I have never driven far and everyone knows it . My journey began when I was told by my boss that I had to make a trip to Puncak Alam , and so I did some research okay, will not tell you that part , I will just tell you how the journey went ..
I thought that I would be late and I can't be late because the school has only one session and no matter what , I have to do what I can and besides going back the second day was just not right ....
I actually enjoyed my journey , in fact the roads reminded me so much of Limbang . When we were in Brunei , we used to got to Limbang and the roads were usually pretty quiet and the scenery was beautiful .... I had that effect as I was driving to Puncak Alam .. I felt relaxed , no rush .... I managed to destress myself on the way ..however there were some kill joy road users , ever so impatient but I never let them bother me ... I truly had a nice drive .
How have I grown and how I have steam rolled and paved the way with good intentions.... and still trying to
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Today
Today is a very quiet day maybe because with just the three of us at home , everyone is doing their own thing . So I plan to strat the day fresh , I have a reading class at 9 am to which I woke up at 6 am , cleaned up and went to the market with my dad .
Because it's the holidays , I don't really mind waking up early because I know for a fact that I definately will take a nap later . Like I said the day is unfolding pretty good and the sounds of birds chirpping is just a great way to start the day off.
I hope to have more days like this and tomorrow since I am not working I hope to wake up a little late than usual but let's see if that ever happens ....
Because it's the holidays , I don't really mind waking up early because I know for a fact that I definately will take a nap later . Like I said the day is unfolding pretty good and the sounds of birds chirpping is just a great way to start the day off.
I hope to have more days like this and tomorrow since I am not working I hope to wake up a little late than usual but let's see if that ever happens ....
Friday, March 12, 2010
i just don't know ....
Okay maybe I am a perfectionist by nature but each time , when I sit to do a task , I find myself wanting to do it well. ... I just don't know . Friends have questioned me and I am not a person who is a neat freak but .... I mean it's just so that each time I have to and must do well ....
Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .
I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .
Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!
Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .
I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .
Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
2 months
Two months has passed and next week , we move into the 3rd month. And I do not know what I did ... I just can't remember . One thing for sure .... running around like anything ....
It's so tiring .. mind you not the job .. the people . I wish there was more ... but I can't seem to say it out . And here I was thinking that everything would go on as normal ... It went as normal ... but I guess a little jagged edge will not kill me.I am made for this and I will not say it's over til I have done what I have to ..
Wednesday , we lost a dear friend and earlier to that an uncle and a cousin , whom I have never met before . Sad but we move on the most and even saddest part is how we think of the dead even if we do not know them ... Each day goes on and little by little we forge on . So everyone out there , love one another like there's not tomorrow even if it means your last .
It's so tiring .. mind you not the job .. the people . I wish there was more ... but I can't seem to say it out . And here I was thinking that everything would go on as normal ... It went as normal ... but I guess a little jagged edge will not kill me.I am made for this and I will not say it's over til I have done what I have to ..
Wednesday , we lost a dear friend and earlier to that an uncle and a cousin , whom I have never met before . Sad but we move on the most and even saddest part is how we think of the dead even if we do not know them ... Each day goes on and little by little we forge on . So everyone out there , love one another like there's not tomorrow even if it means your last .
Monday, February 15, 2010
My Farm
And once again ,I went completely nuts over the farm game that I have been playing ever since . I mean , friends have told me to get a life and when I thought that I was making so much money over it , my pc went bust .
Okay , virus ? I was hoping not , however I just could not get over the fact that since the virus had perfect timing to attack my pc , I was having a lousy timing . I just planted some red wheat and just imagine the profit , I would and could get out of it .. Yes , it's only virtual but still .......
I did the next best thing , I got some friends to help me out . Yup , go harvest my farm for me . That night , I said a prayer to the Lord , I said :' Lord , you have helped me so many times , and I am going to ask Mike to come on over to get it fixed . And I know that , I will be able to farm again on Sunday .
A miracle happened , as I predicted . It was not a virus attack .. whatever was bodering my pc went away as soon as Mike typed and clicked on something and I was was harvesting on Sunday .
Now , it has come to this ; only farm and harvest after 3 days ..
I am one happy camper of a farmer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay , virus ? I was hoping not , however I just could not get over the fact that since the virus had perfect timing to attack my pc , I was having a lousy timing . I just planted some red wheat and just imagine the profit , I would and could get out of it .. Yes , it's only virtual but still .......
I did the next best thing , I got some friends to help me out . Yup , go harvest my farm for me . That night , I said a prayer to the Lord , I said :' Lord , you have helped me so many times , and I am going to ask Mike to come on over to get it fixed . And I know that , I will be able to farm again on Sunday .
A miracle happened , as I predicted . It was not a virus attack .. whatever was bodering my pc went away as soon as Mike typed and clicked on something and I was was harvesting on Sunday .
Now , it has come to this ; only farm and harvest after 3 days ..
I am one happy camper of a farmer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 29, 2010
How Has It Been ? And HOnesty
Superlicious week ? Fraid not ... I mean what is wrong with the world today ? Did the humans wake up to the wrong side of the bed each morning ? What happened to honesty and all that jazz?
As a little girl, I was thought to be honest with not only with myself but also to those around me . Sadly it never happen that way . I am honest with myself but others were not . And at 37 I still do apologize when at fault .... and I do not hold any grudges .
It's a gift . One of the many gifts that we and some of us posess . The week has been not entirely smooth . Okay , maybe due to my high standards .. working ethics ... , I am a fussy pot but all in a good way . Some just say I am plain fussy .
Why ? Hmmm .. one thing is for sure , that explains why I am still single . Men cannot tahan .. fussyness ... so maybe , I should go and have some fun ?
The kids are perking up in school which is good ... the journey was quite tough but we managed .For the love of our country , I am a fussy pot .. I like things done in a quick and professional way . To some , its a tiring thing to do . But that is how I see it .
Okay so , should I just let everything get in the way and say it's okay even when it's not ?
As a little girl, I was thought to be honest with not only with myself but also to those around me . Sadly it never happen that way . I am honest with myself but others were not . And at 37 I still do apologize when at fault .... and I do not hold any grudges .
It's a gift . One of the many gifts that we and some of us posess . The week has been not entirely smooth . Okay , maybe due to my high standards .. working ethics ... , I am a fussy pot but all in a good way . Some just say I am plain fussy .
Why ? Hmmm .. one thing is for sure , that explains why I am still single . Men cannot tahan .. fussyness ... so maybe , I should go and have some fun ?
The kids are perking up in school which is good ... the journey was quite tough but we managed .For the love of our country , I am a fussy pot .. I like things done in a quick and professional way . To some , its a tiring thing to do . But that is how I see it .
Okay so , should I just let everything get in the way and say it's okay even when it's not ?
Friday, January 22, 2010
Ants were jumping and I didn't know it ...
My class as I have said before , year in and year out , it's like one giant circus . We have the trapeeze act in one corner , the acrobats , the clows and the tamers ...
Sadly there are no lions , bears or tigers unless they sing ... Mother Hen is calling ... Cluck , Cluck , Cluck . I will not go on with the rhyme but when you are in my class room and when you hear them sing , it can only mean one thing ; my kids love to sing and I feel really proud to have taught them that rhyme ..
I Like My Head is not too bad either .... but what gets me most is when I start to ask the class what they would like to sing .. and here comes trouble .
HBE: Teacher , not fair ,you always listen to LKYL .
LKYL : Simply tell people .
ER : LKYL , you are just a baby .
LKYL :Nooooooooooooooooooooooo !! Where Got ...
NS : Cikgu kenapa , selalu cikgu ikut aje ?
DSD : NOt all the time teacher must follow what you say .
This goes on for ten minutes in my class .... each day . If I were to listen to HBE , she will love me everyday of her life and if I happen to forget to bring them to the playground , HBE will go , Teacher , yesterday you said we will go to the playground . Why till now also not yet go ?
Okay , we will go now ......
Thank god it's Friday .......
Sadly there are no lions , bears or tigers unless they sing ... Mother Hen is calling ... Cluck , Cluck , Cluck . I will not go on with the rhyme but when you are in my class room and when you hear them sing , it can only mean one thing ; my kids love to sing and I feel really proud to have taught them that rhyme ..
I Like My Head is not too bad either .... but what gets me most is when I start to ask the class what they would like to sing .. and here comes trouble .
HBE: Teacher , not fair ,you always listen to LKYL .
LKYL : Simply tell people .
ER : LKYL , you are just a baby .
LKYL :Nooooooooooooooooooooooo !! Where Got ...
NS : Cikgu kenapa , selalu cikgu ikut aje ?
DSD : NOt all the time teacher must follow what you say .
This goes on for ten minutes in my class .... each day . If I were to listen to HBE , she will love me everyday of her life and if I happen to forget to bring them to the playground , HBE will go , Teacher , yesterday you said we will go to the playground . Why till now also not yet go ?
Okay , we will go now ......
Thank god it's Friday .......
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