tau foo fa

i remember , when i was little girl there was this old crickety man who would ride his bicycle selling one of the most finest tau foo fa in the land .. to those of you who stayed in Air Panas will remember this man ..


when he comes , we would rush out, just so we cold buy a jug or a cup of tau foo fa from him .. it was so yummy and i never forget that memory .. in fact , now we don't get to see people coming round to our houses to sell . to pass the guard house is another matter all together but those were the days .....


yesterday, a friend of mine came over to my place to get her slacks altered and she brought a long some tau foo fa ... when i saw it i was so glad because usually we will go to the market nearby to my house to buy but for nearly a few months we never bought any because when we go to the market,the tau foo fa seller is not there ....


so no chance of getting it .. i mean there are places which sells good tau foo fa it's either too far or we just could not be bothered to go.. anyway .. after eating the tau foo fa .. perut rasa sedap !!!!!!!

broken wings

i remember this tale so well ... thumberlina ... how the sparrow broke its wings and how thumberlina nursed it back to health ...


take, this broken wings and learn to fly ......


in life i too,suffered many broken wings ... in fact , many of us .. so,how did we managed to heal ourselves ? most of the times we cannot even remember how but along the way,came GOd who healed and touched us , then we had friends who did the same and our parents too.

one way or another we somehow found that comfort that we needed and from there we moved along .

we broke our wings by having GOD healed it,and so our journey continues with courage and we followed along ..are we ready to give up everything that we have,and take up the cross that jesus'is offering to us ?

and so the story ..

today has been a blessing for me .. we had the way of the cross in our home yesterday and i hope that i would have a truly blessed Easter this year and whatever that i pray for will be lifted up .. i think i have started to come to realize that there are areas in my own life that needs sharpening .. and i am going to do it one by one ...


as to what i was feeling lately and over the months , has now come to rest for now and it will , that is my feelings will have another roller coaster ride .. but that can wait ... for later ...

i mean, life is just as it is and we will never know what will come next ..

following as to what i have said earlier, i may want to see more of Jesus in every person that i meet in my life .. now that may take a lot of prayers ...

you are my all in all

have you ever heard this song ? it has a nice tune .. where it says that you're a precious jewel .. yes Jesus is our precious jewel ... as i post this the lyrics refuse to come to mind ....

hopefully as i get through this post i would be able to remember the lyrics .. not most of it , maybe just 3 lines will do !!!!


right now i am humming the tune and still no lyrics comes to mind only this ,
.. Jesus lamb of god , worthy is your name.....


right , i am not going to try .. hard at all ... but one thing i know for sure is that Jesus is and will always be my saviour ..... with lent coming soon , i hope i can be a good servant .


not to just meditate and pray but at the same time try to at least see Jesus in others ...

fast ...

today being ash Wednesday , i was reminded by my mum that i need to fast for half a day ... and because of this , i can only eat fish and that goes for Fridays too.

when i got to work , i was so busy and all , i forgot all about eating and i went along plodding ... and the time sure went so fast today , went for a meeting and then i felt hungry ..


after our meeting , we went to have our lunch ..by then it was already almost 2.30 pm .. so lapar . we went to this Muslim shop and this was not our first time ... so i ate white rice , egg sambal and fried fish .. so yummy !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i thought that i was not hungry but i actually was ....


anyway , everything ended on a nice note and now i am at home .. resting just got back from mass ..

spies like us

have you seen the movie ? it's an old movie and i remember cheevy chase acting .. it's a comedy and do you know what is the meaning of SPY ?


hold on , the dictionary just happen to be next to me ,.. let's look it up and see what it says ... okay here we go .. spy ...it's a noun , and it says , a person employed to obtain secret information ; a person who secretly watches others ; spying ,spied , spied upon ; act as a spy ; catch sight of .


so there it is .. personally i hate spies but do you know that they make money ? no , this is just what i think ..... spies to me are just puppets on a string and they they need that string to pull them into action .. no strings they are just like a lifeless doll ... so what is the point ..


you not only hurt yourself but others that you love and care about .. you loose balance and loose trust in yourself .....


but i can tell you this , just be yourself ...

waiting for a star to fall

.. waiting for a star to fall ..carry your heart into my arms .. that's where you belong in my arms yeah .. yeah .... ..



so here we are once again , each of us , waiting for a star to fall.. and when that happens , to each and every one us , do we really or are we really going to jump for joy ? just imagine , for one , just that one slit second just imagine if stars just fell onto our laps ...


i would imagine too , how many faces would light up for those stars ...i think some of us would be happy and thankful for that moment ...
if a star would fall onto my lap , i think i want it to be a star of happiness ... and a courage star would be good too...


ad it so happens , we have to face reality .. and that tomorrow is a monday and most of us are working ... why not just for today , let's just be thankful for the stars that have landed onto pour laps .................. for now