So What Now ?

So what now ? with half of the year approaching and it's pretty soon , I might say . Well , I am enjoying work for one . It's something that I like and no I am not a workaholic .. what else is there to do ...

I am waiting for my concert CD to be ready and I gave it to be dubbed and I am still waiting for it . I have started some cool moves and I hope that the children could follow and yes I want nama too.
That's because I worked so hard .

Anyway I hope it will be a good year till the end ...

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I have not blogged for the past few days and there is just one reason for it --- TIRED , I may have overdone things a bit and I felt the strain . Everything else my life seems to be okay at the moment and I really do not know when it will start to be hectic again .

Maybe it's the sun . It has been kinda sunny lately and dry as well and not to forget the bee hive in front of the school . Speaking about bee hives , the MBSA was suppose to tackle the problem however the bees seems to have left the coop . Yup, no bees to be seen anywhere .

We parked our cars this morning and to our surprise , no bees in plain sight ! Later a friend told us that the bees left the hive at 6 pm .......

I am still a little tired and sleepy right now .
Should just get to bed .

Melina

I was thinking . I mean I don't know Michael Jackson however I wrote about him and sadly enough I lost a dear friend Melina to cancer just two days ago and I did not even write or blogged about her . Some friend I am .

I met Melina ages ago when we were together in our caroling group . The thing about Melina was , she was petite and she had a big voice , she loved to laugh and she was a bubbly person .

I admire her will and courage because no matter what without fail , after work , she would take a bus to church for her choir practice . After the practice , friends would take her home . She loved to sing . This went on for a long time . What I knew about her personally was that she was single ... that was all . I don't know where is her hometown or who are her family members . All I knew was ,where ever I was, she was there be it for a rosary session or for some meetings in church.

Just two days ago I found out from a friend that she was from Ipoh and that she has only one sibling . See , I felt so sad because I never asked this when she was alive . I only knew so little about her .

I went to her house a few times and I remember clearly during one of the meetings held in her home , I opened her fridge to get something out and there in her fridge was a few bottles of facial cream.

Me : Melina why do you keep your facial cream in the fridge?
Melina : Then it will really be cold when I put it on my face ... ( she giggles ..)
Me : That's a good idea .

And guess what ? Now I keep my eyeliner in the fridge !!!! Don't ask but many have guessed . I picked this trick from her .

As I look at her picture the other day , I could hear her laughter so clearly in my mind. The way she spoke . I said my goodbyes to her even though I was unable to go for her funeral . But before I log off , another thing about Melina was --- her handbag . She has the most amazing stuff in that bag and if you feel unwell just open her handbag .From minyak angin to Panadol ... everything was in THAT BAG !!!!

Melina , we miss you , we wish you good journey and Rest In Peace .. dear friend .

Parent's Day

On a lighter note , today was our parent's day and it went so fine that I am so proud of myself . This is where I brag about myself............ I was better prepared and I knew what I wanted to say . I felt so glad that the parents are aware that their child has improved however some are sad over the fact that their former class teacher should have pushed them harder . Well in a positive kinda way .


But these kids are really special to me not only do I spend sleepless nights trying to figure them out but it's the space that I have created for these kids to be just ............................ kids . Plain and simple , we have forgotten ourselves, how to be childlike and it's not wrong . I mean there is nothing wrong if you were to walk into my class and find me on all fours !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Someone has to be the grownup . In fact I have to be a grownup too but at times I refuse . That is because I just wanna have fun .

Okay back to the parent's day ---- It was a good day for us and I delivered what I had to and as they say it , it was signed , delivered and they are mine for the time being !!

Tribute

I guess I am a sucker when it comes to blogging even though no one ever read but it's okay . This place is just for me to let off some steam . It's a good bad , so it's okay.


Today in church we paid a tribute to Micheal Jackson . We were talking about healing and after the priest had finished , there was a presentation , "Heal The World". It was a very meaningful presentation for me and I was quite emotional .

I dared not look up to the OHP fearing that I may just break down . I am not so over the top crazy about Michael Jackson but it's just that the video was a meaningful one .

My classmate just told me that it was so hard for her to digest the fact that he is gone however she felt happy that she managed to catch a glimpse of him when he was in KL . Like I was telling myself it is time to let go and get by . And this is the last post that I will post about him , but I will still blog on and rock on .

WHat's The NEws?

Right , everyone , I mean everyone in the whole wide world will talk about the death of Michael Jackson . Well a world wide icon has gone ... so what is next or whom shall I ask will be the next icon ?

No and yes I am not and yes a fan .... hmm that does not make any sense at all . But one thing I know is I grew with the guy ..... yup through his songs . Let's face it , if you were to put his cd on, I am sure you will move your body . I mean it's like all of his songs are danceable . It is not like some , where you could only dace to a few tracks and that's it .

My sister has one of his earlier albums and that guy can really sing . I mean he has a good set of singing pipes !!!

At such a young age , his voice controll was good . Yup he will be greatly missed . So we will all be sad , but we shall overcome and he will never die beacuse as sure as the stars in heaven , I will tell my children about Michael Jackson .

Muzzy

Today I felt muzzy in school . I found myself walking in and out of the classroom . My head felt so heavy . I just want a quiet time out . But how ? I was waiting for my students to be accessed but that was a no show . Perhaps tomorrow .


I just need that quietness . A full minute should do the trick . Then I went to the office during my free period to check on some names . Correction of names to be typed onto the leaving certificates . With that done , I went back and got straight to work .

Not bad my student can read averagely and that pun a smile on my face . Tomorrow will be another day . THursday would just breeze through with a meeting at 1 pm . Meetings and more meetings ... hopefully I AM ABLE TO START MY CONCERT VERY SOON .

I am still feeling tired .....