I am feeling a little sad today . Yeah I could do with a little cheer . But I guess it will pass . I am disapointed as well . I can't seem to control everything and I don't want the stress . Seeing a certain someone has made me quite sad . I can't tell you who or why but I will blog and maybe after this I will not feel so sad anymore.
I don't need or want him to like me . Why ? I can't even begin to tell you why . Is it so hard to just click ? I know I am not an easy person to live with . We actually lives thousands of miles apart .
I guess I cannot force the hand of faith and I simply have to let it be . Maybe I am being overly sensitive about this . I could try again . But once bitten and you become twice as shy .
See , I feel a whole lot better now , I am glad I got to blog this . I just hope our friendship would continue to grow from afar.
I think that's the best . Being apart for so long, is better this way . At least I know that the next time when we meet a hello would be just good enough .
I am fine now , not so sad anymore and after this my life continues .
Monday, June 8, 2009
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Beofre I go to WORK
Well I thought since I will be going to work soon , I can post a story before I go . This is one of the perks of working so very close to your home .
Well, today is clean up day in school . I guess this will be one of the fastest clean ups that I will do . Tidy here and there and you're done . Should be back by 11 am . See sounds good ? Too good to be true .
Today is one of those days where my dad will be driving me to school , hehhe!!! Relax ,I drive every other day .
First stop will be the nasi lemak stall . Get my breakfast to go and I will be the happiest girl in town .
It's 7.09 am and I am way ahead of time . Maybe just a few more lines and that should do it .
The best part is I have finished my filing , progress reports and preparation of homework all done . This can only mean one thing and that is I will be resting while the other teachers will be busy getting their fair share of work done .
Well, today is clean up day in school . I guess this will be one of the fastest clean ups that I will do . Tidy here and there and you're done . Should be back by 11 am . See sounds good ? Too good to be true .
Today is one of those days where my dad will be driving me to school , hehhe!!! Relax ,I drive every other day .
First stop will be the nasi lemak stall . Get my breakfast to go and I will be the happiest girl in town .
It's 7.09 am and I am way ahead of time . Maybe just a few more lines and that should do it .
The best part is I have finished my filing , progress reports and preparation of homework all done . This can only mean one thing and that is I will be resting while the other teachers will be busy getting their fair share of work done .
Saturday, June 6, 2009
My First Swap
Okay I'm like thinking should I do it or not ? The swap I meant of course .. what then .....
So here I am or rather there was I and I was trying to find a simple swap . I started off with a simple swap . Why ? Because like some or for some , we need to test the waters first . Yup toe in first then once you get comfortable then you jump right in . Full steam ahead .
Now here is the thing , I have to make or buy Three postcards and write funny quotes on them .Easy . Now I have to wait and see who my partners are.
Not to worry as I have consultants at hand to advice me on this !!! She knows who she is .
I just hope that this swap will be a success and then of course I will swap more often .
Now , I have a class to attend to .
Tata
So here I am or rather there was I and I was trying to find a simple swap . I started off with a simple swap . Why ? Because like some or for some , we need to test the waters first . Yup toe in first then once you get comfortable then you jump right in . Full steam ahead .
Now here is the thing , I have to make or buy Three postcards and write funny quotes on them .Easy . Now I have to wait and see who my partners are.
Not to worry as I have consultants at hand to advice me on this !!! She knows who she is .
I just hope that this swap will be a success and then of course I will swap more often .
Now , I have a class to attend to .
Tata
Friday, June 5, 2009
The Pig -- THe Patron Saint.... OF Cleanliness.
There was once a pig and she was no ordinary pig . She was the neatest pig in the whole pen . She has four brothers and they were all dirty looking not to mention their pens .
Anyway , one day the neighbors got jealous of this neat pig . Because ,I mean how can a pig be so neat and tidy when we all knew that pigs were suppose to be full of dirt!!!!!!
So they set up a council and voted among themselves to have the pig evacuated from her pen . When the father pig heard this , he pleaded with the pig to change her lifestyle and get mud and grime all over her pen and everywhere so that she could be saved.
But no , she was an educated pig and that was a big NO !! She refused . One of the members reported this to the council . They in turn reported the matter to the chief .
It was later said that this so called clean pig ended up as someone's dish on a platter .
The story does not end here , when she was slaughtered , she was sent right up to PIG HEAVEN. There , she was crowned as a patron saint for all pigs .
So , it was said again pigs in the world would have a special gathering in her honor.But this was no ordinary gathering . It was a time when all pigs would clean up their pens and word has it , that is usually lasts for five minutes and then it would be messed up in no time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you liked this tale ...
Anyway , one day the neighbors got jealous of this neat pig . Because ,I mean how can a pig be so neat and tidy when we all knew that pigs were suppose to be full of dirt!!!!!!
So they set up a council and voted among themselves to have the pig evacuated from her pen . When the father pig heard this , he pleaded with the pig to change her lifestyle and get mud and grime all over her pen and everywhere so that she could be saved.
But no , she was an educated pig and that was a big NO !! She refused . One of the members reported this to the council . They in turn reported the matter to the chief .
It was later said that this so called clean pig ended up as someone's dish on a platter .
The story does not end here , when she was slaughtered , she was sent right up to PIG HEAVEN. There , she was crowned as a patron saint for all pigs .
So , it was said again pigs in the world would have a special gathering in her honor.But this was no ordinary gathering . It was a time when all pigs would clean up their pens and word has it , that is usually lasts for five minutes and then it would be messed up in no time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hope you liked this tale ...
Why I Blog
Basically why I blog is to get things off my chest . At times I have something nice to say but I guess I have been saying nice things all this while . No , bad things will not do . Just the easy stuff . It lets off steam at least .
Pretty much of which is / was caused by none other than ME . But this is not why I blog . I blog for the sake of it and everyone in town is blogging . No , that's too lame . Let's face it , I just want to show everyone my typing and blogging skills ... that is not the reason as well.
Okay , I will cut to the chase , some blog for a particular reason . Some blog as I have mentioned earlier, that others does it and so do they . For me I am just trying to see if I can really do it . I mean I have done it , but blogging gives me space to say what I want to and be happy about what I have said .
There ,
Okay go ahead and say that this latest post is so overly lame . It's okay you won't hurt my feelings!!!!
Pretty much of which is / was caused by none other than ME . But this is not why I blog . I blog for the sake of it and everyone in town is blogging . No , that's too lame . Let's face it , I just want to show everyone my typing and blogging skills ... that is not the reason as well.
Okay , I will cut to the chase , some blog for a particular reason . Some blog as I have mentioned earlier, that others does it and so do they . For me I am just trying to see if I can really do it . I mean I have done it , but blogging gives me space to say what I want to and be happy about what I have said .
There ,
Okay go ahead and say that this latest post is so overly lame . It's okay you won't hurt my feelings!!!!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
The not so greatest news .
Here's the thing . We have a few teachers who will be painting our classes . WHy ? They are so nice that's why . So the deal was they paint and we will go and clean up our classes .
Okay fine , yesterday they arrived and did the painting . Today my friend said that we can go on MOnday to clean up our classes . OKay fine nice right ? Well not so nice , because they did not paint our classes . So now , my friend and me will have no clean walls . But we can't go make noise cos we refused to paint and these people came to paint for us instead .( Bless them ).
Now can you please tell me , how would we look if we were to go and ask ? Hmmmm............. simple let it be . We will just go and arrange or class as it was and pretended that this never happened . How's that ?
Hey, we are the good guys too okay !!!!
Okay fine , yesterday they arrived and did the painting . Today my friend said that we can go on MOnday to clean up our classes . OKay fine nice right ? Well not so nice , because they did not paint our classes . So now , my friend and me will have no clean walls . But we can't go make noise cos we refused to paint and these people came to paint for us instead .( Bless them ).
Now can you please tell me , how would we look if we were to go and ask ? Hmmmm............. simple let it be . We will just go and arrange or class as it was and pretended that this never happened . How's that ?
Hey, we are the good guys too okay !!!!
WHat do I ever think of ?
Seriously , what do I ever think of ?
Many things actually ...If I were to say I think of DEATH .. It's not a good thought . I mean why think of the end when the beginning is the most important in our lives . If I were to speak of death so freely in my home , I would have to go for confession. Because such a thought should never enter into ones head .
Anyway , I will not be depressed and talk about death. Instead here is what actually I about most of the times when I am awake ;
I think of;
puppies
books
colors
water
children
being happy and just being me
To tell you the truth , the list goes on and on . I don't even care if no one ever reads what I write , It's just the thought of letting some steam off my head . Like I said , these are just some thoughts put into words . Yup it will not make any sense to some but to me it will and it does .
Many things actually ...If I were to say I think of DEATH .. It's not a good thought . I mean why think of the end when the beginning is the most important in our lives . If I were to speak of death so freely in my home , I would have to go for confession. Because such a thought should never enter into ones head .
Anyway , I will not be depressed and talk about death. Instead here is what actually I about most of the times when I am awake ;
I think of;
puppies
books
colors
water
children
being happy and just being me
To tell you the truth , the list goes on and on . I don't even care if no one ever reads what I write , It's just the thought of letting some steam off my head . Like I said , these are just some thoughts put into words . Yup it will not make any sense to some but to me it will and it does .
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