I prayed today not for a miracle; I prayed for something that has been close to my heart . I told myself that I will continue to ask but all I ask is the ONE and most important to me .
Maybe I should say what I asked for .. but .... Anyway I have been asking and it's true that past favors have been granted.
A friend of mine , asked me once if I got what I prayed for . My answer would be YES . I also said to her it was not about lotteries but it was about the small little things that was granted.
How did I feel ?
Over the moon , happy and blessed.
So , next time if you want or need anything, just ask .
Friday, June 12, 2009
feeling Tickled Pink
It's a nice feeling tickled pink and try to say tickled pink as fast as you can.
I was searching for some images and happen to stumble upon some pictures of cup cakes . It was in pink and one of the lighter hues .
It got me thinking that all I wanted to do was think of those pink cupcakes which reminded me of soft baby toys ... Okay will not go there , I mean I like babies and all but this pink , .... it somehow got to me .
I remember now , when I was a little girl , all I could think of was pink cotton candy floss. They don't make them now like they used to . Those soft hues are forever long gone . It has been replaced with solid colors and it is way too sweet .
I remember how pink made me feel , like being in the clouds a place where I seem to escape when lessons got bored in school . However a certain teacher made sure that I was brought down to earth .. So happy head in the cloud was squashed .
What will ever be next ? I will stop thinking of the color pink and no more tickled pink !!!
I was searching for some images and happen to stumble upon some pictures of cup cakes . It was in pink and one of the lighter hues .
It got me thinking that all I wanted to do was think of those pink cupcakes which reminded me of soft baby toys ... Okay will not go there , I mean I like babies and all but this pink , .... it somehow got to me .
I remember now , when I was a little girl , all I could think of was pink cotton candy floss. They don't make them now like they used to . Those soft hues are forever long gone . It has been replaced with solid colors and it is way too sweet .
I remember how pink made me feel , like being in the clouds a place where I seem to escape when lessons got bored in school . However a certain teacher made sure that I was brought down to earth .. So happy head in the cloud was squashed .
What will ever be next ? I will stop thinking of the color pink and no more tickled pink !!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
The Project
Okay I have finally got over it and sunk it in into my head that I am the emcee and with that out of the way ... I have been assinged a craft project for the concert . Best part is all of the teachers have to do it and why do we torture ourseves with this ?
Simple. Each year we get the kids to do a simple hand work . It could be anything with any kind of materials. Once when these crafts are completed , we sell them at our concert do . The money which is raised will be donated to a charity home .
IDEAS ???????????????
Where and how to I get my ideas ?
Easy normally I would google for them or simply visit a site and from there I work towards it.
However, nothing seems easy for some . Like me ( as usual ) I mean I would read through of what kinda of craft that I am searching for but............ I would always change and improvise .
Then the next day , when I get to work , I pretend not to have any ideas for it and yawn and tell my fellow teachers that I have not for the love of art and craft found anything yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Too good to be true . Just kidding . I mean it takes time and effort to get it done . Like so it will be a blast on my part and I know my kids will have fun .. Tata ..
Simple. Each year we get the kids to do a simple hand work . It could be anything with any kind of materials. Once when these crafts are completed , we sell them at our concert do . The money which is raised will be donated to a charity home .
IDEAS ???????????????
Where and how to I get my ideas ?
Easy normally I would google for them or simply visit a site and from there I work towards it.
However, nothing seems easy for some . Like me ( as usual ) I mean I would read through of what kinda of craft that I am searching for but............ I would always change and improvise .
Then the next day , when I get to work , I pretend not to have any ideas for it and yawn and tell my fellow teachers that I have not for the love of art and craft found anything yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Too good to be true . Just kidding . I mean it takes time and effort to get it done . Like so it will be a blast on my part and I know my kids will have fun .. Tata ..
ME .. What emcee again ...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
See , how can this be . Not again . I was the emcee for our sports day , and now I was chosen again . I mean , why can't they just leave me be ? We have hundreds of teachers and they go and pick me . I did not decline the job / duty . Now why is that ?
Is it because I know that deep down in my heart I know that I can do a better job ? That is a little big headed of me don't you think ?
Okay here is it , normally I will not panic , I will just pray about it , then I will go and dig all I can to find out what I have to do . Try to memorize some of it and someone once told me that I have to be the glue that binds everything . Now see I have to go and be that glue again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why ever am I fretting ? Okay I am calm for now , will take deep breaths now . Okay I am good .
So what will be my first step ?
Nothing ,
sit back ,
relax,
have loads of fun,
give the kids pressure ,
take long coffee breaks,
gossip,
take time to read ,
Hey wait a minute , I can't do those !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well , I will just simply go over to the mamak stall and have myself a milo ice drink ...............!!
Is it because I know that deep down in my heart I know that I can do a better job ? That is a little big headed of me don't you think ?
Okay here is it , normally I will not panic , I will just pray about it , then I will go and dig all I can to find out what I have to do . Try to memorize some of it and someone once told me that I have to be the glue that binds everything . Now see I have to go and be that glue again !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why ever am I fretting ? Okay I am calm for now , will take deep breaths now . Okay I am good .
So what will be my first step ?
Nothing ,
sit back ,
relax,
have loads of fun,
give the kids pressure ,
take long coffee breaks,
gossip,
take time to read ,
Hey wait a minute , I can't do those !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well , I will just simply go over to the mamak stall and have myself a milo ice drink ...............!!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Monday Is fast approaching
Monday willl be approaching very soon and it could only mean one thing and that is 'BACK TO WORK AND SCHOOL'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now , do I go NOOooooooooooo!! or just embrace life as it comes ?
Well , for starters I really , really had a good rest . Not a good holiday ,but rest . I need the rest more than anything else in the whole wide world . All I did was eat and sleep . To hell with the weight I packed in .The weight will go down eventually once when I speed things up .
But first , I have to get the students ready in 2 week time that is because a certain principal will be coming over to access them . Yipes!!!! Hey , it's okay by the time she comes I will try to have them ready .
Forget that for now just let's concentrate on the bigger picture . CONCERT I just hope that I will not be chosen to be the MC again . I just did for sports ,so now it's someone's turn right ?
Let's see the fun tomorrow . Loads of meeting . Let's just see who will fight tooth and nail to be the next MC .
Well , for starters I really , really had a good rest . Not a good holiday ,but rest . I need the rest more than anything else in the whole wide world . All I did was eat and sleep . To hell with the weight I packed in .The weight will go down eventually once when I speed things up .
But first , I have to get the students ready in 2 week time that is because a certain principal will be coming over to access them . Yipes!!!! Hey , it's okay by the time she comes I will try to have them ready .
Forget that for now just let's concentrate on the bigger picture . CONCERT I just hope that I will not be chosen to be the MC again . I just did for sports ,so now it's someone's turn right ?
Let's see the fun tomorrow . Loads of meeting . Let's just see who will fight tooth and nail to be the next MC .
Monday, June 8, 2009
Sad
I am feeling a little sad today . Yeah I could do with a little cheer . But I guess it will pass . I am disapointed as well . I can't seem to control everything and I don't want the stress . Seeing a certain someone has made me quite sad . I can't tell you who or why but I will blog and maybe after this I will not feel so sad anymore.
I don't need or want him to like me . Why ? I can't even begin to tell you why . Is it so hard to just click ? I know I am not an easy person to live with . We actually lives thousands of miles apart .
I guess I cannot force the hand of faith and I simply have to let it be . Maybe I am being overly sensitive about this . I could try again . But once bitten and you become twice as shy .
See , I feel a whole lot better now , I am glad I got to blog this . I just hope our friendship would continue to grow from afar.
I think that's the best . Being apart for so long, is better this way . At least I know that the next time when we meet a hello would be just good enough .
I am fine now , not so sad anymore and after this my life continues .
I don't need or want him to like me . Why ? I can't even begin to tell you why . Is it so hard to just click ? I know I am not an easy person to live with . We actually lives thousands of miles apart .
I guess I cannot force the hand of faith and I simply have to let it be . Maybe I am being overly sensitive about this . I could try again . But once bitten and you become twice as shy .
See , I feel a whole lot better now , I am glad I got to blog this . I just hope our friendship would continue to grow from afar.
I think that's the best . Being apart for so long, is better this way . At least I know that the next time when we meet a hello would be just good enough .
I am fine now , not so sad anymore and after this my life continues .
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Beofre I go to WORK
Well I thought since I will be going to work soon , I can post a story before I go . This is one of the perks of working so very close to your home .
Well, today is clean up day in school . I guess this will be one of the fastest clean ups that I will do . Tidy here and there and you're done . Should be back by 11 am . See sounds good ? Too good to be true .
Today is one of those days where my dad will be driving me to school , hehhe!!! Relax ,I drive every other day .
First stop will be the nasi lemak stall . Get my breakfast to go and I will be the happiest girl in town .
It's 7.09 am and I am way ahead of time . Maybe just a few more lines and that should do it .
The best part is I have finished my filing , progress reports and preparation of homework all done . This can only mean one thing and that is I will be resting while the other teachers will be busy getting their fair share of work done .
Well, today is clean up day in school . I guess this will be one of the fastest clean ups that I will do . Tidy here and there and you're done . Should be back by 11 am . See sounds good ? Too good to be true .
Today is one of those days where my dad will be driving me to school , hehhe!!! Relax ,I drive every other day .
First stop will be the nasi lemak stall . Get my breakfast to go and I will be the happiest girl in town .
It's 7.09 am and I am way ahead of time . Maybe just a few more lines and that should do it .
The best part is I have finished my filing , progress reports and preparation of homework all done . This can only mean one thing and that is I will be resting while the other teachers will be busy getting their fair share of work done .
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