i don't feel like blogging

i don't feel like blogging because i have nothing to say or talk about .. i feel sleepy and i need another break .... which is coming soon ...soon means soon ... then i have this feeling of ... i cannot find the word to it but i will carry on anyway and this is not making sense at all and since when does life makes any sense ?


then there is this feeling of , if i could just sleep in a hotel and have everyone serve me .... ok that is so not going to take place .

now , i have this nagging pain and throb over my shoulder blades ...what is it that makes me tick ... ok i think you better not read this post for i have to dash out again on a mission .. the mission is to send to two boys to their grandmas and after that more shopping minus the money ... heck .. since i do not feel like blogging today , i have already said too much ...

great december

not only did it rain cats and dogs today , i had a nice time in school .. not having fun , but had fun drawing and preparing charts for our classes ..

there were a few enquiries and some came over to make payments .. the day got better with the rain and it was cosy .. we were yawning away ...and there was no hantu .... a few days ago a few of my teachers were saying how they heard noises in the morning .. it could only mean one thing , i means sounds travel through anything right ?



like just the other day when i saw a shadow of a 5 year old boy . it appeared at the back of my friend's head .. i just told her .. 'hey tmk .. there is a boy behind you '...well all i can say is .. it's just your imagination ...

forgive

they said that in order to forgive is to forget .. how many of us can actually forget .. maybe some of us got hurt badly and we just could not find it in our hearts to forgive ..


how do we forgive ?


we could start by saying sorry and that is a start .. even to say sorry is so hard at times .. it's like a dent in your ego.. and then you feel that you have to admit it and everyone will then come know how weak you are ..

but aren't we all humans after all ?


sometimes , it's best not to say anything at all ...there is a Father in heaven who will always look down on us with love .. he forgives . are we willing to forgive ?

excited

i am excited regardless of what took place today .. today was just another day . i finally got my crystal beads and soon i will get to work on revamping my mum's rosary .. today i spend a good half hour removing the unwanted stuff especially the cappings for the rosary beads ..


however, the glass beads from the existing rosary will be recycled to make another rosary for me . they have lost their sparkle and i actually used my facial mask cream to wash and soak them for an hour .. believe me it worked ..


then i rinsed them in clear running water .. ( pipe water ) pat them dry a few times and .. ta....da .... they came out as shinning as ever ... and to those beads , i am using a pair of existing cross and center piece from Rome .... so everything will be recycled and made into another rosary .....


i am waiting to find the right time to get it done but i am taking my time because i want it to be special ...

why has it been so .....

i believe that i work very hard and so do most of us out there .. and most of the time we do not care about ourselves and we tend to put others before us , most of the time ... we sacrifice ourselves for others and only to be kicked in the butt in the end ..


so why do we do this ? is it because we want to get people to notice us and hand us big time achievement awards ? in our life we sacrifice for others .. at times we do it so often , it becomes like a part time job ... something that others expect of us..to do .


isn't it about time that we stopped doing that and just pay attention to ourselves for once ... just once .. i am sure we can figure out a way to make it right ..

just don't think .. act it out for us , only us ....

easier said than done , having being taught to care , share , give by our parents .. rules are rules , it is meant to be broken for a good cause ...

perhaps in the coming days i could just do thinngs the way i want to .. hmm

... ride a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

have you ever tried riding a caterpillar with a saddle on it ? i have not tried it either .. imagine if i did , i would be the talk of the town ...

it sounds fun and it's sure to put a lot of smiles .... if i could , i would ride one today ...


but alas, this is something that you and i can only imagine ... what a sight !!!

there we are on that caterpillar and we have the whole universe to us and not a care in the world ....


how we would go bobbing up and down .. and never want to come down to earth .. i bet the children would love a ride on it too ..

so shall we get on a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

thanksgiving

what is thanksgiving ? for me it's about being thankful for all that we have in a simple way .. we could be thankful for many things .... but i suppose being thankful for things within our reach is just about good enough too...


we don't celebrate thanksgiving in Malaysia but in America and Canada they do ...think of all the food laid on the table and not to forget the turkey ....


i have seen on tv , the family sits down to a meal , maybe they would say grace and tuck in and each family member will have to say what they are thankful for ... it's kinda nice ....

perhaps i might celebrate thanksgiving next year and for this year , happy thanksgiving everyone !!!!

be thankful for what we have ... amen