Friday, February 25, 2011

i cried because ...

i cried because i was alone ,
i cried because CCS pulled my hair !!!!


i cried today because my mother loved my baby brother more than me ...

that hurt !!!!

i cried today because my teacher did not hug me today i school..

why ?

he was so mean today and that was why i cried in school today ..
i cried today because i could not have my way ..
i cried today because my teacher cried ..

i wonder why she was so sad today ...

i do ...


i cried because my best friend fell down and hurt herself ...

i cried because i scored an A in a test ...

we all cried today because .. we ate ice cream and pops ..

in the end we all did not cry because we were so happy being in school today !!!!

my skin's changed

as you may have noticed , i get bored easily so i have once again changed my blog skin for the how - many- times i just do not know .. countless of times .. i can't get smooth with what i have, and i have to change it over and over again ... even my profile picture has been changed ...


so what does this make me ? one fussy young lady / i don't know but friends have told me so but then again, i need to be a .. i cant' find the word to describe it .... better to leave it ....

today i was very upset with some of my students . so can i exchange them for another ? of course not . how can i . i have this student who talks to himself , sings to himself and even laugh to himself ....


yes it's ok but at times i just do not know ... and if i were to scold him , he would mumble and all of his so called Ultraman Powers comes out .. with fist clenched tight , he would answer back and say that he was not wrong !!!


it's pretty funny actually .today i told him that he was wrong and i how upset he made me ... he was quiet alright ....


anyway, since this is about my blog skin , i just don't know how my post ended up this way .... and today is my 2nd day with out face book ... i am so overjoyed ,,,,

sports

here i am once again getting ready for our school's sports .. mind you it will be held in April ....yes , it is still a long way to go but us ladies just want to make sure we are well prepared this time ....


i used to remember , growing up , i did not hate sports .. i liked cycling , which they did not offer this event when i was in school .. they had their usual items to which i was not one ounce interested in ..... i mean i like sports that i liked and i refuse to be pushed in a corner to do it !!! i refuse .... even if i kena denda also never mind ......



but here i am as a teacher , encouraging all of my students to try their hand at anything and i always tell them that anything is possible , give it a shot ..... we have those who are good in sports and there are those who just wish to sit at a corner and when i think back , i think of myself ......

i remember we had this one particular teacher in school and she would really denda me if i never went for any latihan sukan .... it was just not my cup of tea .. howard gardner once said that we have 7 multiple intelligences and this is why, we need to explore into all of our intelligences to find the right one that fits us .. that was a few years back and now ... seven has gone to eight multiple intelligences .... if you ask me what is the eighth one ..... I'd say go figure ....


10 years from now it will be .. 15 multiple intelligences .... fooh!!!!!! no wonder our children are so stressed out these days , chest pains , headaches .... so whose fault .......


never mind don't answer that ... hati sendiri tanye sendiri ..... all i know is oi!!!!! Bangun !!! Oi !!!!! would have said it differently .....

Thursday, February 24, 2011

my class ..

19 students ,

talks a lot ,
laugh a lot ,
fight a lot ,

this and that a lot ..

coming up in strawberries,

they are all cute ,

no monkeys around ,

and what would i be without them ?

a quiet class ?

not really ,

is there anything special about them ?


yes , by the flower cart and pots around the kindy , a lot too !!!

so, how do you tame a rabbit ?

silly me !!!

why, you just pull it out of a magician's hat . silly goose !!!!!!!!!!!!


now ,why didn't i think of that !!!!!!!!!!!

it does not make sense at all ..

that's because you're reading with your eyes closed .. said the elephant to the lion !!!


lion ?

what lion ?

there ... it's at the back of you .....


'Class it's Friday tomorrow and you know How I feel about Fridays !!!

human

....i am afraid that i am just human .. i cannot please everyone and me , myself and i ... i can only do so much for the little stuff and be pleased with myself ...


why? why do i feel like i need to prove to the whole wide world that i can do it ? like they say the world is your oyster but it does not owe you a living ....


why must i measure up to everyone ? can't i just be left alone ? more unanswered questions ......

so where do i go form here ?

i think i may just have to sieve out unwanted emotions and carry on.. i hate it . at times i just feel like crawling away from everything .. but that is no easy as well .. i have to face it ... like it or not !!!


why even bother .. no need to try hard just leave everything ... i can' that is ,because i am human after all...

are you ?

Hari Prasad

who is Hari prasad ? Well , my mum and i have been following this hindi drama from last year .. Oh yeah , we watch movies of every language and kind !!!! Sadly , my dad does not share our.... how do you say it .. semangat



So,in this movie , there is a girl named Jamuni .. and she has a pet . It's a kid and she named him HAri Prasad ... the was day I got to know Hari Prasad , it was a magical moment for me .. wait !!!!!!!!!!!!! Hold on !!!!!!!!!! I know, Hari Prasad is a goat and a cute one too!!!!!!


I always wanted to have a kid as a pet , but where in the world would I keep him ? Or rather it ... Right !!! as we move further along into the drama , Jamuni just seems to falll in love more with Hari Prasad ... so cute !!!!


One day , I actually met Hari Prasad .. I met Hari Prasad in Econsave .. He weighed my veggies !!!!!!!!!!!! There , at the the back of the counter stood Hari Prasad .. strong and tall and from Nepal ... I actually wanted to ask him how was his Jamuni doing .... better not ...


Mum was looking over my shoulder and casually I told her , 'hey , mum that's Hari Prasad . 'Who?' .. Aiyo .... 'Hari Prasad la'.... 'Hari who la'.............


'There, right behind the counter , Jamuni's goat , apparently .... she kissed him and send him to K.L . for work '

My mum did not get it until , I had to tell her who was Hari Prasad !!!! She giggled like a giddy goat herself !!!!!

Anyway not too long ago , my mum asked me if I would like to own a pet someday and I told her yes .

'So,what will you name your pet dog ?'Mum asked me one day ....

HARI PRASAD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the facebook face off

yesterday my friend was telling me that how she would fervently log in into face book and after giving it some thought .. how she had wasted time just by logging in ... was that going to be part of all her life ?

i mean to each day log in and chat , post comments etc... she had a point. i do that too ...each time after i get home and had a nice shower , I'd log in without fail ..actually it's useless .. it's addictive and i found that i wasted time on it too.... for example , when my parents have a game of cards , i never join in the fun or when they are watching the telly , i rather spend 2 to 3 hours logging into face book....


it's a toll ... and i somehow told myself on and on again that one day i just wanted not to lo gin .. but i had no guts ..

yesterday, tmk made me so brave .... because of what she posted on face book , i stepped up and told them and the whole universe plus all the animals that lived in the jungle that i would not log into face book for a month ..


but today is just the first day ... i deleted all of my mails from my yahoo account .. i do not want to have anything to do with face book .. for a month ... you see i could easily blog and do some shopping online ... !!!!



well, my friends gave me a week .... but i insist that i will get by a month . tops!! at least .. i need this push and i need to test myself ... everything in life isn't face book ... i gotta look around and smell the roses ..... wish me luck !!!