why has it been so .....

i believe that i work very hard and so do most of us out there .. and most of the time we do not care about ourselves and we tend to put others before us , most of the time ... we sacrifice ourselves for others and only to be kicked in the butt in the end ..


so why do we do this ? is it because we want to get people to notice us and hand us big time achievement awards ? in our life we sacrifice for others .. at times we do it so often , it becomes like a part time job ... something that others expect of us..to do .


isn't it about time that we stopped doing that and just pay attention to ourselves for once ... just once .. i am sure we can figure out a way to make it right ..

just don't think .. act it out for us , only us ....

easier said than done , having being taught to care , share , give by our parents .. rules are rules , it is meant to be broken for a good cause ...

perhaps in the coming days i could just do thinngs the way i want to .. hmm

... ride a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

have you ever tried riding a caterpillar with a saddle on it ? i have not tried it either .. imagine if i did , i would be the talk of the town ...

it sounds fun and it's sure to put a lot of smiles .... if i could , i would ride one today ...


but alas, this is something that you and i can only imagine ... what a sight !!!

there we are on that caterpillar and we have the whole universe to us and not a care in the world ....


how we would go bobbing up and down .. and never want to come down to earth .. i bet the children would love a ride on it too ..

so shall we get on a caterpillar with a saddle on it ?

thanksgiving

what is thanksgiving ? for me it's about being thankful for all that we have in a simple way .. we could be thankful for many things .... but i suppose being thankful for things within our reach is just about good enough too...


we don't celebrate thanksgiving in Malaysia but in America and Canada they do ...think of all the food laid on the table and not to forget the turkey ....


i have seen on tv , the family sits down to a meal , maybe they would say grace and tuck in and each family member will have to say what they are thankful for ... it's kinda nice ....

perhaps i might celebrate thanksgiving next year and for this year , happy thanksgiving everyone !!!!

be thankful for what we have ... amen

greed

.. greed consumes you whole and leave you hanging . greed .. makes you to want it all and it's all about never having enough ... greed is like the devil himself ....



greed is smart , it will hang you by the tail for wanting more ...greed makes a person so powerful ,so powerful that others bow down to your every need ... greed does not take no for an answer ..


it holds you to a tie that binds you and there is no escape .. the only escape is ..when greed sets you free and that is when it leave you empty inside .. everything else is gone ..


a man falls to his knees because of greed . it consumes and eat you whole .

thursday

i wonder what Thursday would bring me .. perhaps a name or a number .. it could be anything . i would prefer if Thursday would bring me good news , love news , married news , new born news . anything at all .. I'd wait for her sharing ...



Thursday has brought me a wonderful morning to start with .... nice smells coming from the kitchen ... birds are not chirpy this morning .. do you know why Thursday ?


perhaps like us Thursday does not have all of the answers ...one thing for sure Thursday could sure use a break and that is why we have Friday !!!

up , up and away WE went!!

well , it's not about superman who went up , up in the air to save the world it's more about the events that took place in my life ...


from the beginning , it was such a dream and then i felt that i was onto this fast train and then there was no holding back .. i remember if I'd get pass this ..


it was quite tough for me at first because i did not believe in myself and i thought that i could not pull it off . so much has happened and i am wondering right not how did i do it .. and it was not i alone that did it .. it was my team that did it ..


we pulled through rough seas and quiet down when the seas were calm ... and then , we reached a couple of high notes again and then it was calm again .. but seriously , i could not have done it without my team...



impossible , i would have said so ... silent prayers were said each time and it took a lot of patience to get where we are today .. i have truly enjoyed a joyous voyage .

angel

.. the angel of the Lord came down and Glory shone around .....



..the time has come, once again , the angel searches , finds high and low for where she could go ... should she follow the star as usual or should she just stay put with all of the other angels in heaven .....



it has been directed that each angel,take up at least one task per year ... for the coming Christmas .. they have to decide where they should dwell to earn a golden star point .. each golden star point enables them to spend a longer time in the Magical Chamber .. in that Magical Chamber an angel could wish anything that they asked for .. provided that they embark on a quest and the assignment that they undertake is completed and satisfied by the elders of the Magical Chamber .



it has been said so ... the longer an angel dwells and complete her assignments and tasks and the humans are satisfied , the angel gets to live permanently with the humans , once this is done , there is no turning back .....