Time To Change

Most people don't like any changes made in thier lives and I simply cannot blame them . A friend calls me up today and say that she is in the saloon and she, by tomorrow , will have a new new hairstyle and at the end of our conversation she tells me that it's time to change ..

I totally agree with her . Many of you who have come to know me over the years would definately notice that I have had the same hairstyle since I was in Form 1 yup a pony tail neatly tied up and pulled back.


I do feel really tired with it and to make matters worse God has given me two hair types to which at times I just feel like screaming but I can't because this is God's gift to me and I must say the only thing that can work for me is to go for rebonding .. I have done it a couple of times and the time it takes to rebond my whole head was just too much for me . However the good news is I am willing to go for it once again .. it's time for a change.


I remember reading somewhere that change comes when we allow it to and it must come from within us and say , truly say ,that we welcome this change .. good or bad .

Some of us spend many a days working and toiling and we forget ourselves so , today .. it's not too late , I want to make that change and it will begin with me and from within me . My call and my move no fuss ... just me and THAT change .I really have a good feeling about this and I need to test myself with this change and see how far I can go .

so very the malas and loads more to it

I have been sick and all I did was sleep and yes I prayed to the lord and told him that I only need to get sick on a Friday so that I do not have to take an mc and also I do not need to ask my teachers to take over my class for me.... it has been this way for the longest time .


So what is this malas that I am talking about ? I have a story book to complete and to this very day I have not finished reading it . Why ? Because , and so that if I were to read the book slowly then I could take my time to finish the book and in between, look out for other interesting hobbies for me to do .. That is multi tasking and it's an excuse to waste precious time..


Like this morning we just woke up and made a batch of cup cakes plus icing and now , for the coming weekend , we have decided to bake a cake and ... fondant icing will be the main topping ... hmmmm...

Then , just a few days ago , we took the kids for a trip , it went so well that I felt such joy .. joy oh joy .... and now what comes to my mind is .. BAGUS solution center and LMS in BRP .. baking , baking and baking .. now why am I suddenly into baking ?


Forget that , today and tonight I plan to sleep well and snore so please forgive me if I happen to snore loudly .. Tomorrow is a new day . Let's see what takes place ...

Reading Cheatin

Most of my kids hate to read .. the thing is they know and understands how the assignments goes but they just hate to read .. Why ? Because I am boring to them and also the books are boring .. hey I am never boring to my students , in fact , they love me to bits !!!!!!!!


Reading becomes bored to a child because the teacher does not cary out the lesson well and also it can be many things .. instead of blaming the teacher the whole time , kids also plays a role to this .. some of them comes from families who does not like to read , does not know how to read or some would say they have busy parents who are working 247 and that these parents have no time to read to them .


I remember when I was growing up , my mum would read to me and she would tell me stories and it got to a point that my sister and I not only thirst for reading , each year and every single day , we would beg our parents to buy us books to read .

My mum does not like me to read because ;

When I read I am in my own element ,
When I read I do not have to stop to drink , eat or pee.
When I read I do not have to have a daughter and mother conversations .
I only see books and not humans no matter how handsome the guy is !!!
When I read I forget everything .. that includes her and that is a no no !!


However , I do dream that some day I would own a little book store and you can find me in own little corner reading , reading and doing more reading ..

So what do I tell CCT ?

Well , tomorrow is another day so let's see if I can get her to read ......

zoo in lower case

my feet hurt , like anything and one of my teachers told me that her feet , it was to much .. away we went to the zoo and everyone was excited.we wanted to walk slowly and take everything in .... it was a cool and breezy day .. no rush .. just walk .


we saw the elephants , giraffes , tigers , bangaus , sea lion and the works. some of my students wanted to spend a night at the zoo .. zookazooo , one of them said and i said good luck to you then.


then they were hungry .. and we hurried ourselves over to mcdonalds and my how they chowed down their food .. hmmmm .... wait , put away the toys and finiah up your food! with that said and done , it was time to shriek and play and scream .. hey you boy get down! nope i did not say that and please do not pull her hair !!!!!!!!!!!


okay , will stop for now , not making sense at all ........

MIss You

I missed my kids today and thisis not the first time ... it's not something that I do.... not all the time and don't get me wrong . At times it's meetings ..one meeting after another and this happens because we have a lot to plan and discuss .

Like today was a nice day for me , I was happy that the school I visited for fx , the kids did wonderfully well. And not to mention thier smiles on thier faces when I gave them a sticker for doing good.

How I miss my cheerful lot. I will make it up to them tomorrow at the zoo.Hmmmm ... amazing and wonderful children.... This morning before I left , I told them to pray hard and ask GOD to hold back the rain .... they were quite dissappointed when I told them that , if it rains tomorrow , we might just have to cancel our zoo trip .... and as usual , NIlly said , " Teacher Audra , Nilly akan baca doa berhenti hujan'.

Now I do not know if there is such a doa but I know for one thing , GOD listens to HIS children ...

heyohadarieohthefarmerinthedell.....

'The Things / Rules That Would make me happy is........

These are some of the rules suggested by my class 6 Grace that would make me a very happy Pre School teacher;


follow teacher everywhere.
see all of the animals.
we can use our outside voice.
keep quiet ..... what ? inside voice at the zoo ?
bring a lot of medicine incase the tiger /lion bite us then we can put .
go to toilet.
hold hands ..yuck !!!!!
stay in line.


talk to the animals .
be nice to each other .
no pushing .
say please and thank you .
we take a splash in the bangau lake .
we smile when we take pictures.
don't stand to the other coloured ribbon children.
and....
find the zoo keeper incase the lion / tiger escapes!!!!!!!!!

i don't want to talk to you and i am keeping quiet !!

There is this cute little boy in my class and I am wondering if I should post his name ... so anyway this little boy is kinda special . Just ask him to smile and you will know what I mean . It's his love for sweets that makes his smile special... he is the most obedient kid in class. Once I was very angry with him and through his tears , he kept on repeating these words ;"Tr Audra , I will not make you angry , I will listenn to you , I will follow you ,please Tr Audra I will listen to you '.He goes on and on like a battered old radio and you have to stop him if not , he will go on and on again !!!!!!!!!!


Since we will be going to the zoo on Thursday,with so much semangat in me , I told the class that rules are rules and that they should try to finish up their work and then on Thursday we will all go to the zoo. My little friend had another idea and he wasted so much time talkin away , he forgot to do his work .


I told him that I was not going to talk to him and that made him cry minus the tears .He went on and on again how he would listen and follow me . The cutest part;'Tr Audra , I want you to talk to me , please tr talk to me.' I felt the love that kid had for me , I was so enjoying myself .. Therese walked in .. and tambah lagi and the poor kid could not tahan , so finally Therese said to him that if wants me to love him back , he had to give me a hug ..... he did give me a hug it was a sotong kinda hug ..............

So in all fairness to all of the students of 6 Grace , yes , you will all still go for the trip and that includes Lynus as well ........