for awhile this ........ I can't find the right word for it .

UNTIL.......................

Until I was chosen to be the emcee for the sports day and that wasn't enough I am now once again chosen to be the emcee again for this year's concert ... okay , okay here I go again ... but then again if I did not take that stand , the first step to do it I never would have done it right ?


And then that one fine day my principal came to see me and this was what she said ;

P : I need to tell you something .
A: What ?
P: There is some gllitch .... and we do not have an emcee for our concert day .
A: Why , what happened to the teacher that was selected to do it ?
P: Ahhhh ... hmmm .. welll .....
A: Okay no need to crack your head over it , I will emcee for us .
P: Can ah .....?
A: Sure why not .. I mean .... oh , I need someone to be with my kids .
P: Done , I will do it for you ...

Pay close attention to the statement " I WILL EMCEE FOR US '. I did not think , I just blurt it out , so no regrets and I can't back out ... now I have to be the emcee for two Saturdays and guess what ? I have already prepared on paper what to say ....

P/s At this point I am okay wait till ................... I'll be FINE !!!