spies like us

have you seen the movie ? it's an old movie and i remember cheevy chase acting .. it's a comedy and do you know what is the meaning of SPY ?


hold on , the dictionary just happen to be next to me ,.. let's look it up and see what it says ... okay here we go .. spy ...it's a noun , and it says , a person employed to obtain secret information ; a person who secretly watches others ; spying ,spied , spied upon ; act as a spy ; catch sight of .


so there it is .. personally i hate spies but do you know that they make money ? no , this is just what i think ..... spies to me are just puppets on a string and they they need that string to pull them into action .. no strings they are just like a lifeless doll ... so what is the point ..


you not only hurt yourself but others that you love and care about .. you loose balance and loose trust in yourself .....


but i can tell you this , just be yourself ...

waiting for a star to fall

.. waiting for a star to fall ..carry your heart into my arms .. that's where you belong in my arms yeah .. yeah .... ..



so here we are once again , each of us , waiting for a star to fall.. and when that happens , to each and every one us , do we really or are we really going to jump for joy ? just imagine , for one , just that one slit second just imagine if stars just fell onto our laps ...


i would imagine too , how many faces would light up for those stars ...i think some of us would be happy and thankful for that moment ...
if a star would fall onto my lap , i think i want it to be a star of happiness ... and a courage star would be good too...


ad it so happens , we have to face reality .. and that tomorrow is a monday and most of us are working ... why not just for today , let's just be thankful for the stars that have landed onto pour laps .................. for now

the evening wears on today

well today for the all that its worth , i will going out with my cousins just because of a watch in vincci ~~ my cousin cannot contain any longer so, she just have to have that particular watch !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

its not the money but she just have to have it like i said .. and once again , we will go with a dash here and there . i need to see the watch for myself too and perhaps another pair of shoes ..... well i almost bought a pair just now but then again it was not my style .. i really thought i wanted and i need to have a pair of shoes .. actually i have tons of them at home ....


i seem to rotate them when i go out , not when i go to work .. work shoes are lain ... how can i mix my going out shoes and working shoes . its just a no no for me at all....


next to shoes .. hmmm what else should i get ? perhaps another shade of lipstick ?

the evening wears on today

lord of the rings ..

..... the spirit said that the ring from the right has to be in the left ....


so now it has come to this .... as i awoke this morning ,i was thinking out loud that how nice if everything was so simple .. but i think not ,,, to cut the long story short . ..my favorite ring is broken .. snapped and it's gone ... so now what kinda ring do i want this time or perhaps a diamond ring ?

that ring was given to me by my parents a long time a g for my 21st birthday , and it has been with me ever since . it has now left a mark on my finger and i feel so plain at the moment ...

the show must go on and it's high time for a new ring ... left hand ? or right hand ? what the heck am i blabbering about ...

i am so wireless now

finally as i post this blog today , after 5 long years , i am now proud to tell of u that i am going wireless and it feels really great too....


thanks to David Baskaran .. hmmm i am so happy .. i mean i am looking at my chilli plants and ebjoying the breeze .. actually , sometime ago , a friend of our came , and he did some settings to enable me to go online minus all of the wires but being so green at that time , i did not realize many things and i did not understand what he was trying to tell me , and not wanting to sound stupid i answered all of his questions with a yes ..

when he went home , i forgot all about it and spent the 5 years logging as per normal .. but today after 5 long years i finally GOT IT !!! aiyo .. i am so dumb la hahhaha !!!!!!!!

looks like for now i am so happy .

di mana dia

today,i taught my kids a .. traditional Malay folk song ? traditional ? i guess you could call it folk song ... anyway as i opened my mouth to sing , they were tickled pink .... there were giggles all around in the class today ... frankly speaking i just love to hear young children sing.


and my class as everyone knows,each and every child must sing .. it is a must for me. instead of work all the time , i take some time to sing to them , to calm their nerves.
i mean , they even sing while doing their work...

i just like to see them happy .. and after a while the get to you .. they get cozy and comfy with you and then it will be time for them to leave you .... it's like a huge circle ....

..like this morning one of my students refused to get into class ... she was crying in the car and her poor parents was trying to get her out from the car .. and no matter how or what i told her, she refused to come into class...

anyway , her dad carried her out ... she is a nice girl .. and after talking to her she was pretty okay ....

tomorrow, will be our splash time and i heard one of my students , telling a friend that they must all pray hard so that there will be no rain tomorrow and they all can have a good time in the pool !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and a certain someone reminded me that , he needs to finish up his fox so that it gets hung up !!!!!!!

..well, kids esok kita masuk pool ... and we all are gonna get wet !!!!