My angel whispered to me and left . I understand .Isaiah has been with me for a long time now.From the first time we met , I knew that our friendship would be a lasting one .. until the day I die .
Isaiah is no ordinary angel , he does not posess any powers but he gives comfort to those who needs it.I was always proud of Isiah.
The tales that he use to tell me were wonderful tales.Sometimes , he would be gone for days and the longest was 5 years. When he got back,I asked him what took him so long to return ? He would always tell me that he never left me, and that it was I who kept silent for too long.
With a smile, he would reasure me that he never left me and I, on the other hand must make it a point to call on him.One day a little girl lay sick in bed,and her mama was worried.
I looked for Isaiah high and low.When I found him , he was busy reading ... I told him that he was needed and that he needs to go over to this little girl's home to give her some comfort. I sent him straighaway, I told him do not return to me until she is out of the woods. Go ! Comfort her and be with her.
It has only been the first day ... maybe tonight he will come but not until she is well. Perhaps Isaiah will have some good news for me tonight .Whatever it is , I will lay and wait for Isaiah to come ... he never fails me .
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Confidential and trust
What does the word , confidential means to you ? For me,it's a word that I know, if someone were to tell me something confidential , I must keep it , whatever that I heard and not tell anyone .
It leads to trust eventually and you become a trustworthy friend , sister or brother. Like the saying goes if I am not mistaken , biar pecah ke dalam perut sahaja . Or better still bawa sampai ke kubur .
For me trust is something that you cannot buy and that you have to earn it. I take trust ( the word ) very seriously.
It is hard to trust anyone . But at times we all need to talk to someone and when we feel helpless, that is the time we may say many things that we don't simply mean and people jump to the wrong conclusion . You may find yourself in hot soup.
What do you do to get away from this ? Easy, just don't talk at all. But humans need to talk. If we don't talk , how ?
All I know is , we have to be on guard and say only what needs to be said . So trust is a dear friend to me and let's move along and forget what has been said .
It leads to trust eventually and you become a trustworthy friend , sister or brother. Like the saying goes if I am not mistaken , biar pecah ke dalam perut sahaja . Or better still bawa sampai ke kubur .
For me trust is something that you cannot buy and that you have to earn it. I take trust ( the word ) very seriously.
It is hard to trust anyone . But at times we all need to talk to someone and when we feel helpless, that is the time we may say many things that we don't simply mean and people jump to the wrong conclusion . You may find yourself in hot soup.
What do you do to get away from this ? Easy, just don't talk at all. But humans need to talk. If we don't talk , how ?
All I know is , we have to be on guard and say only what needs to be said . So trust is a dear friend to me and let's move along and forget what has been said .
Faith
Today in church , we had a sharing by the RCIA participants . What got me listening to ,was when the candidate said that she did not believe in God because she had no faith and now after attending the RCIA she knows the truth that god does exist in some little way because she had faith .
I was upset yesterday because my faith was ofline , to me I guess it's normal . For some reason , I was upset and I said all kinds of things. And I did not care . But I do care ... ( this care bug came in after I let off steam infront of my mum ) . To tell you the truth , I really felt like a huge lump just left my chest. I got it all out .
Yes,my faith in my friend was ofline because of what I saw that made me so sad .It's okay I kept telling myself. Then I thought hard about my faith and how saw I was . I then thought of Jesus dying on the cross for me and my sins . He had it worse , nails, thorns , whipped and he was left to die because of me .
The pain that HE endured was far more worse than what I felt .By comparison what I felt was nothing . It was just a small matter and I made it into a big thing .So I know now that whatever happens , I have people who love me all around . What Jesus did was far more harder.
So am I going to give up without a fight ? NEVER and I am here to stay, for I will look to the heavens and hence my help shall come .
I was upset yesterday because my faith was ofline , to me I guess it's normal . For some reason , I was upset and I said all kinds of things. And I did not care . But I do care ... ( this care bug came in after I let off steam infront of my mum ) . To tell you the truth , I really felt like a huge lump just left my chest. I got it all out .
Yes,my faith in my friend was ofline because of what I saw that made me so sad .It's okay I kept telling myself. Then I thought hard about my faith and how saw I was . I then thought of Jesus dying on the cross for me and my sins . He had it worse , nails, thorns , whipped and he was left to die because of me .
The pain that HE endured was far more worse than what I felt .By comparison what I felt was nothing . It was just a small matter and I made it into a big thing .So I know now that whatever happens , I have people who love me all around . What Jesus did was far more harder.
So am I going to give up without a fight ? NEVER and I am here to stay, for I will look to the heavens and hence my help shall come .
Friday, May 21, 2010
It Ain't Heavy , It's my makan
As usual,the time has come that my dad receives his monthly pension. And... once again the three of us would go shopping for our monthly groceries ... and we do have a nice time walking in Tesco . Along they way , usually we would bump into friends , old friends , aunties , uncles , grandpas , grandmas , cousins , godsisters and brothers and yes, the list just goes on and on.
Each time when we go, we will split into three groups and also we try to outdo each other to see who can carry the most barang !!! Also along the way again , we have all of the shoppers cheering for us .. ha! ha!
Moving along , until the counter , everything will be okay until.....
We forgot something and we have to go all the way to get it,
Someone in line had no money,
Another someone wants to jump the queue,
A little boy sreaming his head off.....
How we tahan and trod along .Then it comes to our turn at the check out counter and ABRACADABRA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are done
Time to get home . On the way , we stop for lunch and this is the time when my mum will start to count the stairs to our appartment.That is when I go .. OH NO !!! Because we have to carry two bags each up .
So up we went , till this jiran of us saw us struggling ,and she just took the two bags like as if it weighs like nothing and up she went to the 4th floor!!!!
Thank you and terima kasih kerana menolong .She actually does'nt mind helping us because her cats will always sleep at our front door and the next morning , dad will carry it downstairs for her .....
Each time when we go, we will split into three groups and also we try to outdo each other to see who can carry the most barang !!! Also along the way again , we have all of the shoppers cheering for us .. ha! ha!
Moving along , until the counter , everything will be okay until.....
We forgot something and we have to go all the way to get it,
Someone in line had no money,
Another someone wants to jump the queue,
A little boy sreaming his head off.....
How we tahan and trod along .Then it comes to our turn at the check out counter and ABRACADABRA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We are done
Time to get home . On the way , we stop for lunch and this is the time when my mum will start to count the stairs to our appartment.That is when I go .. OH NO !!! Because we have to carry two bags each up .
So up we went , till this jiran of us saw us struggling ,and she just took the two bags like as if it weighs like nothing and up she went to the 4th floor!!!!
Thank you and terima kasih kerana menolong .She actually does'nt mind helping us because her cats will always sleep at our front door and the next morning , dad will carry it downstairs for her .....
Thursday, May 20, 2010
The Best Deal
Danish .
Highly intelligent.
Smart / Smary pants of the class.
Language , vocab and writing skills - Excellent .
Likes to talk , make sense of everything and very good in solving class politics.
He's the guy that everyone goes to .
Today , as I sat thinking about exams , I got up and told my class that instead of recapping all the time , we were going to colour all of the flags in the Cultural book . They had about two pages to colour.As I was rambling along and on and on I went, the kids got excited because , no recapping today .
With everything being said and done ,we all heard an important announcement from Danish .
Danish : Everyone you can use my colours to colour your flags , even the the girls.
Wow !I thought to myself so generous . Nice boy . Then there was more ..
Danish : I am willing to charge you all Rm 15.00 to use my colours . That is the
best discount that I can offer .
I wanted to laugh actually . Business deals at a very young age !!!!!
Highly intelligent.
Smart / Smary pants of the class.
Language , vocab and writing skills - Excellent .
Likes to talk , make sense of everything and very good in solving class politics.
He's the guy that everyone goes to .
Today , as I sat thinking about exams , I got up and told my class that instead of recapping all the time , we were going to colour all of the flags in the Cultural book . They had about two pages to colour.As I was rambling along and on and on I went, the kids got excited because , no recapping today .
With everything being said and done ,we all heard an important announcement from Danish .
Danish : Everyone you can use my colours to colour your flags , even the the girls.
Wow !I thought to myself so generous . Nice boy . Then there was more ..
Danish : I am willing to charge you all Rm 15.00 to use my colours . That is the
best discount that I can offer .
I wanted to laugh actually . Business deals at a very young age !!!!!
Merajuk 101
After 5 long months , today was the first day Nilly merajuk .. Why ? It was all because of me . She is like a lost puppy. Everywhere I go , she will be right behind me .
I do not know from where she gets her energy . She never feels tired . Words and more words are constantly coming out of her mouth .... words of songs .. wisdom ? That is another question .
So anyway , I have been observeing her , it all stared after the sports day . Today is the fourth day ... no .. can't be . Third day because Monday was a holiday . Each time , when I go out to attend to a parent , she'd follow along .. and when everything is over , I noticed that she would sing the Ngaraku and then recite the Rukunegara . Without fail for three days .
She invites other friends along too . what I did today was so horrible to her that whatever browine points that I earned from her ,it all went in to the drain .. I locked her out ...
Me : Tmk , someone merajuk today .
Tmk: Who?
ME : NIlly .
Tmk:Okay , teacher Audra , I will ask NIlly what happened .
Tmk: NIlly what happened ? Come , tell me so then I can go and scold the teacher who
scolded you .
Tmk : Who made you merajuk ?
NIlly with tears in her eyes pointed at me .
I was observing the whole time , to tell you the truth she looked cute !!! I don't know what Tmk told her , so she went to sit in a corner .
Me : Nilly , come here please .
She refused .
Me: Girls , bring Nilly to me .
Still merajuk , so no choice , I have to pujuk her , I called her and she came over . She sat on my lap and I told her why I did what I did to her .. Yes , she was crying and Pras took her phone and took a shot of us . Don't know if it will be posted onto face book .
By the way, Nilly is still friends with me .
I do not know from where she gets her energy . She never feels tired . Words and more words are constantly coming out of her mouth .... words of songs .. wisdom ? That is another question .
So anyway , I have been observeing her , it all stared after the sports day . Today is the fourth day ... no .. can't be . Third day because Monday was a holiday . Each time , when I go out to attend to a parent , she'd follow along .. and when everything is over , I noticed that she would sing the Ngaraku and then recite the Rukunegara . Without fail for three days .
She invites other friends along too . what I did today was so horrible to her that whatever browine points that I earned from her ,it all went in to the drain .. I locked her out ...
Me : Tmk , someone merajuk today .
Tmk: Who?
ME : NIlly .
Tmk:Okay , teacher Audra , I will ask NIlly what happened .
Tmk: NIlly what happened ? Come , tell me so then I can go and scold the teacher who
scolded you .
Tmk : Who made you merajuk ?
NIlly with tears in her eyes pointed at me .
I was observing the whole time , to tell you the truth she looked cute !!! I don't know what Tmk told her , so she went to sit in a corner .
Me : Nilly , come here please .
She refused .
Me: Girls , bring Nilly to me .
Still merajuk , so no choice , I have to pujuk her , I called her and she came over . She sat on my lap and I told her why I did what I did to her .. Yes , she was crying and Pras took her phone and took a shot of us . Don't know if it will be posted onto face book .
By the way, Nilly is still friends with me .
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
My Rosary
It's beautiful . I cannot imagine that I could do it . The beads are so nice .It feels right in my hands . I admire my handy work almose everyday . I am learning and thanks to G , my hobby is taking shape . Yes , we are so excited and we have planned to meet up once my rosary is done .
Right now, I have finished the first decade and moving on into the second one .it's not always that I do it , I take a few days off and then I continue . You may ask why , because I am running out of eyepins and jumprings so I need to tread on very carefully .
I want this to be perfect. As usual , I have already placed my orders for more beads , eyepins and jumprings though I also may want to make necklesses and ear rings .. but for now those have to wait ..
I may make a trip tp Daiso to see what they have . This tip , I picked up from G !!!
Just to window shop , no need to buy !!!
I am making good progress .. if you look closely , it's as good as what you buy ... I am waiting for the rosary to be completed but I am taking my time and that is good .
Right now, I have finished the first decade and moving on into the second one .it's not always that I do it , I take a few days off and then I continue . You may ask why , because I am running out of eyepins and jumprings so I need to tread on very carefully .
I want this to be perfect. As usual , I have already placed my orders for more beads , eyepins and jumprings though I also may want to make necklesses and ear rings .. but for now those have to wait ..
I may make a trip tp Daiso to see what they have . This tip , I picked up from G !!!
Just to window shop , no need to buy !!!
I am making good progress .. if you look closely , it's as good as what you buy ... I am waiting for the rosary to be completed but I am taking my time and that is good .
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)