Yesterday , and for the rest of my life , I wonder if I would ever , ever be happy . I guess I am glad to say that for now , I am happy . I mean with all the simpleness of life .. who would'nt be right ? I am not saying that this simple life of mine is wrong . There is no right or wrong . It's all trial and error .... okay I just said that about life and that is how I see it ... life.
I am happy , with no rush and no fuss . Others , rush and fuss about and I cannot understand what is the fuss and rush about . I guess , I am one of the lucky ones . I still say no rush and no fuss. I'd like to think that all of us just for a day , stop rushing or fussing about but I guess that wold be like asking a sheep to turn itself into a cow !!!! Go figure !!
So in all the rush and fuss , stop fussing and rushing ...
Bye for now ...
Sunday, March 14, 2010
My New Found Hobby
Finally there is life outside of Farm Ville afterall , I have found a new hobby , and G is going to teach me all about it .. I am so excited that I cannot wait to go get my tools and whatever else that I need .
As I was sleeping last night , I woke up a few times just to make sure that what I had told G was real .... hmmmm.... I think it's basically the joy of doing something . And I am sure I would be happy with the finished product .. no , it's not about selling them once I have mastered the art , it's all about the joy of creating and giving ..... but you might never know one day .......
Okay the semangat in me is already there now , I just need to do and try it out .. it will be fun hhahaahah .. Wish me luck ..
As I was sleeping last night , I woke up a few times just to make sure that what I had told G was real .... hmmmm.... I think it's basically the joy of doing something . And I am sure I would be happy with the finished product .. no , it's not about selling them once I have mastered the art , it's all about the joy of creating and giving ..... but you might never know one day .......
Okay the semangat in me is already there now , I just need to do and try it out .. it will be fun hhahaahah .. Wish me luck ..
Saturday, March 13, 2010
PUncak Alam the journey that was....
I have never driven far and everyone knows it . My journey began when I was told by my boss that I had to make a trip to Puncak Alam , and so I did some research okay, will not tell you that part , I will just tell you how the journey went ..
I thought that I would be late and I can't be late because the school has only one session and no matter what , I have to do what I can and besides going back the second day was just not right ....
I actually enjoyed my journey , in fact the roads reminded me so much of Limbang . When we were in Brunei , we used to got to Limbang and the roads were usually pretty quiet and the scenery was beautiful .... I had that effect as I was driving to Puncak Alam .. I felt relaxed , no rush .... I managed to destress myself on the way ..however there were some kill joy road users , ever so impatient but I never let them bother me ... I truly had a nice drive .
I thought that I would be late and I can't be late because the school has only one session and no matter what , I have to do what I can and besides going back the second day was just not right ....
I actually enjoyed my journey , in fact the roads reminded me so much of Limbang . When we were in Brunei , we used to got to Limbang and the roads were usually pretty quiet and the scenery was beautiful .... I had that effect as I was driving to Puncak Alam .. I felt relaxed , no rush .... I managed to destress myself on the way ..however there were some kill joy road users , ever so impatient but I never let them bother me ... I truly had a nice drive .
Today
Today is a very quiet day maybe because with just the three of us at home , everyone is doing their own thing . So I plan to strat the day fresh , I have a reading class at 9 am to which I woke up at 6 am , cleaned up and went to the market with my dad .
Because it's the holidays , I don't really mind waking up early because I know for a fact that I definately will take a nap later . Like I said the day is unfolding pretty good and the sounds of birds chirpping is just a great way to start the day off.
I hope to have more days like this and tomorrow since I am not working I hope to wake up a little late than usual but let's see if that ever happens ....
Because it's the holidays , I don't really mind waking up early because I know for a fact that I definately will take a nap later . Like I said the day is unfolding pretty good and the sounds of birds chirpping is just a great way to start the day off.
I hope to have more days like this and tomorrow since I am not working I hope to wake up a little late than usual but let's see if that ever happens ....
Friday, March 12, 2010
i just don't know ....
Okay maybe I am a perfectionist by nature but each time , when I sit to do a task , I find myself wanting to do it well. ... I just don't know . Friends have questioned me and I am not a person who is a neat freak but .... I mean it's just so that each time I have to and must do well ....
Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .
I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .
Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!
Like today , during art , I ask everyone , I mean the teachers to do a paper folding of a whale . I just could not let it be , I even made waves , cut it out , and pasted onto the whale's body .. and everyone was like , 'ye lah tu lebih aje '.. 'nak tunjuk lah tu '. But I had no intention to tunjuk, in fact, I just like to extend my activity that's all and if others are to follow good and if not it's okay .
I just enjoy what I do and I must have something extra like ... the land animals that I did with the kids , minus all the animals ... it was a nice piece of work and all I need are those cheap plastic animals .. and I am done ..... I call it fun and exciting but I do not know what others may want to call it .
Like anything else , I have great respect for people who go all out to do thier best and do something good and well ...... so , do I need to climb higher to achieve that big chunk of success ? YES I DO !!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
2 months
Two months has passed and next week , we move into the 3rd month. And I do not know what I did ... I just can't remember . One thing for sure .... running around like anything ....
It's so tiring .. mind you not the job .. the people . I wish there was more ... but I can't seem to say it out . And here I was thinking that everything would go on as normal ... It went as normal ... but I guess a little jagged edge will not kill me.I am made for this and I will not say it's over til I have done what I have to ..
Wednesday , we lost a dear friend and earlier to that an uncle and a cousin , whom I have never met before . Sad but we move on the most and even saddest part is how we think of the dead even if we do not know them ... Each day goes on and little by little we forge on . So everyone out there , love one another like there's not tomorrow even if it means your last .
It's so tiring .. mind you not the job .. the people . I wish there was more ... but I can't seem to say it out . And here I was thinking that everything would go on as normal ... It went as normal ... but I guess a little jagged edge will not kill me.I am made for this and I will not say it's over til I have done what I have to ..
Wednesday , we lost a dear friend and earlier to that an uncle and a cousin , whom I have never met before . Sad but we move on the most and even saddest part is how we think of the dead even if we do not know them ... Each day goes on and little by little we forge on . So everyone out there , love one another like there's not tomorrow even if it means your last .
Monday, February 15, 2010
My Farm
And once again ,I went completely nuts over the farm game that I have been playing ever since . I mean , friends have told me to get a life and when I thought that I was making so much money over it , my pc went bust .
Okay , virus ? I was hoping not , however I just could not get over the fact that since the virus had perfect timing to attack my pc , I was having a lousy timing . I just planted some red wheat and just imagine the profit , I would and could get out of it .. Yes , it's only virtual but still .......
I did the next best thing , I got some friends to help me out . Yup , go harvest my farm for me . That night , I said a prayer to the Lord , I said :' Lord , you have helped me so many times , and I am going to ask Mike to come on over to get it fixed . And I know that , I will be able to farm again on Sunday .
A miracle happened , as I predicted . It was not a virus attack .. whatever was bodering my pc went away as soon as Mike typed and clicked on something and I was was harvesting on Sunday .
Now , it has come to this ; only farm and harvest after 3 days ..
I am one happy camper of a farmer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay , virus ? I was hoping not , however I just could not get over the fact that since the virus had perfect timing to attack my pc , I was having a lousy timing . I just planted some red wheat and just imagine the profit , I would and could get out of it .. Yes , it's only virtual but still .......
I did the next best thing , I got some friends to help me out . Yup , go harvest my farm for me . That night , I said a prayer to the Lord , I said :' Lord , you have helped me so many times , and I am going to ask Mike to come on over to get it fixed . And I know that , I will be able to farm again on Sunday .
A miracle happened , as I predicted . It was not a virus attack .. whatever was bodering my pc went away as soon as Mike typed and clicked on something and I was was harvesting on Sunday .
Now , it has come to this ; only farm and harvest after 3 days ..
I am one happy camper of a farmer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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