Kena Tikam and how it hurt

See friends come and go .. but the worst of all mothers of friends are the ones who stabs you in the back just to get what they want and they usually do but not all the time . And here we go and ask the one million ringgit question and that is ,what do they get out of it or this ?

Perhaps a nice fat salary , taking over where you cannot perform ,and the list goes on . So what are you gonna do about it ? Nothing ? Think again .

Well, there is a lot that we could do just to get back at the person who tikam us ? Would this be a good time to ignore what we know and move in for the kill ? Nope .. why ? Because we are cowards in our approach to each other and as long as no one shakes our boat , we a fine about it .......... Well wrong and wrong again .

Lte's face it ,the person who tikams you by the back has an agenda and it's not the the agenda clothing line which Jaya Jusco carries in it's outlets !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay clothes aside and let us analyze this ...

One thing that comes to mind is who ever is tikaming us by the back is afraid . She is so afraid even to go to the ladies on her own !!!!!!!!!!!!! and yes she needs a back up plan to get back at us...


Now , As far as I know , my poeple do not this kind of game . We move in positively and professionally . We ask , find out , find out more and if we can't get any answers , we still find out and the last resort would be to take this guys out one by one by tying them to the chair ..... just to tie ..... and if this does not work for either party , easy peasy and lemony squeezy .... we will just have to live with them .

My only One Tribe --- Seranis

Each time when I make a trip down to Malacca,I would always cherish the days that I spent there and the people around me. It has been awhile and special in many ways for me to always look forward to my trips to Malacca. I am even green with envy as most of my cousins are in Malacca.


When I am there I am the happiest person on earth and when the day comes for me to travel back to K.L. I will sulk . It's the simple life that I like and I never want to come back . As I was saying to my parents today that , my real life is in Malacca . I belong there with my people and my fake life is In K.L.

Funnily enough there never enough of days when I am in Malacca.Like today we went for mass at the square which was held in a hall. It was simple and yet so meaningful . The priest who said the mass this morning was simple and nice. He got the kids involved and everything was so simple . Just as I liked it .


The faces on my people was so amazing , simple life no urgency unlike in K.L. Everything has to be rushed . I am seriously thinking of moving my parents over there as they are also from Malacca. There are people who care for them and everyone is family and warm towards each other .


All I can do is pray that our wish would come through for us .We hope that everything will fall into place with the LOrd's help.In the mean time , we as a family will pray for what we want and get Mother Mary to intercede for us .

Now I know and finally

Now I know that I have been loved and I also know that after six months I finally got it .. and how many times have I nodded my head to say " I GET IT" ?


Countless of times , I lost count myself . It seems that on that fateful day I went to another school to get something .... and it was there , that I got my answer . My answer was simply .... "DON'T GIVE UP , YOU CAN DO IT" . I may have got it then .


Through and through, I did not understand because my mind refuse to understand it . Why ? I mean why must it be so ?

I feel nice now knowing that there are people who are out there to help me and not to forget that there are people out there who are out to get me .


Okay , I am being silly again .. whatever it is ... I know I am loved and I wait for swords to be put down and we we live as one .

Change

Change of hairstyle , change of food intake , change of weather you name it and most of us are afraid of change . Namely ME !! Why ? Because I have lived in a comfort zone and too afraid to step out of it ...

Someone once asked me to step out from my comfort zone and I never knew that I was in a COMFORT ZONE ....I thought that since everything was going on like clock work in my everyday life , I guess that was pretty normal .

So how am I going to take that step for a better change in my life?
I could take baby steps which is not that hard , intial steps , will be a bit tough..
... Okay I have decided that starting tomorrow I will seize the day as it comes, not worry about anything , be the first to blow bubbles under water with my eyes open , get married and have kids and throw evvery caution to the wind and have a meaningful live ahead .... and finally learn how to swim !!!



Sounds easy enough . Let's see how I fair .....

Where ... ?

I tried to find you but I just don't see you around,hardly a word or a call and everything is silent.My heart breaks and yearn and yet you're too far away from me . Is anything wrong ? Or perhaps I may have said too much .

Where................?


I don't feel nice and my heart is yearning for a friend to talk to . Maybe someday we will both come to realise that we were meant to be togahter .


Where.............?


For now everything seems fine . I just wished that things were different . I miss your chatter and laughter .We have grown apart .

Where............?


Maybe this is not the right time , so when will it be ? Don' stay away for too long.

Where............?

Choose , choosed , chosen

Call it what you want and I am sure that each one of us were given the gift to choose . To choose from right and wrong and know that whatever the choices that we have made , there is no room for regrets .


For some , a choice is something like A , B or a C the list goes on . One thing for sure that every one of us deserves to choose.SO what is your choice? Having to stand at the corner while everyone steam rolls you or stand up for what you believe in and make that right choice?

So what is the difference between choosing and speaking up ?

Lean On Me

'..... the children fail because of their teacher '


Now, as we all know we need someone to lean on . Yesterday we saw a movie ,Lean On Me and Morgan Freeman acted as the no nonsense principal of the school . Strict to the core and when he spoke , no one spoke .. but one thing that caught my attention that , the teachers , no matter what , never gave up on ther students ... and I for one , felt like hugging all of them.


The show moves along and focus on four students,they skipped class,bullied everyone that got in their way .In one scene , shows the four students being questioned by the principal and the first thing he did was to get them to sing the school song.He waited .... and they sang acapella right infront of him .. he was amazed and so were we .

Lean On Me means to lean on someone when you need a shoulder... and when you're not strong .. Lean On Me means that no matter what, we will catch you when you fall.